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  1. PART ONE
  2. EXOGENESIS
  3. CHAPTER I
  4. DREAMS
  5. 1.
  6. 2.
  7. 3.
  8. CHAPTER II
  9. RELIQUARY
  10. 1.
  11. 2.
  12. 3.
  13. 4.
  14. CHAPTER III
  15. EXTENUATING CIRCUMSTANCES
  16. 1.
  17. 2.
  18. 3.
  19. 4.
  20. CHAPTER IV
  21. ANGUISH
  22. 1.
  23. 2.
  24. 3.
  25. CHAPTER V
  26. MADNESS
  27. 1.
  28. 2.
  29. 3.
  30. 4.
  31. 5.
  32. CHAPTER VI
  33. SHOUTS & ECHOES
  34. 1.
  35. 2.
  36. 3.
  37. 4.
  38. 5.
  39. 6.
  40. CHAPTER VII
  41. COUNTDOWN
  42. 1.
  43. 2.
  44. CHAPTER VIII
  45. OUT & ABOUT
  46. 1.
  47. 2.
  48. CHAPTER IX
  49. CHOICES
  50. 1.
  51. 2.
  52. 3.
  53. 4.
  54. 5.
  55. EXEUNT I
  56. 1.
  57. 2.
  58. 3.
  59. 4.
  60. PART TWO
  61. SUBLIMARE
  62. CHAPTER I
  63. AWAKENING
  64. 1.
  65. 2.
  66. 3.
  67. 4.
  68. CHAPTER II
  69. WALLFISH
  70. 1.
  71. 2.
  72. 3.
  73. 4.
  74. CHAPTER III
  75. ASSUMPTIONS
  76. 1.
  77. 2.
  78. 3.
  79. 4.
  80. 5.
  81. 6.
  82. CHAPTER IV
  83. KRIEGSSPIEL
  84. 1.
  85. 2.
  86. 3.
  87. CHAPTER V
  88. EXTREMIS
  89. 1.
  90. 2.
  91. CHAPTER VI
  92. NEAR & FAR
  93. 1.
  94. 2.
  95. 3.
  96. 4.
  97. 5.
  98. CHAPTER VII
  99. ICONS & INDICATIONS
  100. 1.
  101. 2.
  102. 3.
  103. 4.
  104. CHAPTER VIII
  105. NOWHERE TO HIDE
  106. 1.
  107. 2.
  108. 3.
  109. 4.
  110. CHAPTER IX
  111. GRACELING
  112. 1.
  113. 2.
  114. 3.
  115. 4.
  116. CHAPTER X
  117. DARMSTADT
  118. 1.
  119. 2.
  120. 3.
  121. 4.
  122. CHAPTER XI
  123. EXPOSURE
  124. 1.
  125. 2.
  126. 3.
  127. 4.
  128. 5.
  129. 6.
  130. CHAPTER XII
  131. LESSONS
  132. 1.
  133. 2.
  134. 3.
  135. 4.
  136. 5.
  137. 6.
  138. 7.
  139. 8.
  140. EXEUNT II
  141. 1.
  142. 2.
  143. 3.
  144. 4.
  145. 5.
  146. 6.
  147. 7.
  148. PART THREE
  149. APOCALYPSIS
  150. CHAPTER I
  151. PAST SINS
  152. 1.
  153. 2.
  154. 3.
  155. 4.
  156. 5.
  157. 6.
  158. 7.
  159. 8.
  160. 9.
  161. CHAPTER II
  162. A CAELO USQUE AD CENTRUM
  163. 1.
  164. 2.
  165. CHAPTER III
  166. SHARDS
  167. 1.
  168. 2.
  169. 3.
  170. 4.
  171. CHAPTER IV
  172. TERROR
  173. 1.
  174. 2.
  175. 3.
  176. CHAPTER V
  177. SIC ITUR AD ASTRA
  178. 1.
  179. 2.
  180. CHAPTER VI
  181. INTO THE DARK
  182. 1.
  183. 2.
  184. 3.
  185. CHAPTER VII
  186. NECESSITY
  187. 1.
  188. 2.
  189. 3.
  190. 4.
  191. 5.
  192. CHAPTER VIII
  193. SINS OF THE PRESENT
  194. 1.
  195. 2.
  196. 3.
  197. EXEUNT III
  198. 1.
  199. 2.
  200. 3.
  201. 4.
  202. 5.
  203. 6.
  204. 7.
  205. PART FOUR
  206. FIDELITATIS
  207. CHAPTER I
  208. DISSONANCE
  209. 1.
  210. 2.
  211. 3.
  212. 4.
  213. 5.
  214. CHAPTER II
  215. ORSTED STATION
  216. 1.
  217. 2.
  218. 3.
  219. 4.
  220. 5.
  221. 6.
  222. CHAPTER III
  223. ESCAPE!
  224. 1.
  225. 2.
  226. 3.
  227. 4.
  228. 5.
  229. 6.
  230. 7.
  231. CHAPTER IV
  232. NECESSITY II
  233. 1.
  234. 2.
  235. 3.
  236. 4.
  237. 5.
  238. EXEUNT IV
  239. 1.
  240. 2.
  241. 3.
  242. 4.
  243. PART FIVE
  244. MALIGNITATEM
  245. CHAPTER I
  246. ARRIVAL
  247. 1.
  248. 2.
  249. 3.
  250. 4.
  251. 5.
  252. 6.
  253. 7.
  254. CHAPTER II
  255. NECESSITY III
  256. 1.
  257. 2.
  258. 3.
  259. 4.
  260. 5.
  261. 6.
  262. 7.
  263. CHAPTER III
  264. INTEGRATUM
  265. 1.
  266. 2.
  267. 3.
  268. 4.
  269. 5.
  270. 6.
  271. 7.
  272. CHAPTER IV
  273. FERRO COMITANTE
  274. 1.
  275. 2.
  276. 3.
  277. 4.
  278. 5.
  279. 6.
  280. 7.
  281. CHAPTER V
  282. ASTRORUM IRAE
  283. 1.
  284. 2.
  285. 3.
  286. 4.
  287. 5.
  288. 6.
  289. 7.
  290. 8.
  291. 9.
  292. 10.
  293. 11.
  294. 12.
  295. 13.
  296. 14.
  297. CHAPTER VI
  298. SUB SPECIE AETERNITATIS
  299. 1.
  300. 2.

What else had it severed?

For a minute Kira stood still and silent, breathing heavy. The suit felt as hard as steel plate around her torso. Tschetter had the sense not to interrupt. At last Kira said, “Then let me have a tablet. Or some holo-glasses. Something.”

Tschetter shook her head. “We can’t allow the xeno to access our computer system. Not at the moment. It’s too dangerous.”

A huff of air escaped Kira, but she knew better than to argue. The major was right. “Dammit,” she said. “Okay. Let’s get started.”

Tschetter picked up her tablet and stood. “One last question, Navárez: Do you still feel like yourself?”

The question struck an unpleasant chord. Kira knew what the major was asking. Was she, Kira, still in control of her mind? Regardless of the truth, there was only one answer she could give if she were to ever walk free.

“Yes.”

“That’s good. That’s what we want to hear.” But Tschetter didn’t look happy. “Alright. Doctor Carr will be with you shortly.”

As Tschetter started to walk away, Kira asked a question of her own: “Have you found any other artifacts like this?” The words fell out of her in a breathless jumble. “Like the xeno?”

The major glanced back at her. “No, Ms. Navárez. We haven’t.”

The holo winked out of existence.

4.

Kira sat by the pressure door, still mulling over the major’s final question. How could she be sure her thoughts, actions, or emotions were still her own? Plenty of parasites modified the behavior of their hosts. Maybe the xeno was doing the same to her.

If so, she might not even notice.

Some things Kira felt sure an alien wouldn’t be able to successfully manipulate, no matter how smart the creature was. Thoughts, memories, language, culture—all of those were too complex and context-dependent for an alien to fully understand. Hell, even humans had difficulty going from one human culture to another. However, big emotions, urges, actions, those would be vulnerable to tampering. For all she knew, her anger might be coming from the organism. It didn’t feel like it, but then it wouldn’t.

Have to try and stay calm, Kira thought. Whatever the xeno was doing to her was out of her control, but she could still watch herself for unusual behavior.

A spotlight snapped on overhead, pinning her beneath its harsh glare. In the darkness beyond, there was a stir of movement as the robotic arms descended toward her.

Halfway up the cylindrical wall, the two-way mirror blurred transparent. Through it, she saw a short, hunched man in a UMC uniform standing at a console. He had a brown mustache and deep-set eyes that stared at her with feverish intensity.

A speaker clicked on overhead, and she heard the man’s gravelly voice: “Ms. Navárez, this is Doctor Carr. We met before, although you wouldn’t remember.”

“So you’re the one who got most of my team killed.”

The doctor tilted his head to the side. “No, that would be you, Ms. Navárez.”