Chapters (105)
- Cover
- Title Page
- Epigraph
- Before it All Started
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Four Weeks Ago
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Now
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Four Weeks Ago
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Now
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Three Days Ago
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Now
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Two Hours Later
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Chapter 87
- One Week Later
- Chapter 88
- Chapter 89
- Acknowledgements
- Keep Reading …
- Books by Ross Welford
- About the Publisher
‘Well, whatever it is, Malky, it’s been taken by the funeral directors and placed with him. Dying wishes. I’m sure you’d want to respect them. And whatever the heck you’ve been up to ever since that first night ends here and now, all right?’
She looks at us as though she’s expecting a response. Susan says, solemnly, ‘Of course.’
Andi seems reassured. She repeats, ‘Of course. Now, if there’s nothing else, children, I need to get on. I’m very sorry that this has happened. I was with him for three years. I know for a fact that he enjoyed meeting you.’
‘There is one more thing,’ says Susan. ‘What happened to Dennis?’
Old Dennis! How could I have forgotten about him? Admittedly, he never actually did much except make foul smells and sleep (often together), and I don’t think he ever quite forgot that his first encounter with me was that time in the backyard, but still …
At the exact moment Susan says his name, there’s a scuffling sound from under a couch, and Dennis’s old head appears.
‘Dennis!’ exclaims Susan, and crouches down to scratch him. I honestly don’t think I have ever seen a sadder-looking animal. His big amber eyes look up wetly at Susan, and he’s not even bothered by my presence. From under the couch, I hear the thump of a single tail-wag: his way of acknowledging Susan’s kindness.
‘Do you … do you think he knows … about Kenneth?’
‘Oh aye,’ says Andi, solemnly. ‘He was lying next to him. How he got up on the bed, I’ll never understand, but he managed somehow. He understands everything, that dog. And, if a dog’s heart can break, then his is in a million pieces right now.’
We’re back outside, Susan and I, and neither of us knows what to say to the other, so we walk along in silence until we get to the bench by the sailing club where we had sat before, and it’s like we both know that we’re going there, and that we’ll sit down in the same place. I feel it’s something we need to do, having just learned that Mr McKinley is dead.
I wonder if either of us is going to cry, and I keep shooting little sidelong glances at Susan to check, but, every time I do, she is just sitting with her eyes closed, her back straight and her face tipped up slightly into the wind coming off the sea, the wind that carries prayers around the world. So I try it too and we both sit there silently for a while like that. I don’t know how long for: probably only a minute or two, but it feels much, much longer.
Susan says, ‘They were more alike than either of them would ever think, you know.’
‘Who?’