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Contents ( 57)
  1. Prologue
  2. One
  3. Two
  4. Three
  5. Four
  6. Five
  7. Six
  8. Seven
  9. Eight
  10. Nine
  11. Ten
  12. Eleven
  13. Twelve
  14. Thirteen
  15. Fourteen
  16. Fifteen
  17. Sixteen
  18. Seventeen
  19. Eighteen
  20. Nineteen
  21. Twenty
  22. Twenty-One
  23. Twenty-Two
  24. Twenty-Three
  25. Twenty-Four
  26. Twenty-Five
  27. Twenty-Six
  28. Twenty-Seven
  29. Twenty-Eight
  30. Twenty-Nine
  31. Thirty
  32. Thirty-One
  33. Thirty-Two
  34. Thirty-Three
  35. Thirty-Four
  36. Thirty-Five
  37. Thirty-Six
  38. Thirty-Seven
  39. Thirty-Eight
  40. Thirty-Nine
  41. Forty
  42. Forty-One
  43. Forty-Two
  44. Forty-Three
  45. Forty-Four
  46. Forty-Five
  47. Forty-Six
  48. Forty-Seven
  49. Forty-Eight
  50. Forty-Nine
  51. Fifty
  52. Fifty-One
  53. Fifty-Two
  54. Fifty-Three
  55. Acknowledgements
  56. About the Author
  57. Also by Sharon Gosling

‘They won’t,’ Edie said. ‘I’ve paid the money back and had a word.’

Gilly wasn’t sure she understood what Edie had said. ‘You… had a word?’

‘Yes,’ Edie said. ‘I’ve spoken to Social Services and the last foster parents you were with. That’s what the forms are about. I’ve applied to be your legal guardian.’

Gilly blinked. ‘What?’

‘If you agree it’s something you want, Social Services will come and do a site visit. They’ll want to talk to you, obviously, and make sure everything here is as it should be. I’ve already gone through all the background checks they needed to do on me. Once they give final approval – and I really can’t see why they wouldn’t, as long as you’re in agreement yourself – then the courts will make it official,’ Edie told her. ‘It’ll mean I’m responsible for you until you turn eighteen. This will be your official home address. And I’ll be able to sign the college papers for you.’

Gilly couldn’t believe what she was hearing. ‘You want to adopt me?’

‘It’s not an adoption,’ Edie said. ‘I know how independent you are, how capable. I want to make sure that there’s someone looking out for you, that’s all. That you have somewhere safe to live, and that you can go to college.’

Gilly’s heart, which had begun to settle, plummeted. ‘I keep telling you. I can’t go to college.’

‘You can if we do this,’ Edie said. ‘As your legal guardian, I’ll be able to sign the papers. That’s what you were worried about, isn’t it?’

Gilly felt tears in her eyes and couldn’t blink them away. ‘I do want you to be my guardian,’ she said. ‘I do, Edie. But I’m still not going to college. I’m just not.’

‘Leave it with me,’ Ezra said later, once Edie had told him what had happened. ‘I’ll talk to her.’

‘I cannot for the life of me understand her,’ she said. ‘Are all kids this difficult?’

Ezra smiled. ‘No. I think we can pretty much guarantee that she’s one of the easier ones.’

‘What if I’m not what she needs, Ezra?’ Edie asked. ‘What if I can’t—’

‘You’re here, and you care,’ Ezra told her. ‘That’s what she needs. Everything else we can deal with.’

Ezra made his way up the narrow stairs and knocked on the door to Gilly’s room. ‘Hey,’ he called through the door. ‘Gilly. You in there?’

‘I’m not talking about it, Ezra,’ Gilly said, her voice muffled, as if perhaps her face was pressed against her pillow.

‘Come on,’ he said. ‘Give me one minute.’

There was a pause. Ezra thought she was going to ignore him, but then there came a rustling and the sound of sluggish footsteps from inside and the door opened. Gilly’s jaw was clenched, her chin jutting in defiance.

‘Hey, kid,’ he said gently. ‘What’s all this, now? What’s going on?’

‘Nothing,’ she said, looking behind him as if to check whether Edie was there too. ‘I don’t want to go to college, that’s all.’