Chapters (152)
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- canine glossary
- One
- confession
- and while i’m at it . . .
- robert
- numero uno
- how we met
- the amazing history of man’s best friend
- in my opinion
- i’m yours
- no one
- early days
- boss
- alone
- cars
- the owl
- luck
- more luck
- will
- exit 8
- history
- tennis ball
- Two
- dream
- the smell of a storm
- on the poetry of stink
- the news
- snickers
- nutwit
- spoiled
- another confession
- cricket bully
- trust
- my car thing
- click
- options
- full wag
- good words, bad words
- clock versus moon
- the shelter
- droolius
- forgiveness
- the art of human watching
- puppy eyes
- mr. oog
- the park
- change
- my inner wolf
- kimu
- enrichment
- walls and bad guys
- gift
- ivan
- marriage
- tiny but tough
- not talking
- brave
- ruby
- ruby’s family
- ivan’s art
- on the subject of chimps
- a very handsome dog
- the beginning
- torn apart
- no way
- airborne
- landing
- bad dog
- honest
- stretch
- aardvarks
- sounds
- smells
- surveying the damage
- baby sloth
- make no sudden moves
- mutt versus wolf
- gorilla world
- help us!
- kudzoo
- an idea
- team elephant
- what’s out there
- not moving
- xena
- dragon
- hugging
- loose
- cpr
- no
- miracle
- gorilla ghost
- wolf on the run
- shots fired
- jungle
- a situation
- never
- one place
- a split second
- on my way
- Three
- looking
- what if
- six
- relieved
- coward
- the wind
- enough
- my paddles
- inside
- the return of snickers
- alive
- catching up
- tough
- not right
- evacuate now!
- preparing for the worst
- a question
- romeo
- an interesting life
- hey
- giant monkey and sea monster
- to safety
- then, to my surprise
- yay
- traffic stop
- lightning and fireworks
- another bridge
- hero
- cartoons
- not a movie
- do not let go
- kimu again
- how
- gone
- first aid
- the truth
- forever
- rescue
- Four
- aftermath
- riddle
- working on it
- snickers, again
- a visitor
- Author’s Note
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Back Ads
- About the Publisher
The rain hammers. The wind shrieks. Sirens come and go in the distance.
I wonder what Ivan and Ruby are doing. And what about George and Julia? Where are they? How are they?
Boss seems scary calm. Tough as old jerky. She looks the way I want to feel.
Before long, the water is lapping onto the floor of our cages. It’s ice-cold. And moving quick. One inch, two.
Every now and then someone whimpers or moans. But mostly, we’re quiet.
“If you can stand on your hind legs, guys, do it. Climb on anything you got,” I suggest.
I turn to Boss. “When I say go, I want you to climb on my back. It’ll buy you a little time, maybe.”
“No way.”
“Please. I need to do this.”
Boss just stares at me. She’s so thin. I can see every rib.
“To make it up to you,” I add.
“What are you even talking about, Bob?”
I look away. “I’m sorry,” I say, not sure where my words are taking me. “I could’ve . . . I should’ve saved you, Boss.”
“Saved me?”
“The thing is . . . I heard you on the highway. And I should’ve—”
My voice trails off. I stifle a sob.
“Bob, we were puppies. Tiny puppies. Don’t be ridiculous. How exactly were you going to save me?”
“I dunno. But I should have tried.”
“We both did what we had to do.” Boss nudges me gently. “Bob. This is crazy.”
“I just . . . I can’t seem to forgive myself.” I whisper it, but I know she hears me.
Beneath the water, I feel a paw on mine. “I forgive you. Okay? Not that you need it, mind you. One condition, though.”
I nod, wait.
“You have to forgive yourself, too.”
Again I nod, and slowly but surely something fine and warm begins to fill my heart.
romeo
Before I can say anything more, Snickers calls my name. “Bob, dear? There’s something I want you to know.”
Boss winks at me. “Listen up, brother.”
“Um, sure, Snickers,” I call. “What’s up?”
“Ahem.” Snickers makes a little throat-clearing noise. “I’ve kept this locked inside me all this time, but now, facing the end, I feel the need to unburden myself.”
“Really, Snick,” I say quickly, “there’s no need for that.”
“The thing is”—Snickers pauses for dramatic effect—“I love you, Bob. I always have. I love the way your cute little tail gets all curled between your legs when you’re embarrassed. I love the way you hum to yourself when you chew your kibble. I love the way you drool when you take a nap. I love—”
“I think I’m gettin’ the picture, Snick. Thanks. That’s awfully nice of you to say.”
“And?” Snickers says.
Boss can’t hide her amusement. “Go ahead, Bob,” she whispers. “What can it hurt? We’re all gonna die, anyway.”
“Bobbo?” Snickers calls.