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Chapters (57)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Dedication
  4. What readers are saying about
  5. AUTHOR’S NOTE
  6. Epigraph
  7. Prologue
  8. PART ONE
  9. 1. Now
  10. 2. Then
  11. 3. Now
  12. 4. Then
  13. 5. Now
  14. 6. Then
  15. 7. Now
  16. 8. Then
  17. 9. Now
  18. 10. Then
  19. 11. Now
  20. 12. Then
  21. 13. Now
  22. 14. Then
  23. 15. Now
  24. 16. Then
  25. 17. Now
  26. 18. Then
  27. 19. Now
  28. 20. Then
  29. 21. Now
  30. 22. Then
  31. 23. Now
  32. PART TWO
  33. 24.
  34. 25. Then
  35. 26. Now
  36. 27. Then
  37. 28. Now
  38. 29. Then
  39. 30. Now
  40. 31. Then
  41. 32. Now
  42. 33. Then
  43. 34. Now
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  51. Epilogue
  52. Acknowledgements
  53. NUALA ELLWOOD
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  55. NUALA ELLWOOD
  56. NUALA ELLWOOD
  57. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

‘I’m not criticizing you,’ says Connor, rubbing my hand. ‘Far from it. I’d hate it if you changed. It’s just I can’t function if things are chaotic. I need to know where everything is and, well, mess just sets me on edge. I should loosen up, shouldn’t I?’

‘No,’ I say, leaning forward to kiss him. ‘Don’t do that. I love you as you are.’

‘You mean that?’ he says, touching my face lightly.

‘Yes,’ I say. ‘I do. Now, I’d better go and get ready. I want to have enough time for shopping before we meet Georgie.’

‘Remind me what we’re looking for again?’

Connor has trailed after me for almost half an hour now yet I still haven’t managed to find anything.

‘Well, it’s nothing specific,’ I say, pausing outside Cos to take a closer look at the window display. ‘I’ve got a presentation next week. We’ve managed to secure a meeting with a major US manufacturer. I need to look my best but I’m not sure what I should be aiming for.’

‘Can I give you some advice?’ says Connor, taking my arm.

‘What’s that?’ I say, turning to look at him.

‘You’re not going to find the right outfit in one of these high-street shops,’ he says, guiding me away from the window. ‘This is a big presentation, right?’

‘Yes,’ I say, nodding my head.

‘And you’ve probably been working on it for, what, weeks? Months?’

‘A few months, yep.’

‘And every little detail has been perfected over those months,’ he says. ‘Every point has been scrutinized.’

‘Yes, it’s a big deal. If we secure this client it will take the company to another level.’

‘Right,’ he says. ‘So, after all that hard work, why fall at the final hurdle by turning up in a cheap, high-street dress? You need to think about your image, what kind of message you’re sending out.’

‘I know,’ I say, feeling rather awkward. ‘But for years the high street’s been my only option. My salary at Luna London just about covers bills and rent. I can’t afford expensive clothes.’

‘Look at it this way,’ he says, smiling warmly. ‘If you add up the cost of all those cheap clothes you’ve bought over the years, which you probably ended up chucking in the bin because they fell apart, you could spend the same amount on a few select pieces that will last.’

‘I guess,’ I say, thinking back, shamefully, to the number of cheap dresses and T-shirts I’ve thrown away.

‘It’s true,’ he says. ‘Now, how about you let me find something for you? If you don’t like what I choose then, fair enough, we’ll go to Zara. Agreed?’

‘Agreed,’ I say, feeling relieved that the decision has been taken out of my hands.

‘Great,’ he says, taking my hand. ‘I know just the place.’