Back The Perfect Life
Chapters (57)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Dedication
  4. What readers are saying about
  5. AUTHOR’S NOTE
  6. Epigraph
  7. Prologue
  8. PART ONE
  9. 1. Now
  10. 2. Then
  11. 3. Now
  12. 4. Then
  13. 5. Now
  14. 6. Then
  15. 7. Now
  16. 8. Then
  17. 9. Now
  18. 10. Then
  19. 11. Now
  20. 12. Then
  21. 13. Now
  22. 14. Then
  23. 15. Now
  24. 16. Then
  25. 17. Now
  26. 18. Then
  27. 19. Now
  28. 20. Then
  29. 21. Now
  30. 22. Then
  31. 23. Now
  32. PART TWO
  33. 24.
  34. 25. Then
  35. 26. Now
  36. 27. Then
  37. 28. Now
  38. 29. Then
  39. 30. Now
  40. 31. Then
  41. 32. Now
  42. 33. Then
  43. 34. Now
  44. 35. Now
  45. 36. Now
  46. 37. Now
  47. 38. Now
  48. 39. Now
  49. 40. Now
  50. 41.
  51. Epilogue
  52. Acknowledgements
  53. NUALA ELLWOOD
  54. NUALA ELLWOOD
  55. NUALA ELLWOOD
  56. NUALA ELLWOOD
  57. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

I can hear the children but I can’t see them. Their voices, high-pitched and merry, follow me as I try to find my way out of the maze. The holly nips at my skin as I turn left then right, stumbling into the ragged hedge. Above me, the sky explodes with red and blue and golden fire, and I clutch my chest in fright. I need to get to the centre of the maze before it’s too late. Behind me the children’s voices grow fainter and I realize I’m getting close. The air seems to get thinner with every step I take and I feel my lungs tighten. Almost there, Vanessa, I tell myself, just a few more steps. And then I see him. Lying there, spread-eagled like some ancient sacrifice. Legs jutting out at awkward angles, eyes bulging from his dead, grey face.

Geoffrey.

I try to turn back but the way is blocked by overgrown holly. It pierces my ankles, wraps itself around my chest until I can’t breathe. I’m going to die and no one will know where I am. I push back at the sharp leaves, blood running down my arms. Then I feel something touch my shoulder. I turn and see Geoffrey. He’s still alive. He’s holding something in his hand. My blood runs cold when I see what it is. Then, all of a sudden, I feel a pressure on my neck. I try to scream but no sound will come out.

‘Vanessa.’

I sit up in bed, sweat sticking to my forehead, my heart racing.

‘Vanessa, are you okay? You were screaming.’

I look up and see my sister standing at the door, her eyes drowsy with sleep.

‘I was dreaming,’ I say as I slowly come to. ‘What time is it?’

‘Just gone midnight,’ she says, leaning her head against the door frame. ‘I was going to call you down for supper but when I looked in you were sound asleep, so I left yours in the fridge. Are you hungry? I can get you something if you like?’

‘I’m fine, thanks, Georgie,’ I say, trying my best to sound like I am. ‘I’m really sorry I woke you.’

She stands for a moment, watching me, her face a mixture of fatigue and concern.

‘Oh, don’t worry about that,’ she says, with what looks like a forced smile. ‘As long as you’re okay, that’s the main thing.’

‘I am,’ I reply, putting my head back on the pillow. ‘Just a bad dream, that’s all. Night, night, Georgie.’