Chapters (64)
- Cover
- Booklist
- Title Page
- Praise
- Dedication
- Prologue
- CHAPTER ONE
- CHAPTER TWO
- CHAPTER THREE
- CHAPTER FOUR
- CHAPTER FIVE
- CHAPTER SIX
- CHAPTER SEVEN
- CHAPTER EIGHT
- CHAPTER NINE
- CHAPTER TEN
- CHAPTER ELEVEN
- CHAPTER TWELVE
- CHAPTER THIRTEEN
- CHAPTER FOURTEEN
- CHAPTER FIFTEEN
- CHAPTER SIXTEEN
- CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
- CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
- CHAPTER NINETEEN
- CHAPTER TWENTY
- CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
- CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
- CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
- CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
- CHAPTER THIRTY
- CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
- CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
- CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
- CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
- CHAPTER FORTY
- CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
- CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
- CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
- CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
- CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
- CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
- CHAPTER FIFTY
- CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
- CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
- CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
- CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgements
- About the Publisher
I dressed quickly and went down the stairs being careful not to make a sound. In the kitchen I reached for the tin on top of the fridge and searched for the key to The Cliff House. It wasn’t there. I opened the fridge so I could check the tin in its light, but there was no sign of the key. I swore under my breath as my body thrummed with anxious energy. Mum’s bag was hanging on the hook in the hall. I kept my eyes bolted to the sitting room door as I rummaged quietly inside it. My fingers found the small plastic fob with the key attached at the bottom of the bag and, as I grasped it, my body flooded with relief.
The night hung with a thick mist which gave the surroundings I knew so well an eerie sense of unease. Noise was muffled, except my footsteps, which rang on the road as I walked down to the Cape. The moon was full, but diffused, restricting my vision to no more than ten feet of murky dimness. When I turned onto the cliff path I was unable to see the sea to my right, but could hear it. The mist travelled fast, blown by the wind, billowing around me like smoke from a bonfire.
My nerves tumbled as I walked. I was excited and terrified at the thought of facing Edie. I had to keep reminding myself that she wanted to see me. To say sorry. That she’d come when I was poorly and been turned away. Eleanor and Max would be asleep. I’d wait until I was certain. I couldn’t risk running into either of them until I’d seen Edie and made sure everything was back to normal. The thought of that kiss still made me cringe. I would have to laugh it off when I saw her, blame the fever and hallucinations, tell her I could hardly remember doing it. Apologise profusely. Beg her to forget all about it.
The mist thinned as I neared the house. Its white shape loomed in the dim light. Pulled me closer. With each step my anxiety seemed to lessen. I opened the gate, making sure not to creak the hinges, and as I stepped onto the lawn my eyes welled with tears.
It was as if I’d arrived home.
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CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
Jago
August 1986
Silence while they walk. The mist comes in with the dusk. Wraps around them like a blanket.
Edie walks beside him. She takes his hand as they climb away from the path up on to the part of the cliff where his father used to birdwatch. Her skin is soft with expensive creams and privilege. Jago is tight with desire. There have been girls before. But not like her.
‘I thought you didn’t want to be seen.’