Contents ( 300)
- PART ONE
- EXOGENESIS
- CHAPTER I
- DREAMS
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- CHAPTER II
- RELIQUARY
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- CHAPTER III
- EXTENUATING CIRCUMSTANCES
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- CHAPTER IV
- ANGUISH
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- CHAPTER V
- MADNESS
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- 5.
- CHAPTER VI
- SHOUTS & ECHOES
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- 5.
- 6.
- CHAPTER VII
- COUNTDOWN
- 1.
- 2.
- CHAPTER VIII
- OUT & ABOUT
- 1.
- 2.
- CHAPTER IX
- CHOICES
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- 5.
- EXEUNT I
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- PART TWO
- SUBLIMARE
- CHAPTER I
- AWAKENING
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- CHAPTER II
- WALLFISH
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- CHAPTER III
- ASSUMPTIONS
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- 5.
- 6.
- CHAPTER IV
- KRIEGSSPIEL
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- CHAPTER V
- EXTREMIS
- 1.
- 2.
- CHAPTER VI
- NEAR & FAR
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- 5.
- CHAPTER VII
- ICONS & INDICATIONS
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- CHAPTER VIII
- NOWHERE TO HIDE
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- CHAPTER IX
- GRACELING
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- CHAPTER X
- DARMSTADT
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- CHAPTER XI
- EXPOSURE
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- 5.
- 6.
- CHAPTER XII
- LESSONS
- 1.
- 2.
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- 4.
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- 8.
- EXEUNT II
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- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
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- 7.
- PART THREE
- APOCALYPSIS
- CHAPTER I
- PAST SINS
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- 5.
- 6.
- 7.
- 8.
- 9.
- CHAPTER II
- A CAELO USQUE AD CENTRUM
- 1.
- 2.
- CHAPTER III
- SHARDS
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- CHAPTER IV
- TERROR
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- CHAPTER V
- SIC ITUR AD ASTRA
- 1.
- 2.
- CHAPTER VI
- INTO THE DARK
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- CHAPTER VII
- NECESSITY
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- 5.
- CHAPTER VIII
- SINS OF THE PRESENT
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- EXEUNT III
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- 2.
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- 5.
- 6.
- 7.
- PART FOUR
- FIDELITATIS
- CHAPTER I
- DISSONANCE
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- 5.
- CHAPTER II
- ORSTED STATION
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- 3.
- 4.
- 5.
- 6.
- CHAPTER III
- ESCAPE!
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- 7.
- CHAPTER IV
- NECESSITY II
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- EXEUNT IV
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- PART FIVE
- MALIGNITATEM
- CHAPTER I
- ARRIVAL
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- CHAPTER II
- NECESSITY III
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- CHAPTER III
- INTEGRATUM
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- 7.
- CHAPTER IV
- FERRO COMITANTE
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- CHAPTER V
- ASTRORUM IRAE
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- CHAPTER VI
- SUB SPECIE AETERNITATIS
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The lights switched to the dull red of ship-night, a whine sounded near the back of the Wallfish, and the exposed skin on Kira’s cheeks tingled as the Markov Drive activated and they set out on the last and longest leg of their journey: the trip to Sol.
5.
Through the airlock window, Kira watched with interest as Itari wound a cocoon around itself with goo secreted from the undersides of its tentacles. The viscous substance hardened quickly, and within only a few minutes, the Jelly lay hidden within an opaque, somewhat greenish pod stuck to the floor of the airlock.
Kira wondered how the alien would know when to wake up.
Not her problem.
She retreated to her own little nest, secured herself to the webbing, and wrapped herself with blankets. The antechamber was dark and intimidating in the nighttime lighting; hardly a friendly place to spend the next three months.
She shivered, finally feeling the cold.
“Just you and me, headcase,” she said to the erstwhile ceiling.
“Worry not,” whispered Gregorovich, “I shall keep you company, O Varunastra, until your eyes grow heavy and the soft sands of sleep dull your mind.”
“How comforting,” Kira said, but she only half meant the sarcasm. It was nice to have someone to talk to.
“Forgive me for my irrepressible curiosity,” said Gregorovich, and he chuckled, “but what strange scents did you exchange with our be-tentacled guest? You stood there for quite some minutes, and you seemed most affected by the stench afflicting your delicate nostrils.”
Kira snorted. “You could say that.… I’ll write a proper account later. You can see the details there.”
“Nothing immediately helpful, I take it,” said Gregorovich.
“No. But—” She explained about the Nest of Transference and ended with, “Itari said, The form is unimportant.”
“Bodies do tend to be rather fungible these days,” the ship mind said dryly. “As both you and I have discovered.”
Kira pulled the blankets tighter. “Was it difficult becoming a ship mind?”
“Easy certainly isn’t the word I would use to describe it,” said Gregorovich. “Every sense of mine was stripped away, replaced, and what I was, the very foundation of my consciousness, was expanded beyond any natural limit. ’Twas confusion piled upon confusion.”
The experience sounded deeply unpleasant, and it reminded Kira—somewhat to her distaste—of the times when she had extended the Soft Blade, and in doing so, extended her sense of self.
She shivered. The soft sway of her body in zero-g caused her to swallow hard and focus on a fixed spot on the wall while she tried to calm her inner ear. The darkness of the antechamber and the abandoned, empty feeling of the Wallfish affected her more than she liked. Had it really been less than half a day since they’d been fighting through the streets on Nidus?
It seemed as if it had been more than a week ago.
Trying to fend off her sudden loneliness, she said, “My first day here, Trig told me how—in your last ship—you crashed and got stranded. What was it like … being by yourself for so long?”