Back A Good Father
Chapters (57)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. 1. Can Anybody Hear Me?
  6. 2. The Under-elevens
  7. 3. Jenny
  8. 4. The Chase
  9. 5. She Came to Me
  10. 6. My Family
  11. 7. Orange Juice
  12. 8. She Fell for Me Through Dance
  13. 9. Contentment
  14. 10. The Senior League
  15. 11. God
  16. 12. Some Place Special
  17. 13. Celebration
  18. 14. The Picnic
  19. 15. Group Show
  20. 16. Slap
  21. 17. Jerome
  22. 18. The Run
  23. 19. Party
  24. 20. How About Paris?
  25. 21. He Is Still Part of Her
  26. 22. Chicken Fillet Roll
  27. 23. Daffodils
  28. 24. Paris Enfin
  29. 25. Christmas Eve
  30. 26. Living Together
  31. 27. Work Trip Blues
  32. 28. Work Trip
  33. 29. Good Times
  34. 30. Running the Gauntlet
  35. 31. Festering
  36. 32. Her Father
  37. 33. My Lovely Rebel
  38. 34. Jenny’s Walk
  39. 35. Migraine
  40. 36. Hanging Out in the City
  41. 37. The Grange
  42. 38. Destruction
  43. 39. Everything Moved So Fast
  44. 40. All Her Fault
  45. 41. The Football Trials
  46. 42. Proposal
  47. 43. It Couldn’t Get Any Better
  48. 44. The Portuguese Man of War
  49. 45. Jerome Is in My House
  50. 46. The Innocence of Childhood
  51. 47. My Fear
  52. 48. You Can’t Make Tea
  53. 49. The Last Dinner
  54. 50. What Am I Doing?
  55. Epilogue
  56. Acknowledgements
  57. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

Confidence was the first thing that struck me about the man who pushed through the door. To my horror he moved towards Jenny and kissed her on her cheek. I had to look away. I stood there with my hand in my pocket and she introduced him to me as Jerome and I distinctly remember that he didn’t wait to hear my name. Instead he asked me to bring him a pint of Guinness.

I felt as if I had been firmly put in my place as I pulled Jerome’s pint and there was a slight heaviness in my heart when I brought it over. Who was this guy and what the hell was Jenny doing with him? Jenny looked away as I put the pint on the table and she kept well out of the transaction with money, as though she was uncomfortable with it. I threw down a couple of beer mats. Jerome sat on a bar stool, his back held straight. He had removed his trenchcoat to reveal a fitted navy shirt. He wore a brown tie, it was thin and had a slightly woven effect. I had to admit he cut a fine shape of a man. As I turned my back on him to go to help Andy behind the bar, I could hear him speaking in a loud voice to Jenny.

What a day I’ve had. It was mental.

I didn’t wait to hear any more. It wasn’t easy but I kept my cool. I got busy wiping my beer-stained hands on my apron and tried to zone out the noise that was building up in the pub. I returned to my sanctuary behind the bar. People began to thicken around me. We picked up our pace, myself and Andy. Most of the crowd were coming in from the cultural organizations in Temple Bar. The suits became outnumbered. There was a certain pleasure in that. There was a buzz and I couldn’t see Jenny because she was hidden by the wall of drinkers. I looked over in the direction of where they were sitting but I didn’t think it would be appropriate if I went over to their table again. I hoped that I wasn’t going to regret this decision, and I worried all the time that she might leave with Jerome without saying goodbye.