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Contents ( 57)
  1. Prologue
  2. One
  3. Two
  4. Three
  5. Four
  6. Five
  7. Six
  8. Seven
  9. Eight
  10. Nine
  11. Ten
  12. Eleven
  13. Twelve
  14. Thirteen
  15. Fourteen
  16. Fifteen
  17. Sixteen
  18. Seventeen
  19. Eighteen
  20. Nineteen
  21. Twenty
  22. Twenty-One
  23. Twenty-Two
  24. Twenty-Three
  25. Twenty-Four
  26. Twenty-Five
  27. Twenty-Six
  28. Twenty-Seven
  29. Twenty-Eight
  30. Twenty-Nine
  31. Thirty
  32. Thirty-One
  33. Thirty-Two
  34. Thirty-Three
  35. Thirty-Four
  36. Thirty-Five
  37. Thirty-Six
  38. Thirty-Seven
  39. Thirty-Eight
  40. Thirty-Nine
  41. Forty
  42. Forty-One
  43. Forty-Two
  44. Forty-Three
  45. Forty-Four
  46. Forty-Five
  47. Forty-Six
  48. Forty-Seven
  49. Forty-Eight
  50. Forty-Nine
  51. Fifty
  52. Fifty-One
  53. Fifty-Two
  54. Fifty-Three
  55. Acknowledgements
  56. About the Author
  57. Also by Sharon Gosling

‘Are you so sure she’s wrong?’ Rachel asked.

‘No,’ Toby admitted. ‘She knows her stuff. That’s part of what makes my ex-wife so very annoying.’

‘How long were you married?’

‘Seven years. Although for most of them I was on assignment. If I’d been based closer to home we’d probably have lasted two.’

Rachel smiled slightly. ‘You’ve stayed friends, though?’

‘I think we’ll always be that. How about you?’ he asked, wondering what her past relationships had been like, given what Rachel had said about living in a van. ‘No one ever managed to tie you down?’

Her gaze dropped to her glass and his journalist’s senses expected her to say something about an equally failed marriage. There was a brief silence, as if the conversation had hit a STOP sign held up by Rachel herself, and then she swallowed the last of her pint and stood up.

‘Oh no,’ she said. ‘I am notoriously flighty. Hence the van.’ She reached for his empty glass. ‘Another?’

Later, Toby walked her back up the hill to the lighthouse beneath a full moon. They were quiet as they climbed the path past the row of cottages, Rachel pointing out which of his new friends lived in which house.

‘Are you annoyed with Cullen and Ron?’ he asked, as Rachel searched her bag for her key. ‘For setting us up, I mean?’

She looked up at him, key in hand, and then away. The moonlight glanced off her nose and cheekbones, and suddenly he was a browser at a flea market, struck dumb to find an Old Master concealed amid the Banksy rip-offs.

‘No,’ she said, eventually. ‘But look, Toby… I don’t want to date you.’

‘Oh,’ he said, taken aback by her blunt statement. ‘Right. Okay.’

‘Not just you,’ she added quickly. ‘I mean anyone. I don’t want to date anyone. Sorry,’ she said. ‘But it’s best to be upfront, isn’t it? And it’s—’

He smiled. ‘Rachel. You don’t have to explain,’ he said, despite having a million questions. The van, her past, this sudden, blanket statement. I don’t date.

‘I do like you,’ she told him. ‘But I’m not looking for anything more than a friend. That’s all. I can always do with more of those. Anything else…’

Toby smiled. ‘Friends is good,’ he said.

She looked relieved. Had she expected him to be difficult about it?

‘Okay. Great. Thank you for the drink.’

‘And you,’ he said. ‘Goodnight.’

It was just as well, he reflected, as he walked back down the hill, his leg protesting as it always did at the end of the day. You won’t be here for ever and, besides, you’re dragging around enough baggage of your own already. No need to add someone else’s. However intriguing it might be.

Six

It was a few days later and Toby hadn’t realized how long he’d been sitting in the bookshop until he was jolted back into the present by the clang of footsteps on the iron staircase from the ground floor. He looked up to see Rachel appear and saw through the narrow window on the other side of the tower behind her that the light had begun to dip in the sky.