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Chapters (105)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Epigraph
  4. Before it All Started
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Four Weeks Ago
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. Chapter 8
  14. Chapter 9
  15. Chapter 10
  16. Chapter 11
  17. Chapter 12
  18. Chapter 13
  19. Chapter 14
  20. Now
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Four Weeks Ago
  24. Chapter 17
  25. Chapter 18
  26. Chapter 19
  27. Chapter 20
  28. Chapter 21
  29. Chapter 22
  30. Chapter 23
  31. Chapter 24
  32. Chapter 25
  33. Chapter 26
  34. Now
  35. Chapter 27
  36. Chapter 28
  37. Three Days Ago
  38. Chapter 29
  39. Chapter 30
  40. Chapter 31
  41. Chapter 32
  42. Chapter 33
  43. Chapter 34
  44. Chapter 35
  45. Chapter 36
  46. Chapter 37
  47. Chapter 38
  48. Chapter 39
  49. Chapter 40
  50. Chapter 41
  51. Chapter 42
  52. Chapter 43
  53. Chapter 44
  54. Chapter 45
  55. Chapter 46
  56. Chapter 47
  57. Chapter 48
  58. Chapter 49
  59. Chapter 50
  60. Chapter 51
  61. Chapter 52
  62. Chapter 53
  63. Now
  64. Chapter 54
  65. Chapter 55
  66. Chapter 56
  67. Chapter 57
  68. Chapter 58
  69. Chapter 59
  70. Chapter 60
  71. Chapter 61
  72. Chapter 62
  73. Chapter 63
  74. Chapter 64
  75. Chapter 65
  76. Chapter 66
  77. Chapter 67
  78. Chapter 68
  79. Chapter 69
  80. Two Hours Later
  81. Chapter 70
  82. Chapter 71
  83. Chapter 72
  84. Chapter 73
  85. Chapter 74
  86. Chapter 75
  87. Chapter 76
  88. Chapter 77
  89. Chapter 78
  90. Chapter 79
  91. Chapter 80
  92. Chapter 81
  93. Chapter 82
  94. Chapter 83
  95. Chapter 84
  96. Chapter 85
  97. Chapter 86
  98. Chapter 87
  99. One Week Later
  100. Chapter 88
  101. Chapter 89
  102. Acknowledgements
  103. Keep Reading …
  104. Books by Ross Welford
  105. About the Publisher

‘Well, whatever it is, Malky, it’s been taken by the funeral directors and placed with him. Dying wishes. I’m sure you’d want to respect them. And whatever the heck you’ve been up to ever since that first night ends here and now, all right?’

She looks at us as though she’s expecting a response. Susan says, solemnly, ‘Of course.’

Andi seems reassured. She repeats, ‘Of course. Now, if there’s nothing else, children, I need to get on. I’m very sorry that this has happened. I was with him for three years. I know for a fact that he enjoyed meeting you.’

‘There is one more thing,’ says Susan. ‘What happened to Dennis?’

Old Dennis! How could I have forgotten about him? Admittedly, he never actually did much except make foul smells and sleep (often together), and I don’t think he ever quite forgot that his first encounter with me was that time in the backyard, but still …

At the exact moment Susan says his name, there’s a scuffling sound from under a couch, and Dennis’s old head appears.

‘Dennis!’ exclaims Susan, and crouches down to scratch him. I honestly don’t think I have ever seen a sadder-looking animal. His big amber eyes look up wetly at Susan, and he’s not even bothered by my presence. From under the couch, I hear the thump of a single tail-wag: his way of acknowledging Susan’s kindness.

‘Do you … do you think he knows … about Kenneth?’

‘Oh aye,’ says Andi, solemnly. ‘He was lying next to him. How he got up on the bed, I’ll never understand, but he managed somehow. He understands everything, that dog. And, if a dog’s heart can break, then his is in a million pieces right now.’

We’re back outside, Susan and I, and neither of us knows what to say to the other, so we walk along in silence until we get to the bench by the sailing club where we had sat before, and it’s like we both know that we’re going there, and that we’ll sit down in the same place. I feel it’s something we need to do, having just learned that Mr McKinley is dead.

I wonder if either of us is going to cry, and I keep shooting little sidelong glances at Susan to check, but, every time I do, she is just sitting with her eyes closed, her back straight and her face tipped up slightly into the wind coming off the sea, the wind that carries prayers around the world. So I try it too and we both sit there silently for a while like that. I don’t know how long for: probably only a minute or two, but it feels much, much longer.

Susan says, ‘They were more alike than either of them would ever think, you know.’

‘Who?’