Chapters (59)
- Cover
- Prologue
- Chapter One
- Chapter Two
- Chapter Three
- Chapter Four
- Chapter Five
- Chapter Six
- Chapter Seven
- Chapter Eight
- Chapter Nine
- Chapter Ten
- Chapter Eleven
- Chapter Twelve
- Chapter Thirteen
- Chapter Fourteen
- Chapter Fifteen
- Chapter Sixteen
- Chapter Seventeen
- Chapter Eighteen
- Chapter Nineteen
- Chapter Twenty
- Chapter Twenty-One
- Chapter Twenty-Two
- Chapter Twenty-Three
- Chapter Twenty-Four
- Chapter Twenty-Five
- Chapter Twenty-Six
- Chapter Twenty-Seven
- Chapter Twenty-Eight
- Chapter Twenty-Nine
- Chapter Thirty
- Chapter Thirty-One
- Chapter Thirty-Two
- Chapter Thirty-Three
- Chapter Thirty-Four
- Chapter Thirty-Five
- Chapter Thirty-Six
- Chapter Thirty-Seven
- Chapter Thirty-Eight
- Chapter Thirty-Nine
- Chapter Forty
- Chapter Forty-One
- Chapter Forty-Two
- Chapter Forty-Three
- Chapter Forty-Four
- Chapter Forty-Five
- Chapter Forty-Six
- Chapter Forty-Seven
- Chapter Forty-Eight
- Chapter Forty-Nine
- Chapter Fifty
- Chapter Fifty-One
- Chapter Fifty-Two
- Two Weeks Earlier
- A Letter From Jackie
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
- Also by Jackie Walsh
A part of me feels really sorry for Joyce and now she’s going to spend her life in prison. Well, some of it anyway, she’ll probably be charged with manslaughter. I wonder will Kenny want to visit her?
Something tells me he won’t. That he’ll stay playing happy families here until the social worker lets him off on his own. To live in Sycamore when he’s seventeen. One year away, all according to Saoirse O’Neill’s plan. Let’s hope it works out that way.
Instead of going upstairs, I tiptoe back to the sofa. I’ll wait here for the morning, wrap the throw around me and dose off. After a few minutes my eyes are heavy. I’m falling… falling… falling. What’s that noise?
Chapter Fifty-Two
Peeping through the little gap in the door, I see Kenny standing in the hallway. He doesn’t know I’m here. Quietening my urgent breathing, I watch. What is he doing? His jacket is zipped up like he’s going somewhere. Where is he going at this hour of the night?
His tall skinny frame takes a few steps up the stairs, then he stops. Listens. He’s checking to see if the coast is clear. Kenny comes back to the hallway and walks to the front door. My heart beats like a bass drum in my ear. Thud. Thud. Thud. Holding my chest, I step back into the darkness, the gap in the door still allowing me to watch Kenny. He doesn’t seem to know what he is doing. He was about to go out the door and now it looks like he’s changing his mind. He goes back into his room but doesn’t close the door behind him.
Maybe the kid is just confused, worried, unable to sleep. He’s had such a hard time. Or maybe he’s planning on running away. The bitch inside me considers letting him. Stop it, Sal. He’s been through so much… what’s that in his hand?
He’s coming back out of the room, this time holding a bag. Not a rucksack or schoolbag. It’s a small black plastic bag. The kind that will be illegal in a few years. What has he got inside it? I hope to hell we didn’t bring a drug dealer into the house.
My heart skips another beat. What is in that bag? I want to ask him. Catch him in the act. Pounce. But something is telling me to wait, watch, see what he does. If it is drugs, he’ll be meeting someone, I guess. Giving them a supply… or money.