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Contents ( 92)
  1. Introduced, edited and with selected translations by Jhumpa Lahiri
  2. Contents
  3. About the Author
  4. A Note on the Citation of Titles and Their Translations
  5. Introduction
  6. Elio Vittorini
  7. Name and Tears
  8. Giovanni Verga
  9. Picturesque Lives
  10. Giuseppe Tomasi di Lampedusa
  11. The Siren
  12. Antonio Tabucchi
  13. Against Time
  14. Italo Svevo
  15. Generous Wine
  16. Leonardo Sciascia
  17. The Long Voyage
  18. Alberto Savinio
  19. Bago
  20. Umberto Saba
  21. The Hen
  22. Lalla Romano
  23. The Lady
  24. Fabrizia Ramondino
  25. The Tower
  26. Luigi Pirandello
  27. The Trap
  28. Cesare Pavese
  29. Wedding Trip
  30. Goffredo Parise
  31. Melancholy
  32. Aldo Palazzeschi
  33. Silence
  34. Anna Maria Ortese
  35. A Pair of Eyeglasses
  36. Alberto Moravia
  37. The Other Side of the Moon
  38. Elsa Morante
  39. The Ambitious Ones
  40. Giorgio Manganelli
  41. Sixteen, Twenty-one, Twenty-eight and Thirty-seven from Centuria
  42. Primo Levi
  43. Quaestio de Centauris
  44. Tommaso Landolfi
  45. Gogol’s Wife
  46. Natalia Ginzburg
  47. My Husband
  48. Carlo Emilio Gadda
  49. The Mother
  50. Ennio Flaiano
  51. A Martian in Rome
  52. Beppe Fenoglio
  53. The Smell of Death
  54. Luce D’eramo
  55. Life as a Couple
  56. Antonio Delfini
  57. The Milliner
  58. Grazia Deledda
  59. The Hind
  60. Alba De Céspedes
  61. Invitation to Dinner
  62. Silvio D’arzo
  63. Elegy for Signora Nodier
  64. Fausta Cialente
  65. Malpasso
  66. Carlo Cassola
  67. At the Station
  68. Cristina Campo
  69. The Golden Nut
  70. Italo Calvino
  71. Dialogue with a Tortoise
  72. Dino Buzzati
  73. And Yet They Are Knocking at Your Door
  74. Massimo Bontempelli
  75. The Miraculous Beach, or, Prize for Modesty
  76. Romano Bilenchi
  77. A Geographical Error
  78. Luciano Bianciardi
  79. The Streetwalker
  80. Anna Banti
  81. Miss
  82. Giovanni Arpino
  83. The Baboon
  84. Corrado Alvaro
  85. Barefoot
  86. Notes
  87. Chronology
  88. Further Reading
  89. Acknowledgements
  90. Copyright Information
  91. About the Translators
  92. THE BEGINNING

She didn’t want to sit down. She looked with disdain at the armchair I offered her, her eyes trained on me as if expecting the unexpected. I looked once more at the child. He was barefoot, and he stared at me, clinging to his mother’s side, as if he, too, expected something inevitable to happen. Perhaps he was trembling, perhaps he was scared, but he controlled himself with the determination children are capable of.

‘All right,’ I said, ‘I’ll see to this director, I’ll find someone among my friends who knows him. Why don’t you leave me your address.’ I motioned to offer her a pen; I wanted to see her writing. But the pen slipped from my hand, rolling on the table, and in the attempt to pick it up again, I gave it another nudge and it ended up falling on the floor. I heard a sudden cry, a shriek, and saw the child’s mouth: it was red, a commoner’s red, opened wide to reveal the few teeth among the gums. The fallen pen had ended up hurting the child’s small bare foot.

I started to panic. The boy behaved as if he couldn’t breathe, he seemed on the verge of choking. She took him roughly in her arms, without sitting down, and looked at me, stunned. I sensed a tremendous, powerful vitality, and a fear of evil that only simple people know how to convey. I rooted around for a small bottle of disinfectant and found a vial of iodine. I was about to pour a few drops on the wound, which was barely a scratch grazing that little foot, sensing that it was fruit from the maternal tree. The child caught his breath and asked, in a grown-up voice, using an incredibly reasonable tone: ‘Will it sting?’

‘A bit,’ I replied.

Then he let out another cry, even louder, baring his mouth down to his tonsils. ‘Calm down,’ I said, ‘I’ll look for a medicine that doesn’t sting,’ and I started to look for a bottle of hydrogen peroxide that I remembered keeping in a drawer.

The boy quieted down at once and waited. When I came back, I saw a drop of blood creeping out of the wound: it was thick blood, bright vermilion, a perfect drop of it.

With impressive ease the boy started shrieking: ‘Now it hurts, now it hurts.’ He pulled at his hair and scratched his cheeks. Then suddenly he turned quiet again, while his mother looked at me and him the way animals watch strangers who approach their young, a look that deems their young the strongest, most precious things on earth.

I’d placed a cotton pad on the wound, and I watched it shrinking and staunching. While I did this I was seized by a violent feeling, due to some ancient memory, and I appraised that flesh dense with blood and strength, and those two pointlessly beautiful bodies, as if they were treasures that lay buried in residual gangue: a force of nature, hidden yet thriving at some unexplored depth. Looking around, at the things I’d accumulated in so many patient, lean years, everything seemed stupid and petty. These weren’t thoughts of mine, but rather, vague impressions; I was thinking about that woman’s silent steps through city streets, and the multiplicity of her life, unshackled from any law and norm, and about her mysterious affairs. At the same time, the woman’s language – civilized, sly, cajoling – stood in contrast to those screams, the turning pale, the trembling for nothing, the sudden self-control, the fickle mutability of gypsies. That drop of blood, alive, dark-red, almost protean, multi-hued, had faintly repulsed me, like something too intense to bear. And yet it had enticed me, like a memory of lost vigour.