Contents ( 300)
- PART ONE
- EXOGENESIS
- CHAPTER I
- DREAMS
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- CHAPTER II
- RELIQUARY
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- CHAPTER III
- EXTENUATING CIRCUMSTANCES
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- CHAPTER IV
- ANGUISH
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- CHAPTER V
- MADNESS
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- 5.
- CHAPTER VI
- SHOUTS & ECHOES
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- 5.
- 6.
- CHAPTER VII
- COUNTDOWN
- 1.
- 2.
- CHAPTER VIII
- OUT & ABOUT
- 1.
- 2.
- CHAPTER IX
- CHOICES
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- 5.
- EXEUNT I
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- PART TWO
- SUBLIMARE
- CHAPTER I
- AWAKENING
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- CHAPTER II
- WALLFISH
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- CHAPTER III
- ASSUMPTIONS
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- 5.
- 6.
- CHAPTER IV
- KRIEGSSPIEL
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- CHAPTER V
- EXTREMIS
- 1.
- 2.
- CHAPTER VI
- NEAR & FAR
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- 5.
- CHAPTER VII
- ICONS & INDICATIONS
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- CHAPTER VIII
- NOWHERE TO HIDE
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- CHAPTER IX
- GRACELING
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- CHAPTER X
- DARMSTADT
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- CHAPTER XI
- EXPOSURE
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- 5.
- 6.
- CHAPTER XII
- LESSONS
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- 5.
- 6.
- 7.
- 8.
- EXEUNT II
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- 5.
- 6.
- 7.
- PART THREE
- APOCALYPSIS
- CHAPTER I
- PAST SINS
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- 5.
- 6.
- 7.
- 8.
- 9.
- CHAPTER II
- A CAELO USQUE AD CENTRUM
- 1.
- 2.
- CHAPTER III
- SHARDS
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- CHAPTER IV
- TERROR
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- CHAPTER V
- SIC ITUR AD ASTRA
- 1.
- 2.
- CHAPTER VI
- INTO THE DARK
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- CHAPTER VII
- NECESSITY
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- 5.
- CHAPTER VIII
- SINS OF THE PRESENT
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- EXEUNT III
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- 5.
- 6.
- 7.
- PART FOUR
- FIDELITATIS
- CHAPTER I
- DISSONANCE
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- 5.
- CHAPTER II
- ORSTED STATION
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- 5.
- 6.
- CHAPTER III
- ESCAPE!
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- 5.
- 6.
- 7.
- CHAPTER IV
- NECESSITY II
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- 5.
- EXEUNT IV
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- PART FIVE
- MALIGNITATEM
- CHAPTER I
- ARRIVAL
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- 5.
- 6.
- 7.
- CHAPTER II
- NECESSITY III
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- 5.
- 6.
- 7.
- CHAPTER III
- INTEGRATUM
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- 5.
- 6.
- 7.
- CHAPTER IV
- FERRO COMITANTE
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- 5.
- 6.
- 7.
- CHAPTER V
- ASTRORUM IRAE
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- 12.
- 13.
- 14.
- CHAPTER VI
- SUB SPECIE AETERNITATIS
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- 2.
As for the Soft Blade itself, it seemed unsure how to respond to their activities, but in one of her more lucid moments, Kira impressed on it (in no uncertain terms) that it wasn’t to interfere. To her relief, it behaved.
She and Falconi moved together with a frantic urgency, fueled by their shared hunger and the knowledge of what awaited them at night’s end. They spared no centimeter of skin, no curve of muscle nor ridge of bone in their feverish pursuit. Every bit of sensation they could wring from their bodies, they did, not so much for the sake of pleasure, but to satisfy their craving for closeness. The feeling drove the future from Kira, forced her into the present, made her feel alive.
They did all they could, but because of the Soft Blade, not all they wanted. With hands and fingers, mouths and tongues, they satisfied each other, but still it wasn’t enough. Falconi didn’t complain, but she could see he was frustrated. She was frustrated; she wanted more.
“Wait,” she said, and put a hand on his matted chest. He leaned back, his expression quizzical.
Turning inward, she focused on her groin, gathered her will, and forced the Soft Blade to retreat from her innermost parts. The touch of air on her exposed skin made her gasp and clench.
Falconi looked down at her with a crooked grin.
“Well?” Kira said, her voice taut with strain. Holding back the suit was an effort, but it was one she could maintain. She arched an eyebrow. “How brave are you?”
As it turned out, he was very brave.
Very brave indeed.
5.
Kira sat with her back to the bulkhead, the blanket pulled around her waist. Next to her, Falconi lay on his stomach, his head turned toward her, his left arm draped across her lap, warm and comforting in its weight.
“You know,” he mumbled, “I don’t normally sleep with my crew or passengers. Just for the record.”
“And I don’t normally seduce the captain of the ship I’m traveling on.”
“Mmm. Glad you did.…”
She smiled and ran her fingers through his hair, lightly scratching his scalp. He made a contented sound and snuggled closer.
“Me too, Salvo,” she said, softly.
He didn’t answer, and his breathing soon deepened and slowed as he fell into sleep.
She studied the muscles on his back and shoulders. At rest, they appeared soft, but she could still see traces of the lines and hollows that separated them, and she remembered how they’d bunched and knotted and stood out in hard relief as he’d moved against her.
She slid a hand over her lower belly. Was it possible for her to get pregnant? It seemed unlikely the Soft Blade would tolerate the growth of a child inside her. But she wondered.
She leaned her head against the wall. A long breath escaped her. Despite her worries, she felt content. Not happy—circumstances were too dire for that—but not sad either.