Back The Perfect Life
Chapters (57)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Dedication
  4. What readers are saying about
  5. AUTHOR’S NOTE
  6. Epigraph
  7. Prologue
  8. PART ONE
  9. 1. Now
  10. 2. Then
  11. 3. Now
  12. 4. Then
  13. 5. Now
  14. 6. Then
  15. 7. Now
  16. 8. Then
  17. 9. Now
  18. 10. Then
  19. 11. Now
  20. 12. Then
  21. 13. Now
  22. 14. Then
  23. 15. Now
  24. 16. Then
  25. 17. Now
  26. 18. Then
  27. 19. Now
  28. 20. Then
  29. 21. Now
  30. 22. Then
  31. 23. Now
  32. PART TWO
  33. 24.
  34. 25. Then
  35. 26. Now
  36. 27. Then
  37. 28. Now
  38. 29. Then
  39. 30. Now
  40. 31. Then
  41. 32. Now
  42. 33. Then
  43. 34. Now
  44. 35. Now
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  51. Epilogue
  52. Acknowledgements
  53. NUALA ELLWOOD
  54. NUALA ELLWOOD
  55. NUALA ELLWOOD
  56. NUALA ELLWOOD
  57. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

‘Gosh, that Dove Letter eyeshadow looks great on you!’ says Verity, after applying blush and a gorgeously glossy lip tint called Rose Cream. ‘There we are. You’re all done.’

She stands back and I look into the mirror. What I see almost makes me cry. It’s the old Vanessa. She looks back at me and smiles: this groomed, perfectly made-up woman. And I tell myself that, no matter what it takes, I have to get her back.

I get down from the chair and go to the counter where Verity is standing at the till.

‘Oh, it’s okay, it’s already been paid for,’ she says as I offer my bank card.

Georgie is waiting outside the shop when I emerge.

‘Oh, wow, you look beautiful, darling,’ she says, her eyes welling up. ‘Just perfect.’

‘Thanks, Georgie,’ I say, hugging her. ‘Though you really shouldn’t have paid for it. Brunch was more than enough.’

‘I didn’t pay for it,’ says Georgie, looking confused. ‘I went for a walk up to the bookshop while you were in there. I wanted to see if they had the new Kate Atkinson.’

‘But the woman … Verity … she said it had been paid for,’ I say, glancing back at the shop, panic fluttering through me. ‘I need to go back and ask her who paid for it.’

‘Oh, I wouldn’t bother,’ says Georgie, taking my arm. ‘It looks like she’s given you a freebie. I did mention when we first went in, on the quiet, that you’d worked for Luna London. She probably wanted to secure you as a contact. Now, come on, let’s go for that walk.’

We arrive back at the house at 1 p.m. As Georgie puts the key in the lock the door opens. Jack is standing there.

‘Oh,’ he says, looking surprised. ‘I wasn’t expecting you two back for another couple of hours.’

‘Well, we’re early,’ says Georgie, squeezing past him. ‘Honestly, Jack, this is my house too. Surely I can come and go as I please.’

I can sense the rumblings of a row so I excuse myself and head upstairs. After a couple of minutes, I hear the door slam. I look out of the window and see Jack storming off across the common. I flop down on the bed, the happiness of the morning dissolving. I know that the tension between Jack and Georgie is all down to me. They were always so loved up, so close, but since I turned up my sister is drinking every night and Jack can’t bear to be in the house.

I look at my phone. There are three notifications in my email inbox. Two are from recruitment sites, but the most recent one has no subject line and has been sent by someone called [email protected]

My stomach twists as I open the email and read: