Back The Secrets He Kept
Chapters (59)
  1. Cover
  2. Prologue
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Chapter Three
  6. Chapter Four
  7. Chapter Five
  8. Chapter Six
  9. Chapter Seven
  10. Chapter Eight
  11. Chapter Nine
  12. Chapter Ten
  13. Chapter Eleven
  14. Chapter Twelve
  15. Chapter Thirteen
  16. Chapter Fourteen
  17. Chapter Fifteen
  18. Chapter Sixteen
  19. Chapter Seventeen
  20. Chapter Eighteen
  21. Chapter Nineteen
  22. Chapter Twenty
  23. Chapter Twenty-One
  24. Chapter Twenty-Two
  25. Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27. Chapter Twenty-Five
  28. Chapter Twenty-Six
  29. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33. Chapter Thirty-One
  34. Chapter Thirty-Two
  35. Chapter Thirty-Three
  36. Chapter Thirty-Four
  37. Chapter Thirty-Five
  38. Chapter Thirty-Six
  39. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  40. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  41. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  42. Chapter Forty
  43. Chapter Forty-One
  44. Chapter Forty-Two
  45. Chapter Forty-Three
  46. Chapter Forty-Four
  47. Chapter Forty-Five
  48. Chapter Forty-Six
  49. Chapter Forty-Seven
  50. Chapter Forty-Eight
  51. Chapter Forty-Nine
  52. Chapter Fifty
  53. Chapter Fifty-One
  54. Chapter Fifty-Two
  55. Two Weeks Earlier
  56. A Letter From Jackie
  57. Acknowledgements
  58. About the Author
  59. Also by Jackie Walsh

‘What do we do now?’ Anna says with her ear to the door. ‘There’s no sound.’

‘Hold on…’ Sienna is back on her phone, checking the Airbnb site again. According to the bookings, apartment 10 is still available to rent at the moment. So she’s not in there.

‘Let’s go to 15.’

My heart is not able for this. Amber could be anywhere. She might not even be in this building. We’re wasting precious time. Amber could be injured or worse. If that woman has done anything to my baby, I will find a bullet for Donna’s gun.

Outside apartment 15, Louise asks has anyone got a hair clip. Seriously, five fucking hairdressers and no clips? But Donna pulls one out of her hair. Louise fiddles with it. Holding it up to the lock before saying. ‘Will I?’

‘I’m not sure that’s gonna work,’ Anna says. ‘There’s bolts and all sorts of security things on doors nowadays.’

‘Just someone do something or I’m calling the police.’ I’m hopping from one foot to the other, sorry that I didn’t tell Burke. We haven’t a clue what we’re doing.

‘Do you want me to knock?’ Louise whispers at Anna, through gritted teeth.

‘Try it. Try it.’ Donna moves forward watching Louise manoeuvre the clip. Sienna puts her arm around my shoulder and squeezes me. At this stage I don’t know if I’m crying or not. Is my face wet from old tears or new ones? ‘Hurry, Louise. Hurry.’

‘Click.’

‘What the fuck?’

Louise looks at Anna and whispers, ‘You’re welcome.’

Pushing gently on the door, Sienna is the first to creep inside, quickly followed by the rest of us. Donna squeezes my shoulder. My body rattles. My heart thumps. No one is saying anything. Tiptoe. Tiptoe.

The hallway is tiny, wooden floorboards, grey walls, a door. Sienna places her hand on the handle and nods at me. I nod back. The room is dark, scrambling on the wall she finds a light switch and presses it. The first thing I see is the body on the sofa.

Donna moves over, it’s not her, she says, too big. The body turns when they hear Donna’s voice. It’s Joyce McCarthy. I run over to her, grab her, shaking her arms, her head, her shoulders anything I can get a grip on. ‘Where is she? Where is she?’

I can hear my voice, a witch, howling in the night. The woman manages to pull out from my frenzy into a standing position holding her hands in the air as Donna points her gun. I run at her. Then stop, look around the room.

There’s nothing in the room except the TV and the sofa the woman was lying on. Her hair is splayed all over her face. Her eyes stare out from behind the veil. She says nothing.

‘Where is she?’