Chapters (81)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Spring 2019
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Summer 2019
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Autumn 2019
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Winter 2020
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Spring 2020
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Acknowledgments
- Reading Group Guide
- Copyright
It was an excuse. I had plenty of time to take up a new hobby, but I didn’t want to act on my husband’s suggestions. On some level, I blamed him for the loss of my best friend. It was Brian’s jealousy and insecurity that had severed my relationship with Freya. I appreciated his devotion to me. I was grateful for his loyalty. But Freya, Max, and I might have been able to close the door on the whole swapping incident and put it behind us. Brian was the one who couldn’t get over it.
So, I bided my time, working at the store, going for long solo walks in the forest, reading. I had little human contact other than Brian. Of course, I had to respond to the artisans who contacted me, asking, in vain, if any of their products had sold. I dealt with the sprinkling of customers who dropped in for a birthday or housewarming gift. And Low worked with me every Saturday, although my introverted employee did little to assuage my loneliness.
One Saturday, she seemed marginally more upbeat. “Can I leave a bit early today?” she asked, as she was wiping a shelf of scented candles in mason jars. “I want to get some backlit photos of Freya for her Insta.”
“Oh . . .” I cleared the frog in my throat. “I didn’t know you two were friends again.”
“Yep,” she said, her tone breezy. “It was all a misunderstanding.”
“Great.”
“We’re building Freya’s brand. I’ve been taking some amazing shots of her. She’s going to be more popular than she ever was.”
Maybe Freya didn’t miss me? Maybe she was consumed by her Instagram celebrity, her days filled with photo shoots and sponsorship deals and swag deliveries?
“So can I go?” Low asked. “The sun sets so early this time of year. If I leave here at five thirty, I’ll miss the light.”
“Yeah, of course.” I forced a smile. “Unless it gets too busy, but I’m sure it won’t. I can handle things alone. And close up alone. It’s no problem. You go and get your sunset photos of Freya.”
A small, triumphant smile twitched Low’s lips, but she pulled it back. “Thanks.” She returned to her dusting.
As soon as Low left at five, I got out my phone and tapped the Instagram app. I hadn’t looked at Freya’s page since she returned from Mexico. To my surprise, she’d been posting daily. The photos—Low’s photos—were stunning, showing off Freya’s fecund beauty. My former bestie had been photographed in a kayak, against a backdrop of fir trees, lounging on a pebbled beach. She was promoting everything from sofas to breakfast food to skin-care products. Freya was back in the game that had turned on her and tossed her out.