Chapters (64)
- Cover
- Booklist
- Title Page
- Praise
- Dedication
- Prologue
- CHAPTER ONE
- CHAPTER TWO
- CHAPTER THREE
- CHAPTER FOUR
- CHAPTER FIVE
- CHAPTER SIX
- CHAPTER SEVEN
- CHAPTER EIGHT
- CHAPTER NINE
- CHAPTER TEN
- CHAPTER ELEVEN
- CHAPTER TWELVE
- CHAPTER THIRTEEN
- CHAPTER FOURTEEN
- CHAPTER FIFTEEN
- CHAPTER SIXTEEN
- CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
- CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
- CHAPTER NINETEEN
- CHAPTER TWENTY
- CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
- CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
- CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
- CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
- CHAPTER THIRTY
- CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
- CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
- CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
- CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
- CHAPTER FORTY
- CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
- CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
- CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
- CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
- CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
- CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
- CHAPTER FIFTY
- CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
- CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
- CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
- CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgements
- About the Publisher
The day dragged. I couldn’t stop thinking of Jago working up at The Cliff House. I wanted to be there. I wanted to be lying on the terrace with the water lapping gently at the black walls of the pool as Eleanor drank champagne and Max barbecued. I imagined my brother painting the railings. Shirt off. Sun on his back. Edie taking him a glass of blackcurrant. Ice clinking. I gently kicked the base of the display cabinet to ease the resentment I was feeling. Why should he be up there while I was stuck here stacking shelves with nothing to do but tease tourists for entertainment?
I leant back against the counter and held my hands out in front of me to admire my nails. The colour was gorgeous, exactly the same shade as the inside of a conch shell. I hoped they would last until the party or, if not, that Eleanor might do them again. I was determined to grow mine like hers, long talons, which I’d paint a brilliant red, the colour of postboxes. I’d loved Eleanor doing my nails, her hand holding mine, the look of concentration on her face as she lavished me with attention. I wondered what other things I was missing out on which Eleanor and I could do together. So much, I was certain. Mum worked pretty much all the time and when she wasn’t at work, she was doing the housework or the ironing or weeding the backyard. And when she wasn’t doing that she was sleeping, more often than not, in her clothes on the settee, her camp bed still folded next to the wall, the ten o’clock news on, an untouched cup of tea held loosely in her hand. Though it was awful to admit it, if I had to choose one of them to spend time with, I think I’d have chosen Eleanor over Mum. Though, of course, I’d never tell Mum that. Or, indeed, Edie.
CHAPTER TWENTY
CHAPTER TWENTY
Edie
July 1986
Edie had gone outside as soon as they started fighting, but the doors from the study to the terrace were wide open and she could still hear every single word. She sat at one of the chairs on the terrace and glanced down towards Jago, wondering if he could hear them as well. Thankfully, it appeared not, as he was focusing intently on sanding the last few uprights.
‘Why the hell are you lying?’ cried her mother, drawing Edie’s attention away from Jago and back to the shouting.
‘I’m not.’ He sounded more weary than angry. ‘I told you it was a publishing event.’
‘Yes. You did. A publishing event. To which you decided to turn up with an unnamed brunette instead of your wife?’