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Chapters (68)
  1. Title page
  2. Dedication
  3. Part I
  4. One
  5. Two
  6. Three
  7. Four
  8. Five
  9. Six
  10. Seven
  11. Eight
  12. Nine
  13. Ten
  14. Eleven
  15. Twelve
  16. Thirteen
  17. Fourteen
  18. Fifteen
  19. Sixteen
  20. Seventeen
  21. Eighteen
  22. Nineteen
  23. Twenty
  24. Twenty-one
  25. Twenty-two
  26. Twenty-three
  27. Twenty-four
  28. Twenty-five
  29. GAIA YOUNG. SUBJECTIVE IMPRESSIONS.MISSION DAY 20. 20:25 MT.
  30. Part II
  31. Twenty-six
  32. Twenty-seven
  33. Twenty-eight
  34. Twenty-nine
  35. Thirty
  36. Thirty-one
  37. Thirty-two
  38. Thirty-three
  39. Thirty-four
  40. Thirty-five
  41. Thirty-six
  42. Thirty-seven
  43. GAIA YOUNG. SUBJECTIVE IMPRESSIONS.MISSION DAY 22. 20:05 MT.
  44. Thirty-eight
  45. Thirty-nine
  46. Forty
  47. Forty-one
  48. GAIA YOUNG. SUBJECTIVE IMPRESSIONS.MISSION DAY 25. 15:30 MT.
  49. Forty-two
  50. Forty-three
  51. Forty-four
  52. Forty-five
  53. Forty-six
  54. Forty-seven
  55. Forty-eight
  56. Forty-nine
  57. Fifty
  58. Fifty-one
  59. Fifty-two
  60. Fifty-three
  61. Fifty-four
  62. Part III
  63. Fifty-five
  64. Fifty-six
  65. Fifty-seven
  66. Fifty-eight
  67. Also by Chris Beckett
  68. Copyright page

She walked up to a pretty young woman. ‘You, for example. What’s your name, my dear?’

‘I’m Gela.’

‘Gela. You even carry our Mother’s name, but yet look at what goes on in your head! You think angry thoughts. You long for men who aren’t your own. That’s what our Mother tells me. Is she right?’

The woman lowered her head in shame.

‘Of course she’s right,’ said Mary, and passed straight on to another woman. ‘You look guilty guilty. Wait! Let me listen. What’s our Mother saying? Is she saying you’re one of those that tell that so-called Secret Story? The story about things Gela’s supposed to have said to her daughters long long ago? Ah, I thought so. You silly silly girl. Why tell that foolish lie, when Mother Gela herself is alive and calling out to you?’

Many of them were crying now. ‘Yes, you might well weep,’ Mary told them. ‘Because if you don’t reach out to Gela, she won’t be able to reach you either, and you’ll be lost forever. Drifting, drifting, drifting. Shivering, shivering, shivering. All alone forever, all by yourself, in the cold cold blackness between the stars.’

She stood there, trembling and sweating, as she listened to Mother Gela whispering to her inside her head. ‘Yes, and no starship will ever come from Earth while you act like this. They’ll never come to bring us home. And all our children and our children’s children will have to live their lives out here in dark dark Eden.’

By now pretty much everyone was crying, thinking about their hard lives here in Eden, and about our lost home, full of light, far beyond our reach across the stars, where the Mother of all of us was born.

‘Gela is pleading with me,’ Mary told them, tears running down her own cheeks. ‘Our sweet sweet Mother is pleading with me. She knows what it is to live on Eden and long and long for Earth. “Make them understand, Mary!” she’s begging me. “Please, please make them understand!”’

She raised her hands to the black black sky, where Earth was hiding somewhere, as everyone knew, in the great cold spiral of Starry Swirl. ‘Oh Mother, Mother, Mother,’ she begged. ‘Please don’t cry! I can’t bear to hear you cry!’ Then she fell to the ground, writhing about and sobbing. Everyone was scared and horrified, but of course they were excited too by being so close to our Mother. Earth might be far away but right in front of them was a woman who was hearing Gela’s voice.

‘Listen to our Mother,’ she told them. ‘Don’t imagine she’ll come to you with bright lights and fancy wraps. She is our Mother, don’t forget. Her voice will be as ordinary and familiar as your own mother’s. As familiar as the pumping of the trees.’