Chapters (149)
- Cover
- ALSO BY OWEN LAUKKANEN
- Dedication
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- THE CONTENTS OF DAWN’S PILE OF JUNK:
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Author’s Note
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Author’s Note
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Author’s Note
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Author’s Note
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Author’s Note
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Chapter 87
- Chapter 88
- Chapter 89
- Chapter 90
- Chapter 91
- Chapter 92
- Chapter 93
- Chapter 94
- Chapter 95
- Chapter 96
- Chapter 97
- Chapter 98
- Chapter 99
- Chapter 100
- Chapter 101
- Chapter 102
- Chapter 103
- Chapter 104
- Chapter 105
- Chapter 106
- Chapter 107
- Chapter 108
- Chapter 109
- Chapter 110
- Chapter 111
- Chapter 112
- Chapter 113
- Chapter 114
- Chapter 115
- Chapter 116
- Chapter 117
- Chapter 118
- Chapter 119
- Chapter 120
- Chapter 121
- Chapter 122
- Chapter 123
- Chapter 124
- Chapter 125
- Chapter 126
- Chapter 127
- Author’s Note
- Chapter 128
- Chapter 129
- Chapter 130
- Chapter 131
- Chapter 132
- Chapter 133
- Chapter 134
- Chapter 135
- Chapter 136
- Chapter 137
- Chapter 138
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- About the Author
And she might be trying it, too, if Warden and Brielle weren’t stacked up on the trail behind/above her, grabbing hold of their own rocks for balance and waiting and watching her have a near nervous breakdown on the middle of this wall.
They’re all laughing at you, she thinks. They’re standing there judging you, talking shit about you.
They all think you’re a big fucking loser.
Dawn can feel Warden’s and Brielle’s eyes on her. They don’t say anything, but she can feel how they’re staring. She closes her eyes—fuck it—and before she can think twice, she kind of awkwardly shuffles around so she’s facing the rocks and her back’s to the clouds, and then she takes a step back into open air and lets go of the cliff face with one hand and starts to lower herself down, feeling around with her toes for someplace to land.
And it’s just as Dawn finds solid ground with her left foot and just as she lets go of the cliff with her other hand and starts to climb down that disaster strikes.
The ground gives way.
Dawn’s foot slips.
Something in her backpack shifts and it fucks up her balance and sends her teetering backward, her arms windmilling the air, her hands grabbing at the rocks for anything to save her,
but
she’s slipping too fast
falling out of control
she feels herself tripping backward
and
she knows this is it.
Author’s Note
WE HAVEN’T TALKED MUCH about Warden.
I mean, you know who he is and that he’s a Polar Bear. You know that he’s athletic and muscular and cute.
You might have guessed he’ll play a bigger role in this story, eventually.
(It was probably the brooding that gave it away.)
But we haven’t really seen much of Warden, not yet.
Not until now.
Chapter 30
SOMEONE GRABS DAWN’S HAND.
Arrests her fall.
Holds on to her, tight, just as she’s bracing for impact. Just as she’s mentally saying her goodbyes.
(Bye, Nana. Bye, Bryce.)
(Fuck you, Cam.)
Someone saves her life, holds her steady, stops her from falling and keeps her in place until her feet find firmer ground.
And Dawn kind of hangs there, hugging the rocks, breathing hard, wondering why she isn’t dead, and she realizes she’s still holding on to whoever just saved her.
And she looks up, and it’s Warden. And Warden’s staring down at her.
And Warden has the greenest eyes she’s ever seen.
(Because of course he does.)
Chapter 31
“HOLD UP A SECOND.”