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Chapters (90)
  1. PROLOGUE
  2. 1849
  3. ONE
  4. TWO
  5. EDINBURGH
  6. THREE
  7. FOUR
  8. FIVE
  9. SIX
  10. SEVEN
  11. EIGHT
  12. NINE
  13. TEN
  14. ELEVEN
  15. TWELVE
  16. THIRTEEN
  17. FOURTEEN
  18. FIFTEEN
  19. SIXTEEN
  20. SEVENTEEN
  21. EIGHTEEN
  22. NINETEEN
  23. TWENTY
  24. TWENTY-ONE
  25. TWENTY-TWO
  26. TWENTY-THREE
  27. TWENTY-FOUR
  28. TWENTY-FIVE
  29. TWENTY-SIX
  30. TWENTY-SEVEN
  31. TWENTY-EIGHT
  32. TWENTY-NINE
  33. THIRTY
  34. THIRTY-ONE
  35. THIRTY-TWO
  36. THIRTY-THREE
  37. THIRTY-FOUR
  38. THIRTY-FIVE
  39. THIRTY-SIX
  40. THIRTY-SEVEN
  41. THIRTY-EIGHT
  42. THIRTY-NINE
  43. FORTY
  44. FORTY-ONE
  45. FORTY-TWO
  46. FORTY-THREE
  47. FORTY-FOUR
  48. FORTY-FIVE
  49. FORTY-SIX
  50. FORTY-SEVEN
  51. FORTY-EIGHT
  52. FORTY-NINE
  53. FIFTY
  54. FIFTY-ONE
  55. FIFTY-TWO
  56. FIFTY-THREE
  57. FIFTY-FOUR
  58. FIFTY-FIVE
  59. FIFTY-SIX
  60. FIFTY-SEVEN
  61. FIFTY-EIGHT
  62. FIFTY-NINE
  63. SIXTY
  64. SIXTY-ONE
  65. SIXTY-TWO
  66. SIXTY-THREE
  67. SIXTY-FOUR
  68. SIXTY-FIVE
  69. SIXTY-SIX
  70. SIXTY-SEVEN
  71. SIXTY-EIGHT
  72. SIXTY-NINE
  73. SEVENTY
  74. SEVENTY-ONE
  75. SEVENTY-TWO
  76. SEVENTY-THREE
  77. SEVENTY-FOUR
  78. SEVENTY-FIVE
  79. SEVENTY-SIX
  80. SEVENTY-SEVEN
  81. SEVENTY-EIGHT
  82. SEVENTY-NINE
  83. EIGHTY
  84. EIGHTY-ONE
  85. EPILOGUE
  86. HISTORICAL NOTE
  87. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  88. Extract from A Corruption of Blood
  89. 1850
  90. ONE

‘I want to be able to talk, to eat, to kiss my wife, to laugh and to enjoy the time I have left as much as I can. But when that is no longer possible … I see no point in prolonging the inevitable.’

An image of Archie kissing Sarah was suddenly all that Raven could see, and he cursed himself for his shallow selfishness. A dying man was taking him into his confidence, and yet he could not fully banish his own desires.

‘That is why I hope I can count on your assistance.’

‘Assistance? With what?’

Their eyes locked, the intensity of Archie’s gaze conveying the gravity of his request.

‘I do not wish to wait helplessly for the end.’

Raven’s mouth dried. He tried to grasp what Archie meant, his mind struggling to acknowledge what was being said. Was he asking Raven to ease his passing, smooth his pathway to the grave, or was he suggesting something more deliberate, something anticipatory? Was this man, his rival for Sarah’s affections, asking Raven to kill him? Coming so soon after his intervention with the dying Alec, it was as though the gods were toying with him. His facetious thought about a duel at dawn returned to mock him, then to make matters worse, propelled him back to Berlin.

He saw the pistol aimed at his head, loaded quicker than he could have anticipated. He saw the spray of blood hit the wall as he opened the gunman’s throat. He had cheated death then by taking a life, using a surgeon’s blade designed for acts of mercy. Was there some perverse price to be paid for evading his destiny in that alleyway? Was he now fated to end lives rather than to save them?

I do not wish to wait helplessly for the end.

Sleep now, Alec.

‘I understand you might wish to think about it,’ Archie said, interrupting Raven’s tormenting thoughts. ‘How best it might be achieved.’

Archie glanced towards the bottle of chloroform. Or at least Raven thought that he did. He was beginning to feel dizzy, an unpleasant vertigo settling upon him, as though he had been inhaling the stuff himself.

Archie swallowed.

‘That is not all. I have a further request.’

Raven reasoned that nothing he might ask for now could possibly trump what had been asked for already, but was wary of making assumptions.

‘After I am gone, I will need someone to look after Sarah. I have seen to it that she will be provided for financially, but there are things she will need other than money. She is a strong woman, a remarkable woman, but I am under no illusions about how difficult life will be for her. She will need a man’s protection.’

Raven thought that Sarah may well disagree with this statement.

‘What about the child?’ he asked, thinking it best that everything be brought out into the open.

‘She told you?’

‘No. My deduction.’