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Chapters (57)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. 1. Can Anybody Hear Me?
  6. 2. The Under-elevens
  7. 3. Jenny
  8. 4. The Chase
  9. 5. She Came to Me
  10. 6. My Family
  11. 7. Orange Juice
  12. 8. She Fell for Me Through Dance
  13. 9. Contentment
  14. 10. The Senior League
  15. 11. God
  16. 12. Some Place Special
  17. 13. Celebration
  18. 14. The Picnic
  19. 15. Group Show
  20. 16. Slap
  21. 17. Jerome
  22. 18. The Run
  23. 19. Party
  24. 20. How About Paris?
  25. 21. He Is Still Part of Her
  26. 22. Chicken Fillet Roll
  27. 23. Daffodils
  28. 24. Paris Enfin
  29. 25. Christmas Eve
  30. 26. Living Together
  31. 27. Work Trip Blues
  32. 28. Work Trip
  33. 29. Good Times
  34. 30. Running the Gauntlet
  35. 31. Festering
  36. 32. Her Father
  37. 33. My Lovely Rebel
  38. 34. Jenny’s Walk
  39. 35. Migraine
  40. 36. Hanging Out in the City
  41. 37. The Grange
  42. 38. Destruction
  43. 39. Everything Moved So Fast
  44. 40. All Her Fault
  45. 41. The Football Trials
  46. 42. Proposal
  47. 43. It Couldn’t Get Any Better
  48. 44. The Portuguese Man of War
  49. 45. Jerome Is in My House
  50. 46. The Innocence of Childhood
  51. 47. My Fear
  52. 48. You Can’t Make Tea
  53. 49. The Last Dinner
  54. 50. What Am I Doing?
  55. Epilogue
  56. Acknowledgements
  57. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

Jenny picks at her food and in the end I tell her not to bother with it at all, that she’s putting us all off. The kids don’t seem that perturbed that there is more pasta on the menu. I tell Jenny that I like the dress that she is wearing. It’s a coral pink and it’s a colour that brings out her sallow skin. I recall purchasing it for her in Rome in a small boutique. It wasn’t a particularly expensive place and the attention that the girl in the shop gave us seemed well at odds with the amount that we were going to spend. Perhaps kindness is more peculiar to a city that seems to be filled with warmth and beauty. Jenny seems pleased that I have mentioned the dress and this is all it takes, it seems, for her to come back to me. Joey gets ice cream from the freezer and Maeve brings over a cake that she has made while I have been out running.

Later on when Jenny leaves to meet Simon I go to her desk. I can hear the shrieks of laughter from Mikey and Joey as they mess about in their room. I can hear Maeve asking them to keep it down, that she’s trying to sleep, and then I hear Maeve laughing. Their humour is infectious. I sit at Jenny’s desk and I study a book that she likes on David Hockney. There is a splodge of oil on the cover of the book. An opened bottle of linseed oil is close to the wooden sculpture of a turnstone that she has been working on for ages, as if she has recently added one more coat to protect the delicacy of the wood. Beside the turnstone is a sketch of the Brother from the monastery close to the beach. The Brother is on his knees, praying, and he is concentrating on the sea. He is oblivious to the fact that he is being watched. Jenny has created an intimate scene, a sense of a religious privacy. We know very little about this religious order other than the fact that they dress in long white garments and they appear to be happy but moderately so. And it is this lack of knowledge that is so intriguing.