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Chapters (57)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Dedication
  4. What readers are saying about
  5. AUTHOR’S NOTE
  6. Epigraph
  7. Prologue
  8. PART ONE
  9. 1. Now
  10. 2. Then
  11. 3. Now
  12. 4. Then
  13. 5. Now
  14. 6. Then
  15. 7. Now
  16. 8. Then
  17. 9. Now
  18. 10. Then
  19. 11. Now
  20. 12. Then
  21. 13. Now
  22. 14. Then
  23. 15. Now
  24. 16. Then
  25. 17. Now
  26. 18. Then
  27. 19. Now
  28. 20. Then
  29. 21. Now
  30. 22. Then
  31. 23. Now
  32. PART TWO
  33. 24.
  34. 25. Then
  35. 26. Now
  36. 27. Then
  37. 28. Now
  38. 29. Then
  39. 30. Now
  40. 31. Then
  41. 32. Now
  42. 33. Then
  43. 34. Now
  44. 35. Now
  45. 36. Now
  46. 37. Now
  47. 38. Now
  48. 39. Now
  49. 40. Now
  50. 41.
  51. Epilogue
  52. Acknowledgements
  53. NUALA ELLWOOD
  54. NUALA ELLWOOD
  55. NUALA ELLWOOD
  56. NUALA ELLWOOD
  57. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

‘A young boy’s,’ he says, staring straight at me. ‘Isn’t that what buyers want to see? A family house, somewhere that’s been lived in, enjoyed. Not some mausoleum.’

‘How did you get in here?’ I say, looking around incredulously. ‘How come you know so much?’

‘You mean you don’t remember?’ he says, closing the door and coming towards me.

‘Remember what?’ I say, my chest tightening as I think of the night of the burlesque, his arms pinning me to the bed. He grabs me and presses his face to mine. ‘Connor, please don’t do this, please, I beg you.’

‘Why do you keep calling me Connor, Iris?’ he says, letting go of me. ‘Surely you know who I am? How quickly people forget. One minute you’re a famous author with people falling in adoration at your feet, the next you’re yesterday’s man, forgotten, washed up.’

It’s then I hear the West Country burr, the sing-song cadence to his voice.

‘Geoffrey?’ I whisper, my throat tightening. ‘It … it can’t be?’

‘Oh, Iris,’ he laughs, shaking his head. ‘You are so funny. What are we going to do with you?’

‘Who –’ I say, gulping down my fear. ‘Who are you then?’

‘You really don’t remember?’

I shake my head. He comes right up to me again, his face inches from mine. Then he takes the balaclava off.

‘Still don’t remember?’

I shake my head, fear pinching at my skin. The man is in his late thirties with a shaved head, piercing blue eyes and an angry red scar running across the left side of his face. There’s something familiar about him, like I’ve seen him somewhere before, though I don’t know where or how.

He gazes into the space beyond my shoulder, his brow furrowed.

‘All those letters,’ he says, his eyes hardening. ‘You above everybody else seemed to understand me.’

‘I don’t know who you are,’ I cry, my throat tightening. ‘I’m so sorry but I don’t.’

‘He always took away the people I loved most,’ he says, his lip curling. ‘He always had to be in control.’

‘Who did?’ I say. ‘Who are you talking about?’

‘Him,’ he says, almost spitting out the word. ‘Our beloved Geoffrey Rivers. My dear old dad.’

36. Now

‘But Geoffrey didn’t have a son,’ I say, trying my best to keep calm. ‘He told me himself. He seemed sad about it, regretful.’

‘Sad that his little cash cow had dried up,’ says the man, sitting down on the bed.

‘What do you mean?’ I say, glancing at the door. I should make a run for it now, get out of here as fast as I can, yet something is stopping me. It’s a memory of candy-floss stalls and men on stilts breathing fire.