Back The Perfect Life
Chapters (57)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Dedication
  4. What readers are saying about
  5. AUTHOR’S NOTE
  6. Epigraph
  7. Prologue
  8. PART ONE
  9. 1. Now
  10. 2. Then
  11. 3. Now
  12. 4. Then
  13. 5. Now
  14. 6. Then
  15. 7. Now
  16. 8. Then
  17. 9. Now
  18. 10. Then
  19. 11. Now
  20. 12. Then
  21. 13. Now
  22. 14. Then
  23. 15. Now
  24. 16. Then
  25. 17. Now
  26. 18. Then
  27. 19. Now
  28. 20. Then
  29. 21. Now
  30. 22. Then
  31. 23. Now
  32. PART TWO
  33. 24.
  34. 25. Then
  35. 26. Now
  36. 27. Then
  37. 28. Now
  38. 29. Then
  39. 30. Now
  40. 31. Then
  41. 32. Now
  42. 33. Then
  43. 34. Now
  44. 35. Now
  45. 36. Now
  46. 37. Now
  47. 38. Now
  48. 39. Now
  49. 40. Now
  50. 41.
  51. Epilogue
  52. Acknowledgements
  53. NUALA ELLWOOD
  54. NUALA ELLWOOD
  55. NUALA ELLWOOD
  56. NUALA ELLWOOD
  57. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

‘I would have liked to try it but, hey ho, I’ll save it for another time,’ Connor says, taking a large glug of wine. ‘I think I’ll go for the octopus salad instead and the patatas bravas. Will you share some with me?’

I nod my head. I don’t really feel like eating anything heavy but I don’t want to cause another argument.

The woman returns and takes our order. Connor says something to her in Spanish. She looks at me and giggles, then, collecting the menus, walks away, still giggling.

‘What did you say to her?’ I ask, taking an olive from the dish the woman had put down along with the wine.

‘Oh, nothing,’ he says with a shrug. ‘Just trying out some Spanish I picked up in Barcelona a few years back. I wanted to see if she understood.’

‘You said something funny,’ I say, removing the olive stone and placing it on the napkin. ‘And then she laughed at me.’

‘God, Vanessa, what is the matter with you today?’ he says, his eyes widening. ‘You’re in such a bad mood.’

‘I just wanted to know what you said to her,’ I say. ‘And why she laughed at me.’

‘She was being friendly,’ he says, sighing. ‘Smiling and laughing. Christ, is that a crime?’

I don’t answer. If I do, it will only make things worse.

We sit in silence for a few moments. Our food arrives and we begin to eat.

‘It’s delicious,’ I say to Connor, doing my best to sound upbeat. ‘Particularly the potatoes.’

‘You don’t have to do that, you know,’ he says, smiling.

‘Do what?’

‘Pretend you’re enjoying this,’ he says, refilling our glasses with the Rioja. ‘It’s my fault. I should have gone to the fight alone. Plus, this part of London isn’t to everyone’s tastes. We should just stick to Chelsea and Clapham and Wimbledon for our evenings out, your comfort zones.’

‘No,’ I say, feeling genuinely aggrieved. ‘I’m not some sort of idiot who can’t handle being in the East End. It was just the fight. You told me it was going to be for show. No blood.’

His eyes go cold then and he shakes his head.

‘What?’ I say, leaning back in my chair as the waitress collects our empty dishes. ‘What is it, Connor?’