Contents (300)
- PART ONE
- EXOGENESIS
- CHAPTER I
- DREAMS
- 1.
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- 3.
- CHAPTER II
- RELIQUARY
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- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- CHAPTER III
- EXTENUATING CIRCUMSTANCES
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- 2.
- 3.
- 4.
- CHAPTER IV
- ANGUISH
- 1.
- 2.
- 3.
- CHAPTER V
- MADNESS
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- 3.
- 4.
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- CHAPTER VI
- SHOUTS & ECHOES
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- CHAPTER VII
- COUNTDOWN
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- CHAPTER VIII
- OUT & ABOUT
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- CHAPTER IX
- CHOICES
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- EXEUNT I
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- PART TWO
- SUBLIMARE
- CHAPTER I
- AWAKENING
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- 3.
- 4.
- CHAPTER II
- WALLFISH
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- CHAPTER III
- ASSUMPTIONS
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- CHAPTER IV
- KRIEGSSPIEL
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- 3.
- CHAPTER V
- EXTREMIS
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- CHAPTER VI
- NEAR & FAR
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- CHAPTER VII
- ICONS & INDICATIONS
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- CHAPTER VIII
- NOWHERE TO HIDE
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- CHAPTER IX
- GRACELING
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- CHAPTER X
- DARMSTADT
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- CHAPTER XI
- EXPOSURE
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- CHAPTER XII
- LESSONS
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- EXEUNT II
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- PART THREE
- APOCALYPSIS
- CHAPTER I
- PAST SINS
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- CHAPTER II
- A CAELO USQUE AD CENTRUM
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- CHAPTER III
- SHARDS
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- CHAPTER IV
- TERROR
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- 3.
- CHAPTER V
- SIC ITUR AD ASTRA
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- CHAPTER VI
- INTO THE DARK
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- CHAPTER VII
- NECESSITY
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- CHAPTER VIII
- SINS OF THE PRESENT
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- EXEUNT III
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- PART FOUR
- FIDELITATIS
- CHAPTER I
- DISSONANCE
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- CHAPTER II
- ORSTED STATION
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- CHAPTER III
- ESCAPE!
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- CHAPTER IV
- NECESSITY II
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- EXEUNT IV
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- PART FIVE
- MALIGNITATEM
- CHAPTER I
- ARRIVAL
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- CHAPTER II
- NECESSITY III
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- CHAPTER III
- INTEGRATUM
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- CHAPTER IV
- FERRO COMITANTE
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- CHAPTER V
- ASTRORUM IRAE
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- CHAPTER VI
- SUB SPECIE AETERNITATIS
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What else had it severed?
For a minute Kira stood still and silent, breathing heavy. The suit felt as hard as steel plate around her torso. Tschetter had the sense not to interrupt. At last Kira said, “Then let me have a tablet. Or some holo-glasses. Something.”
Tschetter shook her head. “We can’t allow the xeno to access our computer system. Not at the moment. It’s too dangerous.”
A huff of air escaped Kira, but she knew better than to argue. The major was right. “Dammit,” she said. “Okay. Let’s get started.”
Tschetter picked up her tablet and stood. “One last question, Navárez: Do you still feel like yourself?”
The question struck an unpleasant chord. Kira knew what the major was asking. Was she, Kira, still in control of her mind? Regardless of the truth, there was only one answer she could give if she were to ever walk free.
“Yes.”
“That’s good. That’s what we want to hear.” But Tschetter didn’t look happy. “Alright. Doctor Carr will be with you shortly.”
As Tschetter started to walk away, Kira asked a question of her own: “Have you found any other artifacts like this?” The words fell out of her in a breathless jumble. “Like the xeno?”
The major glanced back at her. “No, Ms. Navárez. We haven’t.”
The holo winked out of existence.
4.
Kira sat by the pressure door, still mulling over the major’s final question. How could she be sure her thoughts, actions, or emotions were still her own? Plenty of parasites modified the behavior of their hosts. Maybe the xeno was doing the same to her.
If so, she might not even notice.
Some things Kira felt sure an alien wouldn’t be able to successfully manipulate, no matter how smart the creature was. Thoughts, memories, language, culture—all of those were too complex and context-dependent for an alien to fully understand. Hell, even humans had difficulty going from one human culture to another. However, big emotions, urges, actions, those would be vulnerable to tampering. For all she knew, her anger might be coming from the organism. It didn’t feel like it, but then it wouldn’t.
Have to try and stay calm, Kira thought. Whatever the xeno was doing to her was out of her control, but she could still watch herself for unusual behavior.
A spotlight snapped on overhead, pinning her beneath its harsh glare. In the darkness beyond, there was a stir of movement as the robotic arms descended toward her.
Halfway up the cylindrical wall, the two-way mirror blurred transparent. Through it, she saw a short, hunched man in a UMC uniform standing at a console. He had a brown mustache and deep-set eyes that stared at her with feverish intensity.
A speaker clicked on overhead, and she heard the man’s gravelly voice: “Ms. Navárez, this is Doctor Carr. We met before, although you wouldn’t remember.”
“So you’re the one who got most of my team killed.”
The doctor tilted his head to the side. “No, that would be you, Ms. Navárez.”