Back A Good Father
Chapters (57)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. 1. Can Anybody Hear Me?
  6. 2. The Under-elevens
  7. 3. Jenny
  8. 4. The Chase
  9. 5. She Came to Me
  10. 6. My Family
  11. 7. Orange Juice
  12. 8. She Fell for Me Through Dance
  13. 9. Contentment
  14. 10. The Senior League
  15. 11. God
  16. 12. Some Place Special
  17. 13. Celebration
  18. 14. The Picnic
  19. 15. Group Show
  20. 16. Slap
  21. 17. Jerome
  22. 18. The Run
  23. 19. Party
  24. 20. How About Paris?
  25. 21. He Is Still Part of Her
  26. 22. Chicken Fillet Roll
  27. 23. Daffodils
  28. 24. Paris Enfin
  29. 25. Christmas Eve
  30. 26. Living Together
  31. 27. Work Trip Blues
  32. 28. Work Trip
  33. 29. Good Times
  34. 30. Running the Gauntlet
  35. 31. Festering
  36. 32. Her Father
  37. 33. My Lovely Rebel
  38. 34. Jenny’s Walk
  39. 35. Migraine
  40. 36. Hanging Out in the City
  41. 37. The Grange
  42. 38. Destruction
  43. 39. Everything Moved So Fast
  44. 40. All Her Fault
  45. 41. The Football Trials
  46. 42. Proposal
  47. 43. It Couldn’t Get Any Better
  48. 44. The Portuguese Man of War
  49. 45. Jerome Is in My House
  50. 46. The Innocence of Childhood
  51. 47. My Fear
  52. 48. You Can’t Make Tea
  53. 49. The Last Dinner
  54. 50. What Am I Doing?
  55. Epilogue
  56. Acknowledgements
  57. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

We agree on White Rock and I rather fancy a swim now that the very notion is in my head. Mikey and Joey want to join us and I make a pathetic way-hay sound that causes me to flinch and I high-five them because I am a cool dad. The only one left is Jenny. I find myself promising her that I’ll entertain the kids at White Rock and that she will be able to sketch in peace. I just want her to be with us, I tell her. It must be great to be told that you don’t really have to do anything beyond a bit of light sketching, it must be bloody great. If only my life could be like that, if I had the time, I too could be a creative type.

We reach the beach and we walk down towards the Tea Rooms. I walk over to the outcrop of rocks which shows both the granite of Killiney Hill and the adjacent Ordovician schists of mica. The granite is so beautiful and I point out to the children the quartz schist which is a glossy grey and the white feldspar and the little pieces of mica which cause the granite to glint in the sunshine.

Look how it glints, I say to them.

I notice how the sun changes the hue of the water, it is that wonderful turquoise that fills you with an energy that feels urgent somehow, as if it is irrepressible and the sun is magical and enveloping. The workmen at the Tea Rooms heave with the effort of hoisting up a long plank of wood on to the roof beams that they have carried all the way from the jeep, which the new owner has parked illegally on the beach, but I am in no mind to mention legalities to anyone. I nod to the workmen and I holler to my family that the tide is coming in and that in order to reach White Rock we need to think fast and to act accordingly.

We go on my count, I roar and even though the air is calm and collected I still feel the need to raise my voice. That’s what comes with trying to compete with the swish of the sea and I feel very lucky to be alive.

We go when the seventh significant wave is receding, I say, every seventh one is the big one.