Back The Perfect Life
Chapters (57)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Dedication
  4. What readers are saying about
  5. AUTHOR’S NOTE
  6. Epigraph
  7. Prologue
  8. PART ONE
  9. 1. Now
  10. 2. Then
  11. 3. Now
  12. 4. Then
  13. 5. Now
  14. 6. Then
  15. 7. Now
  16. 8. Then
  17. 9. Now
  18. 10. Then
  19. 11. Now
  20. 12. Then
  21. 13. Now
  22. 14. Then
  23. 15. Now
  24. 16. Then
  25. 17. Now
  26. 18. Then
  27. 19. Now
  28. 20. Then
  29. 21. Now
  30. 22. Then
  31. 23. Now
  32. PART TWO
  33. 24.
  34. 25. Then
  35. 26. Now
  36. 27. Then
  37. 28. Now
  38. 29. Then
  39. 30. Now
  40. 31. Then
  41. 32. Now
  42. 33. Then
  43. 34. Now
  44. 35. Now
  45. 36. Now
  46. 37. Now
  47. 38. Now
  48. 39. Now
  49. 40. Now
  50. 41.
  51. Epilogue
  52. Acknowledgements
  53. NUALA ELLWOOD
  54. NUALA ELLWOOD
  55. NUALA ELLWOOD
  56. NUALA ELLWOOD
  57. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

‘We chatted for a little while,’ he continues. ‘You were nervous but kind. I could tell that about you. After a while you opened up a bit and told me what you enjoyed most about the book. You said it was the glass bird, that you wished you could have a bird like that. When I heard this I felt like you truly were a kindred spirit so I told you about Mrs Perkins and Mallison Street, how I’d been left the glass bird by her when she died. You listened to me so attentively it made my heart hurt. I offered to get you some candy floss but you said you didn’t want any. Then the firework display began and I noticed it was making you jump. I asked if you were okay and you said you wanted to go home.’

I sit in silence, trying to recall the events he is describing, an old sadness tugging at my heart.

‘I went to find the party planner and asked her to call your dad,’ he says. ‘As she led you away, you turned back and waved at me. You were the saddest person I had ever met. But in a strange way, I liked your sadness because it made mine seem less terrible.’

He looks at me. The scar on his cheek is illuminated by the light coming through the window and I see now that it’s an old burn.

‘When you left, I felt empty,’ he says, ‘like all the lights had been dimmed. I knew I had to see you again, to speak to you properly away from everyone. So imagine my surprise when you wrote to me. Well, I say me, you actually addressed the letters to Angus, though I didn’t mind.’

‘My God,’ I say, a chill rippling through me as I recall the box of letters that had arrived at Georgie’s house the other day. ‘You … you were …’

I try to speak but my throat is dry. I can’t quite believe what I’m hearing.

‘It was amazing,’ he says, his eyes shining. ‘You had such sweet handwriting. You told me about school, how you weren’t really enjoying it as the kids kept asking about your mum. You told me a lot about her, how she liked gardening and dancing and how, when she smiled, it made you feel warm and loved.’

My heart feels like it’s being ripped from my chest as I listen to him. How isolated I must have been to have felt that the only person I could confide in was a fictional character.