Chapters (81)
- Cover
- Praise for Tess Stimson
- Dedication
- part one
- chapter 01
- chapter 02
- chapter 03
- chapter 04
- chapter 05
- chapter 06
- chapter 07
- chapter 08
- chapter 09
- chapter 10
- chapter 11
- chapter 12
- chapter 13
- chapter 14
- chapter 15
- chapter 16
- chapter 17
- chapter 18
- chapter 19
- chapter 20
- chapter 21
- chapter 22
- chapter 23
- chapter 24
- chapter 25
- chapter 26
- chapter 27
- chapter 28
- chapter 29
- chapter 30
- chapter 31
- chapter 32
- chapter 33
- chapter 34
- chapter 35
- chapter 36
- part two
- chapter 37
- chapter 38
- chapter 39
- chapter 40
- chapter 41
- chapter 42
- chapter 43
- chapter 44
- chapter 45
- chapter 46
- chapter 47
- chapter 48
- chapter 49
- part three
- chapter 50
- chapter 51
- chapter 52
- chapter 53
- chapter 54
- chapter 55
- chapter 56
- chapter 57
- chapter 58
- chapter 59
- chapter 60
- chapter 61
- chapter 62
- chapter 63
- chapter 64
- chapter 65
- chapter 66
- chapter 67
- chapter 68
- part four
- chapter 69
- ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
- Keep Reading …
- About the Author
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- About the Publisher
‘Millie, trust me when I say this is coming from a place of love,’ he says. ‘But you’ve never had a female friend before. This isn’t the way it works. Nothing about it rings true. It’s all too much: inviting you into her inner circle so quickly, taking you to her fancy club, copying your clothes, even your hair. She’s mirroring you. It’s what people do when they’re trying to connect with you and get inside your head.’
I hadn’t noticed the hair, though now Tom mentions it, she has adopted the same neat chignon I favour. As do a million other women.
I don’t need my husband to tell me how inexperienced I am at friendship. And he’s right: I did – I do – bask in the warmth of Stacey’s attention. But it has nothing to do with flattery. It’s about redemption and forgiveness. Tom should know that.
The front door suddenly slams. Moments later, Meddie appears in the kitchen and heads straight over to the fridge without even stopping to take off her backpack. ‘There’s never anything to eat in this house,’ she complains, staring at the packed shelves. ‘It’s all lettuce and kale and green shit.’
‘Dinner will be in less than twenty minutes,’ Tom says, ignoring the green shit.
Meddie grabs a Babybel from its netting. ‘I’m not going to be in for dinner,’ she says, peeling off the red wax coating. ‘I’m meeting Noah at Nando’s.’
‘Who’s Noah?’ Tom asks.
She’s already heading back down the hall. ‘My boyfriend,’ she calls thickly through a mouthful of Edam. ‘Mum says it’s OK as long as I’m back by nine.’
‘She has a boyfriend?’ Tom demands, as the front door slams again.
I shrug. ‘He’s a friend. He’s a boy.’
‘She has a boyfriend! She’s thirteen!’
‘Nearly fourteen,’ I correct.
I check on the grilled chicken, and then open a bag of collard greens and start to make an apple-cider and yoghurt dressing for the salad. My chest is tight with anger. Clearly Tom and I are on opposite sides of this divide between the Porters: his willingness to automatically believe the middle-aged, middle-class man makes me almost incandescent with fury. I know, I know, Felix is abusing his wife. His attacks are getting more blatant: sooner or later, if someone doesn’t stop him, he’s going to kill her. Just by giving him airtime and sympathy Tom is enabling him.
My husband hovers at my elbow, getting in my way.
‘What?’ I snap finally.
‘We need to talk about Peter,’ he says.
I look up sharply. I can’t remember the last time Tom voluntarily raised the subject of our son.
‘Well, Stacey liked him,’ I say, deliberately baiting him. ‘She’s offered to take him into work and let him sit in the gallery next time she’s at the studio.’