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Chapters (59)
  1. Cover
  2. Prologue
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Chapter Three
  6. Chapter Four
  7. Chapter Five
  8. Chapter Six
  9. Chapter Seven
  10. Chapter Eight
  11. Chapter Nine
  12. Chapter Ten
  13. Chapter Eleven
  14. Chapter Twelve
  15. Chapter Thirteen
  16. Chapter Fourteen
  17. Chapter Fifteen
  18. Chapter Sixteen
  19. Chapter Seventeen
  20. Chapter Eighteen
  21. Chapter Nineteen
  22. Chapter Twenty
  23. Chapter Twenty-One
  24. Chapter Twenty-Two
  25. Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27. Chapter Twenty-Five
  28. Chapter Twenty-Six
  29. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33. Chapter Thirty-One
  34. Chapter Thirty-Two
  35. Chapter Thirty-Three
  36. Chapter Thirty-Four
  37. Chapter Thirty-Five
  38. Chapter Thirty-Six
  39. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  40. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  41. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  42. Chapter Forty
  43. Chapter Forty-One
  44. Chapter Forty-Two
  45. Chapter Forty-Three
  46. Chapter Forty-Four
  47. Chapter Forty-Five
  48. Chapter Forty-Six
  49. Chapter Forty-Seven
  50. Chapter Forty-Eight
  51. Chapter Forty-Nine
  52. Chapter Fifty
  53. Chapter Fifty-One
  54. Chapter Fifty-Two
  55. Two Weeks Earlier
  56. A Letter From Jackie
  57. Acknowledgements
  58. About the Author
  59. Also by Jackie Walsh

I switch off the dryer to brush through Charlie’s hair. ‘Are you going anywhere nice?’

‘Yeah, I’m going to a party tonight… It’s me boyfriend’s party.’

‘Well… we have to have you looking your best then, don’t we?’ Lifting her hair at both sides, I show her what it would look like if I clipped it into an upstyle.

‘He’s sixteen… Kenny’s his name… d’ya wanna see him?’ Charlie seems more interested in flicking through the photos on her phone than in her new hairstyle.

I’m becoming concerned, my phone has beeped three times since Charlie sat down. I need to finish this head quickly and find out why Amber is being so insistent. I’ve told her a hundred times that I’ll answer her messages as soon as I get a chance.

‘This is him,’ Charlie says, lifting her phone into my view. I glance quickly.

‘Handsome,’ I say, barely noticing the picture.

‘Here’s another one of him.’

I look again. This time I don’t glance. This time I stare. The photograph shows a man with his arm around Charlie’s boyfriend’s shoulder. The young boy is holding a trophy. The man by his side is wearing a pink shirt, blue jeans and a smile that I would recognize anywhere.

Without asking, I take Charlie’s phone from her hand and hold it closer to my face.

‘Who is that?’ I ask, pointing to the man I know is my husband, his arm wrapped around Charlie’s boyfriend.

‘Oh, that’s Kenny’s dad.’

Chapter Two

That’s Kenny’s DAD.

That’s KENNY’S Dad.

THAT’S Kenny’s Dad.

No matter which way I hear it, the words slice like razorblades through my mind. How could this be? What is going on? Fear flushes through my body, blurring everything in sight. The phone drops. I hear a gentle bump as it lands on the tiled floor. Bouncing, bouncing, bouncing. Everything goes dark.

Now I’m staring at two pairs of shoes. My own silver block-heeled sandals from Penny’s and black-wedged, runner-style Louis Vuittons. They can only belong to one person, Megan. Inhaling deep breaths as per the instructions being delivered to me, I lift my head slowly.

‘Are you okay, Sal?’ Megan hands me a glass of water which I accept with shaking hands. The icy cold fluid sends a jolt through my body forcing me to face the reason I became weak. The photo. The boy. The dad. What is going on? Why am I sitting on a chair in the staffroom with my colleague trying to bring me back from the dead? What the hell happened? Did I really see my husband in that photo?

‘Is she okay?’ Sienna opens the door and sticks her head round.

Megan answers, ‘Yes, she’s fine, she’s fine, go back to work.’