Chapters (64)
- Cover
- Booklist
- Title Page
- Praise
- Dedication
- Prologue
- CHAPTER ONE
- CHAPTER TWO
- CHAPTER THREE
- CHAPTER FOUR
- CHAPTER FIVE
- CHAPTER SIX
- CHAPTER SEVEN
- CHAPTER EIGHT
- CHAPTER NINE
- CHAPTER TEN
- CHAPTER ELEVEN
- CHAPTER TWELVE
- CHAPTER THIRTEEN
- CHAPTER FOURTEEN
- CHAPTER FIFTEEN
- CHAPTER SIXTEEN
- CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
- CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
- CHAPTER NINETEEN
- CHAPTER TWENTY
- CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
- CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
- CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
- CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
- CHAPTER THIRTY
- CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
- CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
- CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
- CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
- CHAPTER FORTY
- CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
- CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
- CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
- CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
- CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
- CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
- CHAPTER FIFTY
- CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
- CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
- CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
- CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgements
- About the Publisher
Edie looked up to where Jago was standing on a small rocky outcrop. He faced the sea, the muscles in his arms were clearly defined as he cupped his cigarette to protect it from the wind. She thought he resembled a classical statue and imagined walking up to him and taking his face in her hands and pressing her lips to his.
If Tamsyn hadn’t been there, she was certain that’s what she would have done.
CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
Tamsyn
July 1986
Edie Davenport had no idea how lucky she was. Had she had to bury her father? Did she have to watch her mother work herself to the bone or her grandad cough his bloodied guts up twice a day? Did she have to listen to other people go on and on and on about Florida when she’d never even been as far as the Tamar Bridge? If I were her I’d never complain. I’d be thankful every single day.
As I stared into the darkness, my box room feeling even more claustrophobic than ever, I tried to work out if I’d actually be friends with her if she lived somewhere different. I wasn’t entirely sure I would. But then I remembered the mix tape and reached under my pillow to stroke it with the edge of my thumb. As I did so, I recalled the feel of her hand holding mine on the walk back from Botallack and tasted the phantom sweetness of real Coca-Cola.
I had to be sensible. If I wanted to be included in the Davenports’ life – and I did – I had to stop expecting Edie to be perfect. It wasn’t fair to hold her up to such scrutiny. I’d pushed every friend I’d ever had away because they did or said something wrong, but this time there was so much more to lose. Now I’d been a welcome part of the house, I couldn’t possibly go back to stealing the key from the tin and breaking in when nobody was there.
It took ages for me to fall asleep and when I did it was fitful. The air was hot and still and I was plagued by a terrifying dream I was unable to climb free from…