Chapters (149)
- Cover
- ALSO BY OWEN LAUKKANEN
- Dedication
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- THE CONTENTS OF DAWN’S PILE OF JUNK:
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Author’s Note
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Author’s Note
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Author’s Note
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Author’s Note
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Author’s Note
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Chapter 87
- Chapter 88
- Chapter 89
- Chapter 90
- Chapter 91
- Chapter 92
- Chapter 93
- Chapter 94
- Chapter 95
- Chapter 96
- Chapter 97
- Chapter 98
- Chapter 99
- Chapter 100
- Chapter 101
- Chapter 102
- Chapter 103
- Chapter 104
- Chapter 105
- Chapter 106
- Chapter 107
- Chapter 108
- Chapter 109
- Chapter 110
- Chapter 111
- Chapter 112
- Chapter 113
- Chapter 114
- Chapter 115
- Chapter 116
- Chapter 117
- Chapter 118
- Chapter 119
- Chapter 120
- Chapter 121
- Chapter 122
- Chapter 123
- Chapter 124
- Chapter 125
- Chapter 126
- Chapter 127
- Author’s Note
- Chapter 128
- Chapter 129
- Chapter 130
- Chapter 131
- Chapter 132
- Chapter 133
- Chapter 134
- Chapter 135
- Chapter 136
- Chapter 137
- Chapter 138
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- About the Author
They hike for a while in silence. This ridge seems to lead straight to the bottom of the Raven’s Claw, though you have to drop down into a deep, deep gulch and climb out the other side before you get there. The sun has come out and there’s blue sky above them, and a beautiful lake down the ridge to their left. To their right, the ridge drops away into a wide, forested valley. There’s still no sign of other people, just the trail and the occasional cairn, but today, with the sun shining, Dawn can actually appreciate the beauty—assuming she doesn’t focus too intently on the mountain in front of them, tall and sharp and riddled with steep gullies were rockslides have ripped away at the face. There is still no obvious way to the top. Dawn’s beginning to believe that Christian and Amber just intend to fake it.
“Where would you go, if you could be anywhere right now?” Warden breaks the silence. “I mean, judging by the look on your face, I’m guessing it’s not up on Fart Mountain, right?”
“No, it is not.” Dawn meets his eyes, grateful for the distraction. “I still can’t believe we’re going up there.”
“It’s not as bad as it looks.” Warden shrugs. “I mean, I’m not saying it’s easy, but we’ll take it slow.”
The way he says we, Dawn isn’t sure he means the Bear Pack, or just the two of them. She kind of hopes it’s the latter.
“I guess we’ll see,” she says.
“I promise, you’ll be fine,” he says. “I’ll make sure.”
He kind of smiles at her with those green eyes, and it’s nearly enough to make Dawn believe him.
“So anyway, where?” he asks again, after the moment stretches a little too long. “Where would you go, if you didn’t have to be here?”
Dawn hesitates. There’s an easy answer for this; she’s just not sure she wants to share it.
“Anywhere you want,” Warden repeats. “Maui? Mount Everest?”
“Are those my two options?”
Warden rolls his eyes. “Come on.”
Ugh, dude, Dawn thinks. Quit making me share embarrassing shit. But she plays the game anyway. Let him laugh if he wants to.
“Chicago,” she says.
“Chicago.”
Dawn meets his eyes. “My nana is there. My grandmother. I just wish I could see her again.”
Warden doesn’t laugh. He studies her. “When’s the last time you saw her?”
“A couple years ago,” Dawn says. “Usually we go visit her every summer, but this year, I…”
She trails off. Doesn’t finish. Warden just watches her, and Dawn feels tears in her eyes. She bites her lip and turns away. “I can’t stop thinking about, like, what if she dies while I’m out here,” she tells the ridge and the lake and the valley—
(everything but Warden).