Chapters (149)
- Cover
- ALSO BY OWEN LAUKKANEN
- Dedication
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- THE CONTENTS OF DAWN’S PILE OF JUNK:
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Author’s Note
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Author’s Note
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Author’s Note
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Author’s Note
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Author’s Note
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Chapter 87
- Chapter 88
- Chapter 89
- Chapter 90
- Chapter 91
- Chapter 92
- Chapter 93
- Chapter 94
- Chapter 95
- Chapter 96
- Chapter 97
- Chapter 98
- Chapter 99
- Chapter 100
- Chapter 101
- Chapter 102
- Chapter 103
- Chapter 104
- Chapter 105
- Chapter 106
- Chapter 107
- Chapter 108
- Chapter 109
- Chapter 110
- Chapter 111
- Chapter 112
- Chapter 113
- Chapter 114
- Chapter 115
- Chapter 116
- Chapter 117
- Chapter 118
- Chapter 119
- Chapter 120
- Chapter 121
- Chapter 122
- Chapter 123
- Chapter 124
- Chapter 125
- Chapter 126
- Chapter 127
- Author’s Note
- Chapter 128
- Chapter 129
- Chapter 130
- Chapter 131
- Chapter 132
- Chapter 133
- Chapter 134
- Chapter 135
- Chapter 136
- Chapter 137
- Chapter 138
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- About the Author
“Damn it.”
She left her headlamp behind, too, like a rookie. Like a Bear Cub. And pretty soon it will be too dark to even make out the ground.
Dawn stands there, dumb, her brain starting to panic. Her heart starting to pound and her thoughts yelling at her.
You can’t just stand here.
There’s no time.
You’ll die in the dark if you don’t find the trail.
MAKE A DECISION.
It’s too much. It’s overwhelming. Dawn is tired and she’s hungry and she’s emotionally spent. She climbed the Raven’s Claw today, to the top, the hard way. She watched Amber plummet to the bottom. She climbed back down again. She needs food and warm clothes and a sleeping bag.
She’s exhausted, and it’s all catching up to her now.
Shit.
“Hey.”
A voice startles her out of the impending panic attack. It’s a girl’s voice, and since it’s not Kyla, it has to be Brielle.
“Brielle?” Dawn says, ashamed of how small and childish her voice sounds. “Where are you?”
A headlamp blinks through the patchy trees, and Dawn can see Brielle approaching, little more than a silhouette in the dying light. Brielle closes the distance quickly; she’s small and graceful and agile, and she doesn’t appear at all overwhelmed or exhausted.
“Lost?” she asks Dawn.
Dawn nods. “I was just about to freak out.”
“Don’t do that,” Brielle says. She gestures at Dawn’s arms. “We need your wood.” Then she cocks her head. “That’s what she said.”
Dawn laughs, despite herself. Holds up the branches she’s been collecting. “I’ve got enough wood for everyone.”
Brielle smiles at her. It’s a weary smile, but it’s a friendly one. “Then I guess you’re my new BFF,” she says. “Let’s get back to camp.”
Chapter 53
“THIS IS FUCKED UP, RIGHT?” Dawn asks Brielle, as she follows the smaller girl up toward the boulder field, the tarn, and the camp. “I mean, this whole thing is psycho, isn’t it?”
Brielle turns, the light from her headlamp cutting a swath through the dark night. They’re up in the alpine again, and the beam finds nothing but open air before it peters out into shadow. Dawn knows they’re in wide-open space, but she still feels claustrophobic, suffocated by the darkness. It’s an eerie, unsettling feeling, being out here like this.
“Which part?” Brielle asks. “The part where our counselor just fell off a cliff? Or, like, in general terms how we’re enduring forced marches that are definitely not safe because our parents and/or parole officers think we could all use a little fresh air?”
“I don’t even know how this is legal,” Dawn agrees. “Like, Christian is completely unqualified to be out here.”
“And he’s a freaking child molester.”