Chapters (149)
- Cover
- ALSO BY OWEN LAUKKANEN
- Dedication
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- THE CONTENTS OF DAWN’S PILE OF JUNK:
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Author’s Note
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Author’s Note
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Author’s Note
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Author’s Note
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Author’s Note
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Chapter 87
- Chapter 88
- Chapter 89
- Chapter 90
- Chapter 91
- Chapter 92
- Chapter 93
- Chapter 94
- Chapter 95
- Chapter 96
- Chapter 97
- Chapter 98
- Chapter 99
- Chapter 100
- Chapter 101
- Chapter 102
- Chapter 103
- Chapter 104
- Chapter 105
- Chapter 106
- Chapter 107
- Chapter 108
- Chapter 109
- Chapter 110
- Chapter 111
- Chapter 112
- Chapter 113
- Chapter 114
- Chapter 115
- Chapter 116
- Chapter 117
- Chapter 118
- Chapter 119
- Chapter 120
- Chapter 121
- Chapter 122
- Chapter 123
- Chapter 124
- Chapter 125
- Chapter 126
- Chapter 127
- Author’s Note
- Chapter 128
- Chapter 129
- Chapter 130
- Chapter 131
- Chapter 132
- Chapter 133
- Chapter 134
- Chapter 135
- Chapter 136
- Chapter 137
- Chapter 138
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- About the Author
Amber keeps encouraging her. You got this, girl. Take it slow.
Kyla womans up and handles her business, little by little, one step at a time. She digs deep within herself and finds that inner courage and conquers the mountain and triumphs over fear and if this was a movie it’s the part where the soundtrack would be soaring and everyone would be crying and even freaking Christian and Warden would hug it out because how could they not, right, when confronted with such a stirring victory of the human spirit?
If this was a movie, Amber wouldn’t fall.
But it’s not a movie.
Chapter 44
IT’S A FREAK THING, how it happens. Innocuous. It doesn’t look like much until suddenly it’s the Worst Possible Thing.
Kyla’s almost at the end of the ledge. She’s got her confidence back, moving faster. Maybe she’s still crying, but she’s laugh-crying, looking at Warden as he crouches down to meet her, saying something funny and encouraging and beckoning her forward.
We’re all in this together. The whole gang’s going to make it. Everything’s right in the world.
Kyla gets overconfident. She gets sick of crawling. She’s a couple of feet from safety when she stands up, suddenly and without warning, like she’s getting off this freaking ledge on her feet, damn it.
Only problem is, nobody told Amber. And Amber’s right behind Kyla, guiding her, encouraging her, and so when Kyla bolts upright like it’s the hundred-yard dash, she brushes against Amber. She knocks Amber off-balance.
Time goes in slow motion.
Amber just seems to sway there. She sways there forever. And if it weren’t for how her face goes ghost white, you might not think there was anything wrong.
Ahead of Amber, Warden reaches out and grabs Kyla, pulls her to safety. Wraps her in a hug, and they’re all too happy to notice how Amber’s reaching behind her for the wall, trying to find an edge or a lip or a crack or something, anything, to find purchase and keep herself from falling.
But her hands only find smooth rock, and then it’s too late. She looks straight at Dawn as she goes over the edge, and there’s this look on her face and it’s straight unfiltered fear. And then she’s gone.
She doesn’t scream, or if she does, it disappears into the wind.
She pinwheels in the air. Somersaults, her arms and legs flailing.
She drops fast.
She clears fifty feet in a blink, hits the steep slope at the base of the cliff, hits it awkward and sends up a huge cloud of dust and keeps falling, tumbling over sharp, bruising, body-breaking rock.
By now, Dawn is screaming. Kyla is screaming. Lucas is swearing very loudly. Warden is holding on to Kyla, trying to wrestle her into some kind of calm.
Christian looks ashen.