Back The Perfect Life
Chapters (57)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Dedication
  4. What readers are saying about
  5. AUTHOR’S NOTE
  6. Epigraph
  7. Prologue
  8. PART ONE
  9. 1. Now
  10. 2. Then
  11. 3. Now
  12. 4. Then
  13. 5. Now
  14. 6. Then
  15. 7. Now
  16. 8. Then
  17. 9. Now
  18. 10. Then
  19. 11. Now
  20. 12. Then
  21. 13. Now
  22. 14. Then
  23. 15. Now
  24. 16. Then
  25. 17. Now
  26. 18. Then
  27. 19. Now
  28. 20. Then
  29. 21. Now
  30. 22. Then
  31. 23. Now
  32. PART TWO
  33. 24.
  34. 25. Then
  35. 26. Now
  36. 27. Then
  37. 28. Now
  38. 29. Then
  39. 30. Now
  40. 31. Then
  41. 32. Now
  42. 33. Then
  43. 34. Now
  44. 35. Now
  45. 36. Now
  46. 37. Now
  47. 38. Now
  48. 39. Now
  49. 40. Now
  50. 41.
  51. Epilogue
  52. Acknowledgements
  53. NUALA ELLWOOD
  54. NUALA ELLWOOD
  55. NUALA ELLWOOD
  56. NUALA ELLWOOD
  57. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

But there it is, in bold lettering at the top of the page. Three words. The name of my life raft.

HOLLY MAZE HOUSE.

And I realize as I make a note of the viewing instructions that Mum has done it again, she has reached out just when I needed her most.

32. Now

I open my eyes to thick, velvet darkness. My head is throbbing and the ground beneath me is hard and cold.

Blinking, I press my hands against the floor, try to haul myself up, but my body feels like lead. The events of the morning come back to me in fractured images: white stucco houses rising up around me, a tabby cat lolling in the sun, Lottie’s text message and Connor running after me down the street.

He’s taken me somewhere, though in this half-light I can see only the outline of the room. Tall shapes rise up like distorted sea monsters, the air smells stale and fetid. I have to get to my feet, have to try to find my way out of here. I press down on the heels of my hand but my arms won’t carry my weight and I sink back down on to the hard floor. My heart palpitates with the exertion. I try to breathe slowly, try to calm the panic that is twisting up my insides.

I’m on my second deep inhalation when I hear something, footsteps coming towards me. I crouch into a ball, a defensive posture that I realize is pointless. I hear the sound of curtains being pulled back then a sharp strand of light cuts across the floor.

I feel a presence bearing down on me, the sound of shallow breathing. I pull my hands over my head and pray to my mum to keep me safe.

‘Come on,’ he says, his voice muffled. ‘You don’t have to be scared of me.’

I feel a hand on the scruff of my neck then he slowly pulls me up. I instinctively look down at the ground, but he takes my chin and lifts my face to his.

I scream.

‘Shh,’ he says, putting his hand over my mouth. ‘I told you. There’s no need to be scared.’

He is dressed all in black – a long-sleeved T-shirt, jeans and a balaclava with holes for his eyes and mouth.

‘Why are you doing this?’ I ask when he takes his hand away from my mouth. ‘What do you want from me?’

‘We’re going to have a little adventure, just the two of us,’ he says, his voice muffled. ‘A little explore. You see, I know your secrets. The ones you tried to hide from everyone. The fact that you like looking at houses, other people’s houses that you can’t afford. Nosy little so-and-so, aren’t you?’