Chapters (105)
- Cover
- Title Page
- Epigraph
- Before it All Started
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Four Weeks Ago
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Now
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Four Weeks Ago
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Now
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Three Days Ago
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Now
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Two Hours Later
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Chapter 87
- One Week Later
- Chapter 88
- Chapter 89
- Acknowledgements
- Keep Reading …
- Books by Ross Welford
- About the Publisher
Will she recognise me? My heart is thumping, and I don’t meet her eye, tipping the brim of my cap down low. I try to remind myself yet again that it was twilight when it all happened, and I had my back to her as I ran away, but still …
‘Hi!’ she says. It sounds like she’s smiling, but I’m trying not to look up. ‘You must be Susan? And …’
Her eyes flick to me. Susan says, ‘This is Malcolm. He’s part of the project as well.’
I still don’t lift up my face.
‘I’m Andrina. I’m Mr McKinley’s carer. Call me Andi.’ She’s still sounding pleased to see us. She beckons us into the high, wide hallway with a highly polished tile floor and a wide staircase. She stops at the first doorway and points to a bottle on a small table. ‘Hand-san, please. Mr McKinley’s ninety and he’s had a nasty cold recently.’
As we’re doing it, she takes out a device from her smock pocket and holds it up. Meanwhile, I’m looking around for the dog, and so far no sign.
‘Cap off, please, Malcolm. I need to take your temperature.’
Slowly and reluctantly, I remove the cap, but my face is still cast downwards. ‘Come on,’ she says. ‘Don’t be shy!’ She reaches out and gently holds my chin to make me face her and puts the thermometer to my forehead. As she does so, she looks closely at me.
Now if you’d asked me a few weeks ago if I thought that anyone could be psychic – you know, read minds and stuff – then I’d have said, ‘Obviously not.’ But since I began sharing dreams with Seb you could say I’m not so sure. And now, with this woman’s face centimetres from mine? I’m so convinced that I know what she is thinking that it is like she is talking to me.
I know it was you that night, you little tyke. I’d recognise that haystack of hair anywhere. And so you can make amends by visiting a dying old man and listening to his rambling stories.
She looks at the thermometer, then at me and shakes her head, tutting.
‘Oh lordy!’ she says, and pauses, looking grave. Then her smile comes back. ‘Only joking! You’re fine. Come on in. He’s looking forward to meeting you. Shoes off, please.’ She’s being jolly, but there’s something in the narrow-eyed look that she throws at me that puts me right on edge.
From behind the thick door I can hear classical music: the sort played by an orchestra, although it doesn’t sound very tuneful – not that I’m an expert. My heart is still thumping like crazy.
We pause, and she beckons us forward.