Chapters (64)
- Cover
- Booklist
- Title Page
- Praise
- Dedication
- Prologue
- CHAPTER ONE
- CHAPTER TWO
- CHAPTER THREE
- CHAPTER FOUR
- CHAPTER FIVE
- CHAPTER SIX
- CHAPTER SEVEN
- CHAPTER EIGHT
- CHAPTER NINE
- CHAPTER TEN
- CHAPTER ELEVEN
- CHAPTER TWELVE
- CHAPTER THIRTEEN
- CHAPTER FOURTEEN
- CHAPTER FIFTEEN
- CHAPTER SIXTEEN
- CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
- CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
- CHAPTER NINETEEN
- CHAPTER TWENTY
- CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
- CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
- CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
- CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
- CHAPTER THIRTY
- CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
- CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
- CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
- CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
- CHAPTER FORTY
- CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
- CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
- CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
- CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
- CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
- CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
- CHAPTER FIFTY
- CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
- CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
- CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
- CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgements
- About the Publisher
‘I suppose so,’ I said. ‘He has friends his own age though.’
Again, she ignored what I’d said, which I had begun to find annoying.
‘I was thinking we should do your tattoo, too.’
‘I can’t. But thank you. I really did mean it when I said Mum wouldn’t let me.’
‘You’re sixteen, Tamsyn. You don’t have to do what your mother tells you to anymore. Anyway, we’ll do it somewhere it’ll be covered, so she won’t even see it.’
‘Edith!’ Eleanor was standing at the back door. ‘Did you remind Tamsyn about the party?’
‘She’s sitting right here, Eleanor. She can hear you.’
But Eleanor had disappeared indoors.
‘I need to remind you about the party. Can you still make it?’
‘Yes! Definitely. I can’t wait.’
‘I wouldn’t get too excited. My parents’ friends are vile. You’ll need to wear something smart. A skirt, maybe?’
Every time I thought of the party it made my stomach fizz. My mother didn’t seem to share my excitement when I told her. Rather than be interested or happy for me, she’d come over all suspicious again.
But why?
Why what?
Why would she invite you?
So I gave her a hard stare and asked why she shouldn’t invite me. Mum had given a vague shrug and tried to smile. Which had made me angry, so I crossed my arms and narrowed my eyes.
I hate that you can’t just be happy for me!
She then reached out to lay a palm against my cheek, which I batted away before running upstairs to my box room.
I’d no idea what was wrong with her. My invitation to the Davenports’ party was the most thrilling thing that had happened to me and, whatever Mum thought, I knew I was going to have the best time.
CHAPTER THIRTY
CHAPTER THIRTY
Angie
August 1986
They sat at a table in the corner of the Moon and Stars. A couple of men played darts beside them. Serious faces. Pints of ale on the mantelpiece and bellies protesting against their waistbands. At the window hung a greyed net curtain with a pretty star pattern on it. There were a few tiny holes in the top right corner which Angie recognised as moths. The net fluttered every now and then as the wind pushed itself through a small gap in the frame. Pictures hung on the beige textured wallpaper: the pub in years gone by, black and white streets, fishing boats stranded by the tide, fishermen in thick sweaters with tousled hair and toothless grins.