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Contents (57)
  1. Prologue
  2. One
  3. Two
  4. Three
  5. Four
  6. Five
  7. Six
  8. Seven
  9. Eight
  10. Nine
  11. Ten
  12. Eleven
  13. Twelve
  14. Thirteen
  15. Fourteen
  16. Fifteen
  17. Sixteen
  18. Seventeen
  19. Eighteen
  20. Nineteen
  21. Twenty
  22. Twenty-One
  23. Twenty-Two
  24. Twenty-Three
  25. Twenty-Four
  26. Twenty-Five
  27. Twenty-Six
  28. Twenty-Seven
  29. Twenty-Eight
  30. Twenty-Nine
  31. Thirty
  32. Thirty-One
  33. Thirty-Two
  34. Thirty-Three
  35. Thirty-Four
  36. Thirty-Five
  37. Thirty-Six
  38. Thirty-Seven
  39. Thirty-Eight
  40. Thirty-Nine
  41. Forty
  42. Forty-One
  43. Forty-Two
  44. Forty-Three
  45. Forty-Four
  46. Forty-Five
  47. Forty-Six
  48. Forty-Seven
  49. Forty-Eight
  50. Forty-Nine
  51. Fifty
  52. Fifty-One
  53. Fifty-Two
  54. Fifty-Three
  55. Acknowledgements
  56. About the Author
  57. Also by Sharon Gosling

‘They’re your friends too now,’ Rachel told him, laughing. ‘You can’t blame them all on me!’

‘I suppose they are,’ he said, surprised at the realization. ‘That happened without me even being aware of it.’

‘Hmm,’ Rachel took a mouthful of beer and nodded before adding, ‘I know the feeling. I never intended to stay in Newton Dunbar. I was only ever here by accident in the first place, but here I am, five years later, and now I can’t imagine living anywhere else.’

‘How did you end up here, if it wasn’t intentional?’ Toby asked, curious.

Rachel glanced at him, and for a moment he felt as if he were being assessed for trustworthiness. Those eyes of hers had a way of slicing right through him. He imagined they could be very cold in anger.

‘My van broke down,’ she said.

‘I see,’ Toby said, although he didn’t see at all.

Rachel looked at him, still assessing. Then she seemed to decide something. ‘I lived in it. It was home. Had been for years, I didn’t have anywhere else.’

She paused, as if to gauge his reaction. Toby would have been lying if he’d said he wasn’t surprised by this revelation, but he’d had years of listening to extraordinary and often terrible stories without giving away his feelings.

‘What sort of van was it?’ he asked instead, because questions had always been his saviour.

‘A VW. A very old one.’

‘Classic.’

Rachel laughed. ‘That’s one word for it. Small, cramped and freezing cold in winter would be others.’

‘Yours, though.’

‘Yes,’ she said quietly. ‘All mine. And mobile.’

He wanted to ask why this was so important, but experience told him now was not the time.

‘Anyway,’ Rachel said after a moment, ‘I was on my way to see if I could get some work for the season picking raspberries at one of the big farms. I stopped to see the bookshop because I’d seen Edie’s postcards somewhere else and it said where the tower was on the back. The van clapped out at the bottom of the hill. I asked Cullen if I could use the phone to call a mechanic. He made me tea while we waited, which took hours, and we talked. When the mechanic finally came and told me how much it’d be to fix, I knew I was never going to drive her anywhere again. I was trying to figure out what I was going to do because I already had no money and now I had no transport, as well as no home and no work, when Cullen offered me a job, and that was that. Goodbye camper van, hello lighthouse.’

Toby smiled. ‘As if it was meant to be.’

Rachel laughed, and he liked it, that sound. ‘I suppose that’s one way of looking at it. Cullen – it never even occurred to him to be suspicious of someone with no fixed abode, no references, no history of working in a bookshop. He came right out and offered me a place and a way to live, just like that.’