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  1. PART ONE
  2. EXOGENESIS
  3. CHAPTER I
  4. DREAMS
  5. 1.
  6. 2.
  7. 3.
  8. CHAPTER II
  9. RELIQUARY
  10. 1.
  11. 2.
  12. 3.
  13. 4.
  14. CHAPTER III
  15. EXTENUATING CIRCUMSTANCES
  16. 1.
  17. 2.
  18. 3.
  19. 4.
  20. CHAPTER IV
  21. ANGUISH
  22. 1.
  23. 2.
  24. 3.
  25. CHAPTER V
  26. MADNESS
  27. 1.
  28. 2.
  29. 3.
  30. 4.
  31. 5.
  32. CHAPTER VI
  33. SHOUTS & ECHOES
  34. 1.
  35. 2.
  36. 3.
  37. 4.
  38. 5.
  39. 6.
  40. CHAPTER VII
  41. COUNTDOWN
  42. 1.
  43. 2.
  44. CHAPTER VIII
  45. OUT & ABOUT
  46. 1.
  47. 2.
  48. CHAPTER IX
  49. CHOICES
  50. 1.
  51. 2.
  52. 3.
  53. 4.
  54. 5.
  55. EXEUNT I
  56. 1.
  57. 2.
  58. 3.
  59. 4.
  60. PART TWO
  61. SUBLIMARE
  62. CHAPTER I
  63. AWAKENING
  64. 1.
  65. 2.
  66. 3.
  67. 4.
  68. CHAPTER II
  69. WALLFISH
  70. 1.
  71. 2.
  72. 3.
  73. 4.
  74. CHAPTER III
  75. ASSUMPTIONS
  76. 1.
  77. 2.
  78. 3.
  79. 4.
  80. 5.
  81. 6.
  82. CHAPTER IV
  83. KRIEGSSPIEL
  84. 1.
  85. 2.
  86. 3.
  87. CHAPTER V
  88. EXTREMIS
  89. 1.
  90. 2.
  91. CHAPTER VI
  92. NEAR & FAR
  93. 1.
  94. 2.
  95. 3.
  96. 4.
  97. 5.
  98. CHAPTER VII
  99. ICONS & INDICATIONS
  100. 1.
  101. 2.
  102. 3.
  103. 4.
  104. CHAPTER VIII
  105. NOWHERE TO HIDE
  106. 1.
  107. 2.
  108. 3.
  109. 4.
  110. CHAPTER IX
  111. GRACELING
  112. 1.
  113. 2.
  114. 3.
  115. 4.
  116. CHAPTER X
  117. DARMSTADT
  118. 1.
  119. 2.
  120. 3.
  121. 4.
  122. CHAPTER XI
  123. EXPOSURE
  124. 1.
  125. 2.
  126. 3.
  127. 4.
  128. 5.
  129. 6.
  130. CHAPTER XII
  131. LESSONS
  132. 1.
  133. 2.
  134. 3.
  135. 4.
  136. 5.
  137. 6.
  138. 7.
  139. 8.
  140. EXEUNT II
  141. 1.
  142. 2.
  143. 3.
  144. 4.
  145. 5.
  146. 6.
  147. 7.
  148. PART THREE
  149. APOCALYPSIS
  150. CHAPTER I
  151. PAST SINS
  152. 1.
  153. 2.
  154. 3.
  155. 4.
  156. 5.
  157. 6.
  158. 7.
  159. 8.
  160. 9.
  161. CHAPTER II
  162. A CAELO USQUE AD CENTRUM
  163. 1.
  164. 2.
  165. CHAPTER III
  166. SHARDS
  167. 1.
  168. 2.
  169. 3.
  170. 4.
  171. CHAPTER IV
  172. TERROR
  173. 1.
  174. 2.
  175. 3.
  176. CHAPTER V
  177. SIC ITUR AD ASTRA
  178. 1.
  179. 2.
  180. CHAPTER VI
  181. INTO THE DARK
  182. 1.
  183. 2.
  184. 3.
  185. CHAPTER VII
  186. NECESSITY
  187. 1.
  188. 2.
  189. 3.
  190. 4.
  191. 5.
  192. CHAPTER VIII
  193. SINS OF THE PRESENT
  194. 1.
  195. 2.
  196. 3.
  197. EXEUNT III
  198. 1.
  199. 2.
  200. 3.
  201. 4.
  202. 5.
  203. 6.
  204. 7.
  205. PART FOUR
  206. FIDELITATIS
  207. CHAPTER I
  208. DISSONANCE
  209. 1.
  210. 2.
  211. 3.
  212. 4.
  213. 5.
  214. CHAPTER II
  215. ORSTED STATION
  216. 1.
  217. 2.
  218. 3.
  219. 4.
  220. 5.
  221. 6.
  222. CHAPTER III
  223. ESCAPE!
  224. 1.
  225. 2.
  226. 3.
  227. 4.
  228. 5.
  229. 6.
  230. 7.
  231. CHAPTER IV
  232. NECESSITY II
  233. 1.
  234. 2.
  235. 3.
  236. 4.
  237. 5.
  238. EXEUNT IV
  239. 1.
  240. 2.
  241. 3.
  242. 4.
  243. PART FIVE
  244. MALIGNITATEM
  245. CHAPTER I
  246. ARRIVAL
  247. 1.
  248. 2.
  249. 3.
  250. 4.
  251. 5.
  252. 6.
  253. 7.
  254. CHAPTER II
  255. NECESSITY III
  256. 1.
  257. 2.
  258. 3.
  259. 4.
  260. 5.
  261. 6.
  262. 7.
  263. CHAPTER III
  264. INTEGRATUM
  265. 1.
  266. 2.
  267. 3.
  268. 4.
  269. 5.
  270. 6.
  271. 7.
  272. CHAPTER IV
  273. FERRO COMITANTE
  274. 1.
  275. 2.
  276. 3.
  277. 4.
  278. 5.
  279. 6.
  280. 7.
  281. CHAPTER V
  282. ASTRORUM IRAE
  283. 1.
  284. 2.
  285. 3.
  286. 4.
  287. 5.
  288. 6.
  289. 7.
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  296. 14.
  297. CHAPTER VI
  298. SUB SPECIE AETERNITATIS
  299. 1.
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“Obsidian,” she murmured. With her mind, she pressed the word toward the xeno’s presence, as if to make it understand. Obsidian.

The xeno responded.

A wave of disjointed images and sensations swept through her. At first she was confused—individually they seemed to mean nothing—but as the sequence repeated, and again, she began to see the relationships between the different fragments. Together they formed a language born not of words but associations. And she understood:

The xeno already had a name.

It was a complex name, composed of and embodied by a web of interrelated concepts that she realized would probably take her years to fully parse, if ever. However, as the concepts filtered through her mind, she couldn’t help but assign words to them. She was only human, after all; language was as much a part of her as consciousness itself. The words failed to capture the subtleties of the name—because she herself didn’t understand them—but they captured the broadest and most obvious aspects.

The Soft Blade.

A faint smile touched her lips. She liked it. “The Soft Blade.” She said it out loud, letting the words linger on her tongue. And from the xeno she felt a sense, if not of satisfaction, then of acceptance.

Knowing the organism had a name (and not one she had given it) changed Kira’s view of it. Instead of thinking of the xeno just as an interloper and a potentially deadly parasite, now she saw it more as a … companion.

It was a profound shift. And not one she had intended or anticipated. Though as she belatedly realized, names changed—and defined—all things, including relationships. The situation reminded her of naming a pet; once you did, that was that, you had to keep the animal, whether you’d planned to or not.

The Soft Blade …

“And just what were you made for?” she asked, but no answer was forthcoming.

Whatever the case, Kira knew one thing: whoever had selected the name—whether it was the xeno’s creators or the xeno itself—they possessed a sense of elegance and poetry, and they appreciated the contradiction inherent in the concepts she’d summarized as the Soft Blade.

It was a strange universe. The more she learned, the stranger it seemed, and she doubted she would ever find the answers to all her questions.

The Soft Blade. She closed her eyes, feeling oddly comforted. With the faint strains of Bach playing in the background, she allowed herself to drift off to sleep, knowing that—at least for the time being—she was safe.

2.

The sky was a field of diamonds, and her body had limbs and senses unknown to her. She glided through the quiet dusk, and she was not alone; others moved with her. Others she knew. Others she cared for.

They arrived at a black gate, and her companions stopped, and she mourned, for they would not meet again. Alone she continued through the gate, and through it came to a secret place.

She made her motions, and the lights of old shone down upon her in both blessing and promise. Then flesh parted from flesh, and she went to her cradle and folded in on herself, there to wait with ready anticipation.