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Chapters (76)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Emma Curtis
  4. Praise for Emma Curtis
  5. Dedication
  6. Epigraph
  7. PART 1
  8. GRACE
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  10. TAISIE
  11. GRACE
  12. TAISIE
  13. GRACE
  14. NICK
  15. GRACE
  16. TAISIE
  17. GRACE
  18. NICK
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  20. TAISIE
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  22. NICK
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  24. TAISIE
  25. GRACE
  26. NICK
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  28. NICK
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  30. TAISIE
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  32. TAISIE
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  34. NICK
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  36. TAISIE
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  38. NICK
  39. GRACE
  40. TAISIE
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  42. TAISIE
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  44. NICK
  45. GRACE
  46. TAISIE
  47. PART 2
  48. GRACE
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  55. PART 3
  56. ANNA
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  62. NICK
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  64. NICK
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  68. NICK
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  74. ANNA
  75. GRACE
  76. Acknowledgements

THE GAME HAS FINISHED, JESS IS BUTTERING CRUMPETS while Lorna sets out an assortment of chipped plates and mugs. The rain has finally stopped, the sun slow-winking in and out of view from behind fluffy clouds. Izzy hasn’t come back yet and he’s not sure what to do, whether to say anything. He doesn’t think anyone saw him come in.

He watches the three older girls through the door to the snug. Pansy and Freya are on the brown corduroy sofa, Taisie lounging on a beanbag at their feet while Freya plaits her hair. The twins are singing show tunes, Jess joining in with a little too much gusto from behind him. It’s like a scene from a painting transposed into modern life. Three nymphs. In the painting Taisie would be in the water. Then she turns her head, catches his eye and it’s not the same snarling hostility he’s become used to over the past week; it’s not the old Taisie either. It’s like she’s taken off her carapace. She looks lost and anxious and he’s suddenly sorry that he allowed himself to be targeted by Rosa, that he didn’t take the hint. He had kissed Taisie at the barbecue and then chosen to pretend it didn’t happen. He had been confused, a little repulsed, angry at himself, scared of starting one thing and destroying another. Shit. This is his fault. All he needed to do was apologize and none of it would have happened, the summer wouldn’t have been spoilt. Izzy would be sitting here eating crumpets with them, giggling, instead of sulking.

He’s getting really worried. It’s his fault she’s outside. He scared her. Should he have said something, done more, grabbed her hand and dragged her home, told her not to be silly? What if she isn’t playing a game, what if she’s punishing him? She won’t go in the water; why would she? But in that case, where the fuck is she? He doesn’t want to have to explain what happened, because they’ll look at him like he’s mad, but maybe he should say something. He opens his mouth to speak but is forestalled by Rory.

‘Where’s Izzy?’

‘Must be still hiding,’ Nick says, relieved.

‘One of you ring the bell,’ Lorna says.

Rory leaps up and dashes to the front door. The peal is loud and long, designed to call errant children in from the fields and woodland beyond the garden.

Listening to it fade out, Nick feels a knife-twist of guilt, though there is no reason why he should. Izzy kissed him, mid-nightmare. It was hardly his fault. He wishes she had listened to him, though.

‘Go and find her, would you, Alex?’ Jess says. ‘She won’t want to miss out on these.’