Chapters (81)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Spring 2019
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Summer 2019
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Autumn 2019
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Winter 2020
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Spring 2020
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Acknowledgments
- Reading Group Guide
- Copyright
“I heard about the case,” Nancy said, sounding unimpressed. It was on the ice and in the past. It had little bearing on Max’s ability to be a dad.
“Freya told me he picks fights in bars,” I added quickly. “He feels like he deserves to be punished, so he instigates things and then he doesn’t fight back. I saw his black eye.”
Nancy nodded slowly. “It sounds like you might have a case.”
My heart leaped. Brian reached over and squeezed my fingers.
Nancy said, “I don’t go to court anymore since I moved here, but I can refer you to a colleague on the mainland.” She reached for a pen and paper, but then paused. “Pursuing this will be expensive. Trial lawyers charge upward of four hundred bucks an hour. You’ll need to travel to hearings, stay in a hotel. It will be a significant financial outlay.”
My eyes flitted to my husband, and despair reflected back at me. We couldn’t afford a lengthy court battle in another city. Brian had handed in his manuscript and received another installment of his advance, but it was just enough to live on until business picked up at the store. We didn’t have the resources to fight for this child.
Nancy clocked our concern. “Alternatively, you could do what they call a curiosity test.”
“What’s that?” Brian asked.
“If you can get access to the baby, you can do a cheek swab. You send it off to a lab with your DNA. The results won’t be admissible in court, but they might give you leverage with the mother.”
“Freya’s not a reasonable person,” Brian said. “She already knows this baby is mine, but she refuses to acknowledge it.”
“Maybe presenting her with scientific evidence will change her mind,” Nancy offered.
“It’s worth a try,” I said hopefully.
“It’s not.” Brian’s contradiction was curt. “And we don’t have access to the baby, anyway.”
Nancy let a breath out of her nose. “Court is going to cost you—a lot of money and a lot of hours. By the time you get a result, the child could be a couple of years old. It could be difficult to form a bond with her.”
Panic fluttered in my chest and tears pooled in my eyes. We were so close to having a child, a little girl who was biologically Brian’s baby. And the opportunity was being ripped away from us. Pressing my lips together to quell my emotions, I stood. “Thanks,” I managed to mumble, “We’ll discuss it.” And then I bolted for the door.
• • •
Brian joined me outside minutes later, where I stood blowing my nose and swiping at my tears.
“You okay?” he asked, rubbing my back.
“We can’t lose this baby because we don’t have enough money to fight for her,” I said. “Nothing is more important than Maggie.