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Chapters (105)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Epigraph
  4. Before it All Started
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Four Weeks Ago
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. Chapter 8
  14. Chapter 9
  15. Chapter 10
  16. Chapter 11
  17. Chapter 12
  18. Chapter 13
  19. Chapter 14
  20. Now
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Four Weeks Ago
  24. Chapter 17
  25. Chapter 18
  26. Chapter 19
  27. Chapter 20
  28. Chapter 21
  29. Chapter 22
  30. Chapter 23
  31. Chapter 24
  32. Chapter 25
  33. Chapter 26
  34. Now
  35. Chapter 27
  36. Chapter 28
  37. Three Days Ago
  38. Chapter 29
  39. Chapter 30
  40. Chapter 31
  41. Chapter 32
  42. Chapter 33
  43. Chapter 34
  44. Chapter 35
  45. Chapter 36
  46. Chapter 37
  47. Chapter 38
  48. Chapter 39
  49. Chapter 40
  50. Chapter 41
  51. Chapter 42
  52. Chapter 43
  53. Chapter 44
  54. Chapter 45
  55. Chapter 46
  56. Chapter 47
  57. Chapter 48
  58. Chapter 49
  59. Chapter 50
  60. Chapter 51
  61. Chapter 52
  62. Chapter 53
  63. Now
  64. Chapter 54
  65. Chapter 55
  66. Chapter 56
  67. Chapter 57
  68. Chapter 58
  69. Chapter 59
  70. Chapter 60
  71. Chapter 61
  72. Chapter 62
  73. Chapter 63
  74. Chapter 64
  75. Chapter 65
  76. Chapter 66
  77. Chapter 67
  78. Chapter 68
  79. Chapter 69
  80. Two Hours Later
  81. Chapter 70
  82. Chapter 71
  83. Chapter 72
  84. Chapter 73
  85. Chapter 74
  86. Chapter 75
  87. Chapter 76
  88. Chapter 77
  89. Chapter 78
  90. Chapter 79
  91. Chapter 80
  92. Chapter 81
  93. Chapter 82
  94. Chapter 83
  95. Chapter 84
  96. Chapter 85
  97. Chapter 86
  98. Chapter 87
  99. One Week Later
  100. Chapter 88
  101. Chapter 89
  102. Acknowledgements
  103. Keep Reading …
  104. Books by Ross Welford
  105. About the Publisher

In the distance, our attackers are coming nearer.

‘I don’t understand!’ I wail. ‘I don’t know what to do!’

‘I’m going to wake up any minute, Malky. I can feel it. And you too: you are going to wake up naturally, and if that happens you won’t have Seb with you.’

‘How do you know this?’

She looks at me, pleadingly. ‘I don’t, Malky. I don’t know anything! But what I do know is that you have to let go of yourself. Let go of your self. Allow the … the universe to do its thing and just let it be.’

‘What does that even mean?’ I shout.

We’re on the very edge of the cliff now, and I peer over. Yet, instead of rocks, and waves crashing on to them, it is as though the storm clouds on the horizon have swirled below me. I look up and can see no sea, no horizon – just a grey fog of emptiness and my stomach tightens.

‘I’m scared, Malky,’ says Seb. ‘They’re getting closer.’

Then a man’s voice, with an accent like Mola’s, says, quietly but firmly, ‘Go to the edge of your dream, Malky. And then go further.’

I turn away from the cliff edge and where Susan stood is now a middle-aged man in a simple suit of faded blue cotton, a number printed on his chest. His hair is straight and black and streaked with grey, and a patchy beard clings to his hollow cheeks.

I don’t even need to ask who he is, and I have given up questioning the logic of what is happening.

Susan’s dad.

When he smiles, serenely, and nods in a way I have seen Susan do countless times, it is as though he can read my thoughts and approves.

Susan runs to him, and holds his hand, beaming up at him.

‘What if I jump?’ I say, gazing at the grey void. ‘What will happen?’

‘Go to the edge, Malky,’ says Susan. ‘And then go further.’

Then she and her dad disappear, just like that; like a light going out.

The hunters are getting nearer; I can make out their faces now, and I know there is no way back. Seb and I are trapped on the cliff edge.

‘This is your dream, Malky. You have to control it,’ says Seb.

‘I can’t, Seb. I can’t control anything any more.’

‘Don’t let them catch us,’ he pleads. I’m back to being big brother, feeling responsible for him and terrified that it’s down to me.

But that’s how it is.

They’re much closer now – only metres away – and the one with the club has raised it in readiness for … for what?

When I look at Seb, he just nods.

‘Let’s do it,’ he says. ‘Let yourself go, Malky!’