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Chapters (57)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Dedication
  4. What readers are saying about
  5. AUTHOR’S NOTE
  6. Epigraph
  7. Prologue
  8. PART ONE
  9. 1. Now
  10. 2. Then
  11. 3. Now
  12. 4. Then
  13. 5. Now
  14. 6. Then
  15. 7. Now
  16. 8. Then
  17. 9. Now
  18. 10. Then
  19. 11. Now
  20. 12. Then
  21. 13. Now
  22. 14. Then
  23. 15. Now
  24. 16. Then
  25. 17. Now
  26. 18. Then
  27. 19. Now
  28. 20. Then
  29. 21. Now
  30. 22. Then
  31. 23. Now
  32. PART TWO
  33. 24.
  34. 25. Then
  35. 26. Now
  36. 27. Then
  37. 28. Now
  38. 29. Then
  39. 30. Now
  40. 31. Then
  41. 32. Now
  42. 33. Then
  43. 34. Now
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  51. Epilogue
  52. Acknowledgements
  53. NUALA ELLWOOD
  54. NUALA ELLWOOD
  55. NUALA ELLWOOD
  56. NUALA ELLWOOD
  57. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

Damian nods his head. ‘He loves you, Vanessa, that much is clear,’ he says, taking his glasses off and wiping them with the back of his sleeve. ‘And he wants you to have a proper home one day. But for that to happen he has to do what he’s doing now. You’ve heard about the senior position he’s going for?’

‘Um, I think so,’ I say, feeling rather pathetic now. ‘What … which one?’

‘The senior art director role,’ says Damian. ‘It’s going to be up for grabs when the current guy leaves and Connor’s putting his heart and soul into this branding job for the sports company so he can be in with a chance of promotion.’

‘Oh yes,’ I say, taking a sip of water. Why didn’t Connor tell me that? ‘Of course he is. I feel terrible now.’

‘Hey, it’s natural to feel that way,’ he says, smiling. ‘Listen, why don’t you organize a date night? Book a table at a nice gaff, that sort of thing. I think the two of you need a break.’

‘I might do,’ I say as Damian opens the door and the sound of Lewis Capaldi fills the air. ‘And thanks for listening, Damian. I really appreciate it.’

‘Ach, sure it’s nothing,’ he says, winking at me as he goes out.

I return my thoughts to the press release but as I’m trying to make sense of it, my stomach knots as I recall something Damian said about the senior role.

‘It’s going to be up for grabs when the current guy leaves.’

The senior art director is a man. So why, then, did Connor tell me it was a gay woman called Sara who calls everyone ‘darling’ and whose texts I shouldn’t be worried about?

It’s 11.30 by the time Connor gets back. I’m sitting on the roof terrace drinking a cup of camomile tea and scrolling, rather half-heartedly, through the Dream Properties app.

‘Hey, you,’ he says sleepily as he comes out on to the terrace. ‘What are you doing up so late?’

‘I wanted to see you,’ I say, wrapping the blanket round my shoulders. ‘It’s been a long evening on my own.’

‘Well, I do apologize,’ he says, sighing heavily. ‘If it’s any consolation, my dinner consisted of two Rich Tea biscuits and a packet of crisps. Look, Vanessa, you’re obviously in one of your moods and I haven’t got the energy for it tonight. As if it wasn’t enough you embarrassing me at the boxing match.’

‘How did I embarrass you?’ I cry.

‘I’m not doing this, Vanessa,’ he says, rubbing his eyes. ‘I’m going to bed.’

He walks into the flat, slamming the door behind him.