Chapters (64)
- Cover
- Booklist
- Title Page
- Praise
- Dedication
- Prologue
- CHAPTER ONE
- CHAPTER TWO
- CHAPTER THREE
- CHAPTER FOUR
- CHAPTER FIVE
- CHAPTER SIX
- CHAPTER SEVEN
- CHAPTER EIGHT
- CHAPTER NINE
- CHAPTER TEN
- CHAPTER ELEVEN
- CHAPTER TWELVE
- CHAPTER THIRTEEN
- CHAPTER FOURTEEN
- CHAPTER FIFTEEN
- CHAPTER SIXTEEN
- CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
- CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
- CHAPTER NINETEEN
- CHAPTER TWENTY
- CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
- CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
- CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
- CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
- CHAPTER THIRTY
- CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
- CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
- CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
- CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
- CHAPTER FORTY
- CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
- CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
- CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
- CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
- CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
- CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
- CHAPTER FIFTY
- CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
- CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
- CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
- CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgements
- About the Publisher
Edie felt helpless. She didn’t want this. She wished they were like a normal child and parent. Like Tamsyn and Angie. She’d seen the way Angie looked at her daughter, heard the warmth in Tamsyn’s voice when she spoke about her mother, envied the way she respected her and cared about upsetting her. Edie would trade everything of hers which Tamsyn coveted for a relationship with her mother that was half as good as the one they had.
‘You’ve nothing to say for yourself?’ Eleanor drew on her cigarette and then blinked slowly. ‘None of your usual excuses or sarcastic jibes?’
Edie lowered her head to hide her trembling chin and gathering tears.
‘We’re leaving at the end of the week. I’m taking you back to London. You’re going to go back to school and get your A levels. You’re going to start dressing properly, you’ll take the crap off your eyes and throw that vile thing in your nose away. And then you’ll start mixing with people who are worthy of your time and standing. You might want to throw your life away screwing hopeless losers, but you’ll be doing it over my dead body.’
CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
Tamsyn
August 1986
I sat on my bed and willed the house to quieten.
I listened to Mum brushing her teeth and moving around on the landing. My grandad’s light clicked off, then there were soft moans as he got himself into bed. My brother was out, of course. He was barely with us nowadays and I know it pained Mum, that she was forced to constantly bite her tongue, swallowing back a barrage of questions. Where have you been? Why weren’t you back when you said you’d be? Any news on a job?
I heard Mum’s footfalls on the stairs and the sitting room door closing. Then the house fell still. Only the odd creak broke the silence. I thought of Dad’s stories about the Knockers, the piskies who lurked in the mineshafts and rapped on the supports and beams to warn of disaster. Had the Knockers come to our house to tap-tap-tap a caution?
No, not Knockers.
Just cooling rafters.