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Chapters (81)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Tess Stimson
  3. Dedication
  4. part one
  5. chapter 01
  6. chapter 02
  7. chapter 03
  8. chapter 04
  9. chapter 05
  10. chapter 06
  11. chapter 07
  12. chapter 08
  13. chapter 09
  14. chapter 10
  15. chapter 11
  16. chapter 12
  17. chapter 13
  18. chapter 14
  19. chapter 15
  20. chapter 16
  21. chapter 17
  22. chapter 18
  23. chapter 19
  24. chapter 20
  25. chapter 21
  26. chapter 22
  27. chapter 23
  28. chapter 24
  29. chapter 25
  30. chapter 26
  31. chapter 27
  32. chapter 28
  33. chapter 29
  34. chapter 30
  35. chapter 31
  36. chapter 32
  37. chapter 33
  38. chapter 34
  39. chapter 35
  40. chapter 36
  41. part two
  42. chapter 37
  43. chapter 38
  44. chapter 39
  45. chapter 40
  46. chapter 41
  47. chapter 42
  48. chapter 43
  49. chapter 44
  50. chapter 45
  51. chapter 46
  52. chapter 47
  53. chapter 48
  54. chapter 49
  55. part three
  56. chapter 50
  57. chapter 51
  58. chapter 52
  59. chapter 53
  60. chapter 54
  61. chapter 55
  62. chapter 56
  63. chapter 57
  64. chapter 58
  65. chapter 59
  66. chapter 60
  67. chapter 61
  68. chapter 62
  69. chapter 63
  70. chapter 64
  71. chapter 65
  72. chapter 66
  73. chapter 67
  74. chapter 68
  75. part four
  76. chapter 69
  77. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  78. Keep Reading …
  79. About the Author
  80. By the same author:
  81. About the Publisher

At his suggestion, we meet at the park in Fulham halfway between our houses. He’s already there by the time I arrive, standing by the gate waiting for me. It’s a miserable fucking day, gloomy and overcast: the kind of dreary August weather I remember from my childhood, before climate change was a twinkle in anyone’s eye. Felix is wrapped up in a thick jacket, his shoulders hunched against the damp chill coming off the river. It makes him look like the brooding hero of a Brontë novel.

We fall into step and walk along the Embankment in silence for a few minutes. The tide is out, and there’s a dank, rotten smell in the air. Felix’s hands are thrust deep into the pockets of his jacket. I wish I’d thought to wear something warmer myself.

‘It’s not what it looks like,’ Felix says finally.

‘And what’s that?’

‘I didn’t hit my wife.’

‘That’s not what she’s told my wife.’

Felix stops and turns towards the river, gazing down at a tugboat churning slowly upriver through the brown water. ‘I don’t expect you to believe me.’

‘I don’t know what to believe,’ I tell Felix frankly. ‘Stacey turned up at my house this morning with a black eye. Why would she tell my wife you’re hitting her if you’re not?’

A muscle works at the side of his jaw, but he says nothing.

‘You need to tell me what’s really going on,’ I urge. ‘Millie’s on the warpath, and trust me, mate, once she gets her teeth into something, she doesn’t let go. If your wife’s playing some kind of sick game with her, I need to know.’

‘She should get as far away from Stacey as possible,’ Felix says baldly.

I shiver. The damp from the river must be getting to me.

‘What does that mean?’ I ask.

‘Stacey’s like a Venus flytrap,’ he says, his tone bitter. ‘She likes fucking with people. She lures you in, and by the time you realise what’s happening, it’s too late.’

‘How did she get that black eye, Felix?’ I ask quietly.

He hunches his shoulders deeper into his jacket.

‘It’s what she wants,’ he says abruptly. ‘She likes me to choke her when we … when we have sex. Until she almost passes out. She likes it rough. I mean really rough, Tom.’ His voice thickens with shame. ‘She creates these … these fantasies for us to act out. I have to attack her. Pretend to rape her. She makes me hit her.’ He looks away again. ‘It makes me sick to my stomach.’

I have no idea what to say, so I say nothing.

He turns from the river, and the two of us resume walking along the Embankment. He doesn’t speak again for quite a while.