Back The Night You Left
Chapters (76)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Emma Curtis
  4. Praise for Emma Curtis
  5. Dedication
  6. Epigraph
  7. PART 1
  8. GRACE
  9. GRACE
  10. TAISIE
  11. GRACE
  12. TAISIE
  13. GRACE
  14. NICK
  15. GRACE
  16. TAISIE
  17. GRACE
  18. NICK
  19. GRACE
  20. TAISIE
  21. GRACE
  22. NICK
  23. GRACE
  24. TAISIE
  25. GRACE
  26. NICK
  27. GRACE
  28. NICK
  29. GRACE
  30. TAISIE
  31. GRACE
  32. TAISIE
  33. GRACE
  34. NICK
  35. GRACE
  36. TAISIE
  37. GRACE
  38. NICK
  39. GRACE
  40. TAISIE
  41. GRACE
  42. TAISIE
  43. GRACE
  44. NICK
  45. GRACE
  46. TAISIE
  47. PART 2
  48. GRACE
  49. GRACE
  50. GRACE
  51. GRACE
  52. GRACE
  53. GRACE
  54. GRACE
  55. PART 3
  56. ANNA
  57. GRACE
  58. ANNA
  59. GRACE
  60. ANNA
  61. GRACE
  62. NICK
  63. GRACE
  64. NICK
  65. GRACE
  66. ANNA
  67. GRACE
  68. NICK
  69. GRACE
  70. ANNA
  71. GRACE
  72. ANNA
  73. GRACE
  74. ANNA
  75. GRACE
  76. Acknowledgements

He passes a man with his son, on their way back from a school event, the boy in the uniform of the local secondary. He is looking up at his father, describing something, his eyes aglow, his hands animated. It makes Nick think of his relationship with his own father. He knew from a young age, possibly as early as his mid-teens, that he couldn’t and shouldn’t trust him, that as a role model he lacked the necessary qualities. He remembers being glad his parents didn’t have more children, because he would have felt responsible for their happiness.

On the other hand, had there been siblings, his parents’ focus wouldn’t have been entirely on him, especially now that they were getting older. They live on the edge of their overdraft limit, with several over-burdened credit cards between them. Every month, he hands over a chunk of money. He could be petty and cut them off, but he’s determined to be a good son, to be the bigger person. He is exasperated by them, but he loves them too. What makes him cross is the way his mother constantly undermines Grace. What hurts Grace, hurts him. If only they would treat her with more respect.

They do a quick circuit, nodding at canine acquaintances and their owners, then cross back over, and that’s when he sees her: a woman coming towards him, a look of intent in her eyes. He glances round to see if there’s someone else, a friend perhaps lurking behind him, but there’s no one there, so he smiles and waits.

‘Nick,’ she says. ‘I thought it was you.’

Toffee strains at his lead, gives a friendly bark and lets her pat him. Nick frowns, puzzled. It doesn’t take long to work out that he knows her, especially when she straightens up and runs her fingers through her hair, the gesture so familiar, it wakes a dormant horror. His heart slams against his chest.

‘Taisie,’ he says.

‘Anna. I call myself Anna now.’

‘Oh. Right.’ The happiness and sense of contentment he had been feeling has vaporized, replaced by the chill of despair. ‘What are you doing here?’

She smiles, despite his lack of civility. ‘I live here. But only since January. My son’s in the same class as Lottie. I know Grace.’

Her voice is friendly, like she’s just one of the other mums Grace talks to; perky and bright. He looks into her eyes, tries to see beyond them, but they give nothing away.

‘She might have mentioned you,’ he murmurs, checking his watch to give the impression he has somewhere to be. ‘But I wouldn’t have put two and two together.’

‘No, of course not. That’s why, when I spotted you, I thought I’d say hello. But don’t worry,’ she laughs. ‘I’m not going to tell her your secrets.’