Contents (300)
- PART ONE
- EXOGENESIS
- CHAPTER I
- DREAMS
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- CHAPTER II
- RELIQUARY
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- CHAPTER III
- EXTENUATING CIRCUMSTANCES
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- 4.
- CHAPTER IV
- ANGUISH
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- 3.
- CHAPTER V
- MADNESS
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- CHAPTER VI
- SHOUTS & ECHOES
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- CHAPTER VII
- COUNTDOWN
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- CHAPTER VIII
- OUT & ABOUT
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- CHAPTER IX
- CHOICES
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- EXEUNT I
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- PART TWO
- SUBLIMARE
- CHAPTER I
- AWAKENING
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- CHAPTER II
- WALLFISH
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- CHAPTER III
- ASSUMPTIONS
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- CHAPTER IV
- KRIEGSSPIEL
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- CHAPTER V
- EXTREMIS
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- CHAPTER VI
- NEAR & FAR
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- CHAPTER VII
- ICONS & INDICATIONS
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- CHAPTER VIII
- NOWHERE TO HIDE
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- CHAPTER IX
- GRACELING
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- CHAPTER X
- DARMSTADT
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- CHAPTER XI
- EXPOSURE
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- CHAPTER XII
- LESSONS
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- EXEUNT II
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- PART THREE
- APOCALYPSIS
- CHAPTER I
- PAST SINS
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- CHAPTER II
- A CAELO USQUE AD CENTRUM
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- CHAPTER III
- SHARDS
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- CHAPTER IV
- TERROR
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- CHAPTER V
- SIC ITUR AD ASTRA
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- CHAPTER VI
- INTO THE DARK
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- CHAPTER VII
- NECESSITY
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- CHAPTER VIII
- SINS OF THE PRESENT
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- EXEUNT III
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- PART FOUR
- FIDELITATIS
- CHAPTER I
- DISSONANCE
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- CHAPTER II
- ORSTED STATION
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- CHAPTER III
- ESCAPE!
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- CHAPTER IV
- NECESSITY II
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- EXEUNT IV
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- PART FIVE
- MALIGNITATEM
- CHAPTER I
- ARRIVAL
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- CHAPTER II
- NECESSITY III
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- CHAPTER III
- INTEGRATUM
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- CHAPTER IV
- FERRO COMITANTE
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- CHAPTER V
- ASTRORUM IRAE
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- CHAPTER VI
- SUB SPECIE AETERNITATIS
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“Obsidian,” she murmured. With her mind, she pressed the word toward the xeno’s presence, as if to make it understand. Obsidian.
The xeno responded.
A wave of disjointed images and sensations swept through her. At first she was confused—individually they seemed to mean nothing—but as the sequence repeated, and again, she began to see the relationships between the different fragments. Together they formed a language born not of words but associations. And she understood:
The xeno already had a name.
It was a complex name, composed of and embodied by a web of interrelated concepts that she realized would probably take her years to fully parse, if ever. However, as the concepts filtered through her mind, she couldn’t help but assign words to them. She was only human, after all; language was as much a part of her as consciousness itself. The words failed to capture the subtleties of the name—because she herself didn’t understand them—but they captured the broadest and most obvious aspects.
The Soft Blade.
A faint smile touched her lips. She liked it. “The Soft Blade.” She said it out loud, letting the words linger on her tongue. And from the xeno she felt a sense, if not of satisfaction, then of acceptance.
Knowing the organism had a name (and not one she had given it) changed Kira’s view of it. Instead of thinking of the xeno just as an interloper and a potentially deadly parasite, now she saw it more as a … companion.
It was a profound shift. And not one she had intended or anticipated. Though as she belatedly realized, names changed—and defined—all things, including relationships. The situation reminded her of naming a pet; once you did, that was that, you had to keep the animal, whether you’d planned to or not.
The Soft Blade …
“And just what were you made for?” she asked, but no answer was forthcoming.
Whatever the case, Kira knew one thing: whoever had selected the name—whether it was the xeno’s creators or the xeno itself—they possessed a sense of elegance and poetry, and they appreciated the contradiction inherent in the concepts she’d summarized as the Soft Blade.
It was a strange universe. The more she learned, the stranger it seemed, and she doubted she would ever find the answers to all her questions.
The Soft Blade. She closed her eyes, feeling oddly comforted. With the faint strains of Bach playing in the background, she allowed herself to drift off to sleep, knowing that—at least for the time being—she was safe.
2.
The sky was a field of diamonds, and her body had limbs and senses unknown to her. She glided through the quiet dusk, and she was not alone; others moved with her. Others she knew. Others she cared for.
They arrived at a black gate, and her companions stopped, and she mourned, for they would not meet again. Alone she continued through the gate, and through it came to a secret place.
She made her motions, and the lights of old shone down upon her in both blessing and promise. Then flesh parted from flesh, and she went to her cradle and folded in on herself, there to wait with ready anticipation.