Chapters (149)
- Cover
- ALSO BY OWEN LAUKKANEN
- Dedication
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- THE CONTENTS OF DAWN’S PILE OF JUNK:
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Author’s Note
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Author’s Note
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Author’s Note
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Author’s Note
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Author’s Note
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Chapter 87
- Chapter 88
- Chapter 89
- Chapter 90
- Chapter 91
- Chapter 92
- Chapter 93
- Chapter 94
- Chapter 95
- Chapter 96
- Chapter 97
- Chapter 98
- Chapter 99
- Chapter 100
- Chapter 101
- Chapter 102
- Chapter 103
- Chapter 104
- Chapter 105
- Chapter 106
- Chapter 107
- Chapter 108
- Chapter 109
- Chapter 110
- Chapter 111
- Chapter 112
- Chapter 113
- Chapter 114
- Chapter 115
- Chapter 116
- Chapter 117
- Chapter 118
- Chapter 119
- Chapter 120
- Chapter 121
- Chapter 122
- Chapter 123
- Chapter 124
- Chapter 125
- Chapter 126
- Chapter 127
- Author’s Note
- Chapter 128
- Chapter 129
- Chapter 130
- Chapter 131
- Chapter 132
- Chapter 133
- Chapter 134
- Chapter 135
- Chapter 136
- Chapter 137
- Chapter 138
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- About the Author
They follow the rest of the Pack up a series of switchbacks until they’re out of the trees again and looking across a wide bench of rock toward another far ridgeline. It juts out to their right, and in the distance lies the Raven’s Claw. It looks incredibly close now, even though Dawn knows they still have nearly a full day’s hike before they’re even at the bottom.
“I guess it isn’t so bad,” Warden says, and it takes Dawn a moment to realize he’s still talking about Oregon. “My mom’s an ER nurse and she’s busy all the time, so I can pretty well do what I want. It just sucks that everyone in town is either some douchebag surfer or a materialistic asshole.”
“What about your dad?” Dawn asks.
Warden doesn’t look back at her, but she can tell how his shoulders hunch up that it was the wrong thing to ask. “I don’t want to talk about him,” he says, and his voice is flat and dull. “He’s not worth the effort.”
“Okay,” Dawn says. Warden doesn’t say anything else, and they follow the trail toward the far ridgeline in silence.
Finally, near the top, Warden heaves a sigh, and his posture relaxes a little. “What about you?” he asks, glancing back at her. “What did you do to get stuck here?”
“Ran away,” Dawn replies. She’s half out of breath from the climb, so it’s all she can manage. She’s really hoping Warden doesn’t look back again and see how gross and sweaty and out of shape she is.
But he does look back, his head cocked and his expression quizzical. He doesn’t seem to notice she’s gross.
“That’s all?” he asks.
“I mean, habitually,” Dawn says. She lets it sit a beat. “Plus, there was a little bit of a drug problem.”
“Pot?”
“Pills.”
“Nice,” Warden says. “Your parents must have loved that.”
Dawn forces a laugh. “Not even a little bit.” She really isn’t sure she wants to tell Warden about her dad. She doesn’t say anything else.
“Why’d you run?” Warden asks once they’re atop the ridge. “What was so bad that you couldn’t stay home?”
Nothing, Dawn thinks. Nothing was bad at home. Not until I fucked it all up.
“I just don’t get along with my stepdad,” she tells Warden. “He didn’t think I should be partying all the time. And I didn’t think it mattered what he thought.”
She’s putting up a front, trying to sound brave and confident like she’s all out of fucks, but it’s pretty transparent, and Warden probably sees right through it.
He doesn’t let on, though, doesn’t push the point. “Parents suck,” he concedes, and they leave it at that.