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Chapters (57)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. 1. Can Anybody Hear Me?
  6. 2. The Under-elevens
  7. 3. Jenny
  8. 4. The Chase
  9. 5. She Came to Me
  10. 6. My Family
  11. 7. Orange Juice
  12. 8. She Fell for Me Through Dance
  13. 9. Contentment
  14. 10. The Senior League
  15. 11. God
  16. 12. Some Place Special
  17. 13. Celebration
  18. 14. The Picnic
  19. 15. Group Show
  20. 16. Slap
  21. 17. Jerome
  22. 18. The Run
  23. 19. Party
  24. 20. How About Paris?
  25. 21. He Is Still Part of Her
  26. 22. Chicken Fillet Roll
  27. 23. Daffodils
  28. 24. Paris Enfin
  29. 25. Christmas Eve
  30. 26. Living Together
  31. 27. Work Trip Blues
  32. 28. Work Trip
  33. 29. Good Times
  34. 30. Running the Gauntlet
  35. 31. Festering
  36. 32. Her Father
  37. 33. My Lovely Rebel
  38. 34. Jenny’s Walk
  39. 35. Migraine
  40. 36. Hanging Out in the City
  41. 37. The Grange
  42. 38. Destruction
  43. 39. Everything Moved So Fast
  44. 40. All Her Fault
  45. 41. The Football Trials
  46. 42. Proposal
  47. 43. It Couldn’t Get Any Better
  48. 44. The Portuguese Man of War
  49. 45. Jerome Is in My House
  50. 46. The Innocence of Childhood
  51. 47. My Fear
  52. 48. You Can’t Make Tea
  53. 49. The Last Dinner
  54. 50. What Am I Doing?
  55. Epilogue
  56. Acknowledgements
  57. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

Austin had developed a swagger as he drifted over to Jenny and I followed him and tried not to be nervous. As soon as he introduced us, that feeling of unease and edgy tension seemed to lift. She smiled and her eyes creased at the sides when she laughed at something Austin said. He had a way with women and I was learning just from watching him in action. He went off in search of more drink and this gave me my opportunity to tell Jenny that I thought her art was beautiful.

It was the right thing to say because her work was just that. It was like a reflection of her own beauty and I told her this in a roundabout way. I mixed up the mention of her inner beauty with the wonder of the sea to make it sound more natural. I was drawing her in, and in truth I was somewhat taken aback by her vulnerability when she mentioned that no one had bought any of her pieces, and yet little red dots were appearing, as if by magic, beside the other artists’ work. I had a desire to hold her there and then and to tell her that everything was going to be fabulous.

I told her to give it time; it was early enough. I looked to my left wrist and stared at a blankness where there should have been a watch. It’s early, I repeated, and said, any day now I will wear a watch.

I desperately wanted to appear interesting and I sensed that discussing the wearing of a wristwatch wasn’t going to cut it. So I asked her all about herself; where she came from, her family, her favourite colour, the works. By the end of my first glass of wine, I was enjoying myself and had relaxed. Jenny had that way about her of making me feel at ease. I wondered why she had been alone earlier because she seemed so personable. People wandered over to her from time to time, mainly to congratulate her on her paintings, and she had kind words for all of them. When I asked her what was with the long face earlier on, she said that someone had let her down and hadn’t shown up. I didn’t make too much of a deal about it but I did worry that she might have been waiting for a bloke.