Contents ( 300)
- PART ONE
- EXOGENESIS
- CHAPTER I
- DREAMS
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- CHAPTER II
- RELIQUARY
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- CHAPTER III
- EXTENUATING CIRCUMSTANCES
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- CHAPTER IV
- ANGUISH
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- CHAPTER V
- MADNESS
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- 5.
- CHAPTER VI
- SHOUTS & ECHOES
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- 5.
- 6.
- CHAPTER VII
- COUNTDOWN
- 1.
- 2.
- CHAPTER VIII
- OUT & ABOUT
- 1.
- 2.
- CHAPTER IX
- CHOICES
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- 5.
- EXEUNT I
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- PART TWO
- SUBLIMARE
- CHAPTER I
- AWAKENING
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- CHAPTER II
- WALLFISH
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- CHAPTER III
- ASSUMPTIONS
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- 5.
- 6.
- CHAPTER IV
- KRIEGSSPIEL
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- CHAPTER V
- EXTREMIS
- 1.
- 2.
- CHAPTER VI
- NEAR & FAR
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- 5.
- CHAPTER VII
- ICONS & INDICATIONS
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- CHAPTER VIII
- NOWHERE TO HIDE
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- CHAPTER IX
- GRACELING
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- CHAPTER X
- DARMSTADT
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- CHAPTER XI
- EXPOSURE
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- 5.
- 6.
- CHAPTER XII
- LESSONS
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- 8.
- EXEUNT II
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
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- 7.
- PART THREE
- APOCALYPSIS
- CHAPTER I
- PAST SINS
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- 8.
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- CHAPTER II
- A CAELO USQUE AD CENTRUM
- 1.
- 2.
- CHAPTER III
- SHARDS
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- CHAPTER IV
- TERROR
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- CHAPTER V
- SIC ITUR AD ASTRA
- 1.
- 2.
- CHAPTER VI
- INTO THE DARK
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- CHAPTER VII
- NECESSITY
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- 5.
- CHAPTER VIII
- SINS OF THE PRESENT
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- 2.
- 3.
- EXEUNT III
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- 2.
- 3.
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- 5.
- 6.
- 7.
- PART FOUR
- FIDELITATIS
- CHAPTER I
- DISSONANCE
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- 5.
- CHAPTER II
- ORSTED STATION
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- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
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- 6.
- CHAPTER III
- ESCAPE!
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- 2.
- 3.
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- 6.
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- CHAPTER IV
- NECESSITY II
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- 2.
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- EXEUNT IV
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- PART FIVE
- MALIGNITATEM
- CHAPTER I
- ARRIVAL
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- CHAPTER II
- NECESSITY III
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- CHAPTER III
- INTEGRATUM
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- CHAPTER IV
- FERRO COMITANTE
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- CHAPTER V
- ASTRORUM IRAE
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- CHAPTER VI
- SUB SPECIE AETERNITATIS
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Kira screamed with frustration as the outer surface of the Seed continued to melt into the Maw, and with it, any sense of control. Then a shock hit her body and she convulsed, feeling as if a thousand sparking wires had touched her. Blood filled her mouth, hot and copper-tasting.
A flood of sensory information coursed through her nerves, and for a moment, Kira lost all awareness of where she was.
She could feel the Maw, same as she could feel her own body. Flesh piled upon flesh, and most of it throbbing with the agony of exposed nerves, as well as the torment of limbs, muscles, and organs assembled all out of order. Human and Jelly parts had been grafted one onto the other with no care taken for proper structure or function. Ichor oozed through veins made for blood, and blood gushed through spongelike tissues intended for thicker secretions; bones scraped against tendons, cartilage, and other bones; tentacles pressed against misplaced intestines; and everything quivered with the physical equivalent of a scream.
Without the fibers of the xeno laced throughout the Maw—supporting and sustaining it—the entire abomination would have died within minutes, if not seconds.
Accompanying the pain was a grinding hunger—a primal yearning to eat and grow and spread without end, as if the protective safeguards built into the Seed had broken and fallen away, leaving behind only the desire to expand. There was also a certain sadistic glee to the Maw’s emotions, and that didn’t surprise Kira. Selfishness was more fundamental than kindness. But what she didn’t expect was the wandering, childlike confusion that accompanied it. The intelligence born of Carr and Qwon’s joined minds seemed unable to comprehend its circumstances. All it knew was its suffering, its hate, and its desire to multiply until it had blanketed every centimeter of every planet and asteroid in the universe—until its offspring clotted the space around every star in the sky, and each ray of light was sucked up by the life, the life, the LIFE, it had seeded from its misbegotten loins.
This it so desired. And this it needed.
Kira shouted into the darkness as she strained against the Maw, strained against it with mind, body, and Seed. She pitted her own rage and hate against the monster, ravaging the flesh around her with the full force of her desperate desire, fighting like an animal trapped in the clamping jaw of its predator.
Her attempts accomplished nothing. Before the Maw, her anger was a candle compared to a volcano. Her hate was a scream lost in a battering tempest.
The incomprehensible might of the Maw confined her. Constrained her. Blinded her. Every effort it countered. Every strength it matched and overmatched. The Seed was melting around her, dissipating atom by atom as it joined with the Maw. And the harder she fought, the faster the xeno slipped away.
As the Maw neared bare skin—her actual skin, not that of the Seed—Kira realized she had run out of time. If she didn’t act, and now, everything she had done would have been for nothing.