Chapters (81)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Spring 2019
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Summer 2019
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Autumn 2019
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Winter 2020
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Spring 2020
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Acknowledgments
- Reading Group Guide
- Copyright
My stout colleague soon joined me. “This is where we sat last time,” he said, slipping into the seat across from me. “I guess this is our booth.”
I managed not to roll my eyes.
“I know you said you weren’t hungry, but can I tempt you with a slice?”
“Sure,” I said.
“Meat-lovers and a Coke?” He tapped his head like this was some great feat of memory.
“Yep.”
While I waited, I checked Freya’s Instagram. She had a new post: a selfie of her and Jamie cuddled up on her white sofa. My stomach turned sour as I took in the image of the two women. Freya held the camera, looking natural and pretty and pleased with herself. Jamie was smiling, but I could see that she was self-conscious. The lighting was terrible, the perspective off. Freya and I were supposed to be creating a beautiful, professional-quality page, not posting crappy selfies. But the worst part was Freya’s comment.
So happy to have this one in my life. Her support means everything.
#bestfriends #backtogether #grateful
My face burned with betrayal. Freya had never posted a photo with me. She’d never thanked me or mentioned me beyond a photo credit. She said we were partners, but she was using me. My mom was right. My friendship with Freya wasn’t real or healthy. None of it was.
Thompson returned with a red plastic tray laden with food. I put my phone away and pulled myself together. I wasn’t about to share my hurt with this short outcast from my high school. He handed me my pizza and drink, but I’d lost what little appetite I had had.
My so-called date tried to make small talk, but I wouldn’t engage. I picked bits of sausage from my pizza, my thoughts entrenched on the selfie of Freya and Jamie, Freya’s words of love and devotion for her best friend: Jamie, not me.
Then Thompson said something that grabbed my attention. “I couldn’t help but overhear your mom’s concerns. About Freya Light.”
“My mom only met her once,” I muttered. “She doesn’t know anything about her.” I was still defending Freya. Why?
“Still . . . ,” Thompson continued. “I can sort of see why she’d be concerned. Freya and her husband have quite a scandalous past.”
I didn’t like his salacious tone. “And they’ve suffered for it,” I snapped. “Max pled guilty to assault. And they paid that dead hockey player’s family millions.”
Thompson was suitably chastened. “Of—of course,” he stammered. “It must have been a lot to go through. Plus, Max’s paternity suit.”
A tidbit of sausage dropped from my fingers. “What?”
“You didn’t know about that?”
I hated to admit that Thompson knew more about Max and Freya than I did, but he had caught me off guard. “When was this?”