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Chapters (57)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. 1. Can Anybody Hear Me?
  6. 2. The Under-elevens
  7. 3. Jenny
  8. 4. The Chase
  9. 5. She Came to Me
  10. 6. My Family
  11. 7. Orange Juice
  12. 8. She Fell for Me Through Dance
  13. 9. Contentment
  14. 10. The Senior League
  15. 11. God
  16. 12. Some Place Special
  17. 13. Celebration
  18. 14. The Picnic
  19. 15. Group Show
  20. 16. Slap
  21. 17. Jerome
  22. 18. The Run
  23. 19. Party
  24. 20. How About Paris?
  25. 21. He Is Still Part of Her
  26. 22. Chicken Fillet Roll
  27. 23. Daffodils
  28. 24. Paris Enfin
  29. 25. Christmas Eve
  30. 26. Living Together
  31. 27. Work Trip Blues
  32. 28. Work Trip
  33. 29. Good Times
  34. 30. Running the Gauntlet
  35. 31. Festering
  36. 32. Her Father
  37. 33. My Lovely Rebel
  38. 34. Jenny’s Walk
  39. 35. Migraine
  40. 36. Hanging Out in the City
  41. 37. The Grange
  42. 38. Destruction
  43. 39. Everything Moved So Fast
  44. 40. All Her Fault
  45. 41. The Football Trials
  46. 42. Proposal
  47. 43. It Couldn’t Get Any Better
  48. 44. The Portuguese Man of War
  49. 45. Jerome Is in My House
  50. 46. The Innocence of Childhood
  51. 47. My Fear
  52. 48. You Can’t Make Tea
  53. 49. The Last Dinner
  54. 50. What Am I Doing?
  55. Epilogue
  56. Acknowledgements
  57. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

I feel the gentle warmth of the sun on my face and in particular just underneath my eyes. It could be a result of tiredness too and not simply the heat. The chatter from the students is constant. A tourist drags his Samsonite luggage along the cobbled path. I close my eyes and for a moment I am somewhere else completely. I am in a place of pure heat with the pleasurable innate knowledge that tomorrow and the day after that and all the foreseeable days will be drenched in sunshine too, and my body jerks forward as if I am a street drunk. But I’m not a drunk caught out in the early summer sunshine, I am somebody who is thinking about being in Spain. I could almost fall asleep.

I ask Joey if he is capable of hobbling to a café that I have spotted a few doors down. He maintains that he can and Mikey and Maeve give a cheer. He stretches one of his arms up to my shoulder and the other up to Maeve’s. He uses our body frames as human crutches. He wants a whole load of attention on account of his accident. I feel strangely compelled not to provide him with it. Perhaps I am just feeling too tired.

The coffee shop is full of sounds. Murmuring voices, heat, coughs, jazz, the angst-squeaks of children. Cool baristas exchange gossip, conversations about their good nights out. Music. High rifts of conversations flake as they become more ghostly, or move again with increased intent, mightier now, veering away going their own distances, developing their own themes. There are dangerous flirtations being played out between customers, between the waitress and a customer, between a barista and a customer. There are croissant flakes on the display table left over from the breakfast rush. Saint Etienne is playing in the background and it is this that makes me feel old. Old yet happy. I am part of something interesting.

I order tea for myself and a longish piece of twisted pastry which has been dipped in chocolate at either end and sprinkled with pistachio nuts. The children take forever working out what they want. I don’t blame them, the choice is overwhelming. There are flaked almond croissants and Gur cake on a pink plate beside an artificial poinsettia which looks completely out of place. Unrecognizable cakes spill out of baskets set in the window. An overloading of icing and holes pressed into the dough. The ‘Sorry We’re Closed’ sign is on the inside of the door and it has sticky finger marks all over it but this unhygienic detail doesn’t put us off.