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Chapters (76)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Emma Curtis
  4. Praise for Emma Curtis
  5. Dedication
  6. Epigraph
  7. PART 1
  8. GRACE
  9. GRACE
  10. TAISIE
  11. GRACE
  12. TAISIE
  13. GRACE
  14. NICK
  15. GRACE
  16. TAISIE
  17. GRACE
  18. NICK
  19. GRACE
  20. TAISIE
  21. GRACE
  22. NICK
  23. GRACE
  24. TAISIE
  25. GRACE
  26. NICK
  27. GRACE
  28. NICK
  29. GRACE
  30. TAISIE
  31. GRACE
  32. TAISIE
  33. GRACE
  34. NICK
  35. GRACE
  36. TAISIE
  37. GRACE
  38. NICK
  39. GRACE
  40. TAISIE
  41. GRACE
  42. TAISIE
  43. GRACE
  44. NICK
  45. GRACE
  46. TAISIE
  47. PART 2
  48. GRACE
  49. GRACE
  50. GRACE
  51. GRACE
  52. GRACE
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  54. GRACE
  55. PART 3
  56. ANNA
  57. GRACE
  58. ANNA
  59. GRACE
  60. ANNA
  61. GRACE
  62. NICK
  63. GRACE
  64. NICK
  65. GRACE
  66. ANNA
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  68. NICK
  69. GRACE
  70. ANNA
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  72. ANNA
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  74. ANNA
  75. GRACE
  76. Acknowledgements

The tears have gone, and she’s looking at him as though he’s something she found under a rock.

‘Tim wrecked everything for me, so I want compensation. I know Tim can’t afford it, but you can.’

‘For Christ’s sake. I’ve done nothing wrong.’

She cocks her head to one side and smiles. ‘Nick,’ she says with mock sympathy, ‘I only have to tell the police what Izzy told me.’

‘No one will believe you.’

‘It doesn’t matter if they do or not, does it? You’ll still lose everything. You and your father are going to pay for what you did to my family.’

He was already paying, wasn’t he? The guilt eating away at him. Spoiling his life. ‘You’re deluded. It’s blackmail.’

‘No, Nick. It’s revenge. But go to the police if you like; draw attention to yourself. How would you like to be told you’re not allowed in the room with Lottie without another adult present? How would you like Grace to start wondering if her daughter is safe with you? No smoke without a fire. What about Lottie’s real dad? I don’t suppose he’d be too happy.’

He’s appalled by the picture she paints, and for the first time he feels real fear. What she’s suggesting is outrageous, but entirely possible in these suspicious times. Toffee tugs on his lead.

‘What is it you want?’

‘Twenty thousand pounds immediately, and a standing order of a thousand pounds a month paid into my bank account.’

He listens to all this with his mouth gaping. ‘I don’t know how you can live with yourself, Taisie.’

‘Anna. And I could say the same for you.’ She stalks off.

When she’s gone, he breathes out and walks in the opposite direction fast. Then he remembers the milk and hurries back for it, scooping the dog into his arms instead of tying him up because Toffee is trembling, alarmed by his master’s anxiety, his rescue-dog insecurities resurfacing.

It’s dark now, and cold. He wants Grace; he wants her so badly his throat aches. It’s not the money, although frankly he has more than enough strains on his wallet, so much as the memory of that summer that kills him. Izzy’s tragedy and his own nightmare. It crippled him emotionally, sucked all the confidence out of him, brought him to his knees, so that when the black clouds descended he had no defence, was unable to control what happened. He lived in darkness, breathing in the fuggy smell of his own unwashed body for months. Only when her family left London did he emerge, blinking, into the light.