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Chapters (57)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Dedication
  4. What readers are saying about
  5. AUTHOR’S NOTE
  6. Epigraph
  7. Prologue
  8. PART ONE
  9. 1. Now
  10. 2. Then
  11. 3. Now
  12. 4. Then
  13. 5. Now
  14. 6. Then
  15. 7. Now
  16. 8. Then
  17. 9. Now
  18. 10. Then
  19. 11. Now
  20. 12. Then
  21. 13. Now
  22. 14. Then
  23. 15. Now
  24. 16. Then
  25. 17. Now
  26. 18. Then
  27. 19. Now
  28. 20. Then
  29. 21. Now
  30. 22. Then
  31. 23. Now
  32. PART TWO
  33. 24.
  34. 25. Then
  35. 26. Now
  36. 27. Then
  37. 28. Now
  38. 29. Then
  39. 30. Now
  40. 31. Then
  41. 32. Now
  42. 33. Then
  43. 34. Now
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  51. Epilogue
  52. Acknowledgements
  53. NUALA ELLWOOD
  54. NUALA ELLWOOD
  55. NUALA ELLWOOD
  56. NUALA ELLWOOD
  57. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

‘It shows,’ he says, smiling warmly. ‘And I meant what I said. Connor’s a good ’un. I’ve known him since he was a kid and he’s always had a big heart. It’s great that he’s found a good ’un too. Right, enough of this schmaltz, I’m off to crunch some numbers.’

Later, as I’m walking back over Albert Bridge, I feel a deep sense of relief and contentment. Today was a good day, a brilliant day. We all pulled together and secured a major client. And throughout the presentation I’d felt relaxed and confident. As I stood up to speak I could hear Connor’s words in my head – ‘You can do this. You know you can. I believe in you, Vanessa’ – and it felt like he was there in the room with me, cheering me on.

I thread my way along the outskirts of Battersea Park and on to Queenstown Road, thinking about the day and how I should swing by Sainsbury’s and pick up a bottle of champagne to celebrate, but as I reach the corner of Ingelow Road, two streets away from the flat, I see a large ‘For Sale’ board outside a red-brick Victorian terrace. It’s a house I’ve noticed as I pass by on my way to work, as it has retained its original iron railings and has a fox-head door knocker. I take a closer look at the board: ‘Two bedroom, split-level ground-floor flat with garden. Open Day: Saturday November 11th at 1 p.m.’

A garden flat. My mind goes into overdrive, imagining me and Connor planting flowers and vegetables in our own little garden. I take out my phone and go to the estate agent’s website, scrolling down until I find the listing. The flat is on at £500,000 which, for this area of London, is a bargain. And I actually think we could maybe afford it. For a while now I’ve been thinking about how amazing it would be to have our own little home, and something about this just feels right.

My mind is whirring with all the things we could do to the flat as I make my way back. I’ll put together a mood board, I tell myself, get Jack to give me some architectural advice, see if it has its original flooring. By the time I get in I’ve got a fully formed picture of our future home in my head.

‘Is that my brilliant girlfriend?’

Connor comes out of the kitchen and hands me a glass of champagne. He’s wearing an apron and the air smells of cumin.

‘See,’ he says, clinking his glass against mine. ‘The outfit did the trick. I told you.’

‘Yeah, thanks for helping with that, baby,’ I say, following him into the kitchen, which is a bit of a squeeze for two.