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Chapters (105)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Epigraph
  4. Before it All Started
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Four Weeks Ago
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. Chapter 8
  14. Chapter 9
  15. Chapter 10
  16. Chapter 11
  17. Chapter 12
  18. Chapter 13
  19. Chapter 14
  20. Now
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Four Weeks Ago
  24. Chapter 17
  25. Chapter 18
  26. Chapter 19
  27. Chapter 20
  28. Chapter 21
  29. Chapter 22
  30. Chapter 23
  31. Chapter 24
  32. Chapter 25
  33. Chapter 26
  34. Now
  35. Chapter 27
  36. Chapter 28
  37. Three Days Ago
  38. Chapter 29
  39. Chapter 30
  40. Chapter 31
  41. Chapter 32
  42. Chapter 33
  43. Chapter 34
  44. Chapter 35
  45. Chapter 36
  46. Chapter 37
  47. Chapter 38
  48. Chapter 39
  49. Chapter 40
  50. Chapter 41
  51. Chapter 42
  52. Chapter 43
  53. Chapter 44
  54. Chapter 45
  55. Chapter 46
  56. Chapter 47
  57. Chapter 48
  58. Chapter 49
  59. Chapter 50
  60. Chapter 51
  61. Chapter 52
  62. Chapter 53
  63. Now
  64. Chapter 54
  65. Chapter 55
  66. Chapter 56
  67. Chapter 57
  68. Chapter 58
  69. Chapter 59
  70. Chapter 60
  71. Chapter 61
  72. Chapter 62
  73. Chapter 63
  74. Chapter 64
  75. Chapter 65
  76. Chapter 66
  77. Chapter 67
  78. Chapter 68
  79. Chapter 69
  80. Two Hours Later
  81. Chapter 70
  82. Chapter 71
  83. Chapter 72
  84. Chapter 73
  85. Chapter 74
  86. Chapter 75
  87. Chapter 76
  88. Chapter 77
  89. Chapter 78
  90. Chapter 79
  91. Chapter 80
  92. Chapter 81
  93. Chapter 82
  94. Chapter 83
  95. Chapter 84
  96. Chapter 85
  97. Chapter 86
  98. Chapter 87
  99. One Week Later
  100. Chapter 88
  101. Chapter 89
  102. Acknowledgements
  103. Keep Reading …
  104. Books by Ross Welford
  105. About the Publisher

Will she recognise me? My heart is thumping, and I don’t meet her eye, tipping the brim of my cap down low. I try to remind myself yet again that it was twilight when it all happened, and I had my back to her as I ran away, but still …

‘Hi!’ she says. It sounds like she’s smiling, but I’m trying not to look up. ‘You must be Susan? And …’

Her eyes flick to me. Susan says, ‘This is Malcolm. He’s part of the project as well.’

I still don’t lift up my face.

‘I’m Andrina. I’m Mr McKinley’s carer. Call me Andi.’ She’s still sounding pleased to see us. She beckons us into the high, wide hallway with a highly polished tile floor and a wide staircase. She stops at the first doorway and points to a bottle on a small table. ‘Hand-san, please. Mr McKinley’s ninety and he’s had a nasty cold recently.’

As we’re doing it, she takes out a device from her smock pocket and holds it up. Meanwhile, I’m looking around for the dog, and so far no sign.

‘Cap off, please, Malcolm. I need to take your temperature.’

Slowly and reluctantly, I remove the cap, but my face is still cast downwards. ‘Come on,’ she says. ‘Don’t be shy!’ She reaches out and gently holds my chin to make me face her and puts the thermometer to my forehead. As she does so, she looks closely at me.

Now if you’d asked me a few weeks ago if I thought that anyone could be psychic – you know, read minds and stuff – then I’d have said, ‘Obviously not.’ But since I began sharing dreams with Seb you could say I’m not so sure. And now, with this woman’s face centimetres from mine? I’m so convinced that I know what she is thinking that it is like she is talking to me.

I know it was you that night, you little tyke. I’d recognise that haystack of hair anywhere. And so you can make amends by visiting a dying old man and listening to his rambling stories.

She looks at the thermometer, then at me and shakes her head, tutting.

‘Oh lordy!’ she says, and pauses, looking grave. Then her smile comes back. ‘Only joking! You’re fine. Come on in. He’s looking forward to meeting you. Shoes off, please.’ She’s being jolly, but there’s something in the narrow-eyed look that she throws at me that puts me right on edge.

From behind the thick door I can hear classical music: the sort played by an orchestra, although it doesn’t sound very tuneful – not that I’m an expert. My heart is still thumping like crazy.

We pause, and she beckons us forward.